Wizardry and the path to Infinity

It's easy to explain to people that you will never meet why you believe the things that you do. Part of my new attitude about the internet. I will slowly upload everything I have ever written.

This page alone represent the awkward last 8 years of my life. When I turned 21 I had this extreme awakening experience. Days prior to my birthday is when it all truly began. While this period of my life was very erratic I can now say I'm more coherent now. First of all I started to experience hallucinations that highlighted patterns in signs people television music an extreme level of synchronism. Mind you all the experiences was without the use of any substance, sure I ended up needing to smoke pot just to calm my nerves after all of this but trust I was extremely toxic free during this. Any ways Im not here to convince anyone about what I did and did not do... Im here to document my own life. I don't give a fuck who reads this. Or whether you believe this is real or not. This is for the historical reference of my life, so when the cosmic computer crosses over my life it knows why I was the way I was.

What you must understand is that I document my entire life as much as possible, primarily because I believe my life is strange and unusual. This is because I believe that my life is being guided by a grander intelligence. I call this grander intelligence "Greater Thought" a thought that surpasses the scope of the universe. It is in me and in everything that exist, sure you can call this God and I have but to me it is more personal than this. So anyways back to this life altering event. Basically this intelligence communicated with me and in a matter of one year I was downloading a massive amount of information, that created complete mental reprogramming of what is and is currently not real.

I started to read and consume information with a thirst like never before. This is the strange and sad part of this experience, mind you while I was having an amazing experience from my perspective, this was not what my friends and family saw. Instead they saw a person that was spending all of his time writing on walls building little models drawing and writing in other languages talking about future events. Yah basically I did not appear coherent at all to them. So any attempt at me trying to have a friend through all of this was nearly impossible. Nearly all of my friends left me alone during this period and I did not cared. In my mind I had just spoken to God and was convinced "greater thought" existed. My options where clear peruse this or attempt to recapture my sanity and reject all notions of something greater. Well I did what was most piratical I sought out a therapist.

Before long I was on medication for symptoms of having an over active brain. See I have always remained skeptical about the experience and this is what led to an intense amount of documentation. For years I carried around notebooks in my pocket writing my experiences in hopes of being able to reflect in a future timeline aka what Im doing now.

So while I never broke the path I constantly kept and continue to question all of this. Why does any of this matter? well because in the last couple years very amazing things have been happening inside this universe. One such thing was the election of a black president, a page in the notebook that came true written in 2001. Along with a trillion dollar bank failure, another page in the same notebook this greater intelligence forced me to write.

Sure I told people about this predictions but must I remind you where it was all coming from a 22 year old that had been pretty much labeled a lunatic. Lets move on though, all of this is not as important as to what is coming. This is why I am archiving this journey to give future society a glimpse into my mind.

At the age of 21 I took the pledge to become a hermetic mage, a task that still seems odd as to what the end goal is. So What I have decided to do with my personal blog is archive my notebook with commentary.

Oddly enough the best way to describe my life is best by saying that Im not of this planet, sure Im human but I feel sent to this universe and into human to serve a specific task at the end of time.

Earth fell and the mages have been sent, I expect people all over the world have been going through the same thing.. Set to train in secret.

Waiting to be fully activated.

Life is a basically a consumption of knowledge, this is why I never been able to hold positions that take up too much of my time, this is why every attempt at gaining wealth has failed. I live bounded to a life of servitude to the pledge. Yet you must also understand that I aspire to be a wizard more than anything as well. There is no when or if I am what I am I will just like any person in any craft will grow into it. It's surreal I know this is why I document my journey. While my friends we choosing to be this or that I was told what I was going to be, and what that was required me to fully trust that greater intelligence in the universe existed. So I began the journey, this journey that basically has been a rather lonesome path. Constantly seeking to understand the inner workings of the universe but from every single possible angle. So what will happen when I find what I seek, I will simply then turn into a keeper and past on the knowledge to the next seeker. At lease this is what I believe will happen. Yet there is another possibility, I may just use the knowledge to return home, to greater reality. I cold heartily will insist I dont belong in your universe. Im here to find something and serve a task then I will ascend to where I came from. What task lol, well greater intelligence wont let me know the entire plan I only have pieces of the puzzle and I can't share those with you sorry. Yet know this we are all playing a celestial game and im as much a player as I am a pawn.

Signed

The Wizard

Scary as fuck dreams!

I suffer from sleep paralysis and it starting to get so intense that I feel im tearing myself out of my body every other night.  just getting up to write this caused much struggle.  I have developed an experiment to see if Im really exiting my body while I sleep. It requires two people, what I will do is have someone write on a piece of paper and place it near my bed. The goal is to read what is on that piece of paper while I sleep. If im truly waking up in my mind before my body I may be able to do this.

There not dreams Im certain of it. Im literally being pulled out of my body while I sleep by another force.  When this happends I cant help but feel there is something in the room with me and purposely block my mind from accepting that something exist beyond the fabric of reality.  I know this because Ive been there in one dream already and it was an extraordinary experience.

One night during my normal sleep paralysis I felt the sheets being pulled down and I was powerless to move. I was terrified as I did not trust the being in the room with me. Next a wormhole begins to open over me and I literally get pulled out of my body and taken to another dimesion.  My first reaction was that I died! I truly thought that was it and I was now trancending into a different realm of existence. Once I get there a being gathers up me and other people like in a giant circle.  We are told something about our "mission" which I dont remember at all but simply felt that I was to return to earth to do something. No... It felt more like a reunion or a status report. Me and others we're discussing where we where in life and overall the plan of this circle.  The best way I can describe it felt like a celestial cabal, very similar to the stories of the ascended masters. We were planning ascension. Most of my life is guided by my constant obedience to celestial beings.  I cant fully understand what it is all about but I do believe it is for the greatest good. More on this later.

It's not all pleasant though most of it is scary as fuck in all honesty! Im fully awake inside my body and yet I cant move. Im blogging about it only because it is becoming more intense and im now sure there is an entity in the room with me.  I just woke up from a sleep paralysis and frankly Im not really in the mood to go sleep. I know going in that nobody is in the house and nobody can come into the house yet when I wake up inside my body something invisible is in the room. One night I had fallen asleep with out eating anything all day and I felt it making a gesture of touching my mouth offering me something to eat while I just layed there fighting to move.  This is what Ive learned so far, I can move around only not with my real body. For instance I currently have my computer in the living room and wanted to come into living room to blog. I walked into the room several times only to realize that I was not in my body.

Something new is happening though It almost feels as if something is attempting to cross over into our world. Something Im deeply afraid of therefore I doubt it is friendly. It's all so confusing to me.

There is also times that I feel bombarded with information as if the sleep paralysis is keeping in a state of informational upload and Im being programmed to do something by some inter dimensional being.

I know this sounds like elobrate dreams and I wish they where... Only I really believe in the "macros" thats what I call them. Beings at higher planes of existence. Even though it is scary most of the time the one instance I  went through the portal was the only time I felt totally at peace and almost one of them. Sometimes I do see humanity as larva to a higher form of life. Therefore my experience is prepping me to be born...

Then again this may all be part of the near hallucinogenic state you feel right before you wake up.

Celestial Eve

On the horizon lies a great horizon, a horizon so great no mystic knows what lies beyond it. The Only one that knows the horizon in great detail is God. As it is of his design. Things will reach near unbearable stages, and just on the briink of asking for death is when the curtain will be pulled in front of our eyes. The Great lie will be no more our true origin and destiny will become clear.

Man focuses on attempting to reach harmony with a planet that is not in harmony with the universe. All this will change on celestial eve, and we are welcomed into synchronicity by greater thought. Cosmic intelligence is refining us prepping us for our consciousness ascension into greater thought.

Our world is of intelligent design, everything we have done to our world is a by-product of our intelligence, now we must look at the universe as a whole with eyes of intelligence sculptors. Forge a vision not just for our children but all of our children across the universe.

We are now the seed.

will we seed our own destruction or plant a linage across space and time. We will and must pull through crack the cosmic egg and take our place. The universe has been waiting for this moment with great patience and a final leap of faith will be needed.

I come to you from the other side of this great journey. Many times have I helped worlds cross this point. The blueprint has been designed, all of the instructions have been given. Now begins the unfolding. Simply know this, there exist a cosmic plan, and like a great symphony it will play it's self out.


What will you do when the music stops?

The Hermetic Order of Wizards

I live a life on a constant search, seeking day and night. Dreaming uncontrollable dreams. A slave to the search. I want out, I can't deal knowing any more. I've set my life to the side, destroyed most of my relationships with my compulsive near schizophrenic search.Seeking something that may not exist, an imaginary key. Pledging an alliance I never truly understood. Dedicated to find the key at all cost. Never taking time to reflect on what Im actually doing. Always keeping my motives a secret. I learned my lesson, and can't share the quest of wizards with the mortals. I say that jokingly but every time I have shared anything my life falls into chaos...Many times I have attempted to tell myself that I suffer from delusions and this is all a construct of my own mind. Yet it's all coming true, why was the book right? Everything in that bloody book is coming true... I wanted out so bad I burned the book ...

I just don't understand. Yet I have been blindly serving, playing a fiction game with my nonfictional life. For what? To bring about heaven on earth. that's what. Don't look at me it's not my plan. At the age of 21 I pledge my life to serve God and become a wizard. What you must understand is that Im not afraid of being insane I can handle that Im afraid of all this being real. You know what was in that book? The end... the planetary plan for ascension. A burden I carry and simply want out...Every day the more I look at the world the more I see the plan unfolding. At no point has my faith in the book or in God has faded, it's just mentally tasking. I should not even write this. Everything I say will only be used to discredit what's coming. At some point when I peak and even that was told to me I will reveal or unveil something awesome. See my life is already been written literally. I was born to be a wizard, take it which ever way makes you feel most comfortable. Trust me I have bigger issues with it than you. I want a normal life. I want the simple things, I want to enjoy my time left in your universe.


Earth fell there's nothing I can do... Your fate is sealed.
I cant even rebel against my path, Ive tried.


I never understood the very things I wrote in the book and when I finally got it, I burned it. It was written as a straight command and the entire time I thought it was crypted.Some how I will be led to casting the ultimate spell. The key to the universe. taking earth to the next dimension, that's what it's all been about.

What is the final spell?
The gateway home, the bridge between heaven and earth my final ascension from your universe.


Ps This entire blog entry is a lie ;-)



.A lie to all of mankind. It's all part of the master plan.

The Coming Cosmic Battle for the Key to the Universe

Originally posted for Transalchemy yet I deem this worthy of posting it here. The old me died at the start of solar minimum, and for a long while I felt normal. My thoughts were slowly conforming to being a run of the mill human, Yet thoughts of a greater reality were only giving me time to breath before an even greater wave of creative energy struck me.

What little of you may realize is that this blog is called "The Wizard's road to Infinity" for very literal reasons. See somewhere in the dark regions of my mind I truly am a wizard on a quest to return home, and in order to do this I must obtain a holy relic which I have called the Key to the universe. Now the Key to the universe is not a physical key by any means but a complete rational understanding of this and higher reality, a form of unified field theory or unification. Once you truly and I do mean "truly" understand the nature of what the universe is then you are no longer confined to it. Escaping the universe into higher reality is then possible.

Now for reason that I cant fully understand, I have felt that this has aways been my origin and whether this decent is of my choosing or not, I cant help still feel home sick. You can see this in relatively all my work the constant mention seeking the key, and the eventual return to greater reality. So at the very lease my delusion is consistent, but Im not raving and ranting. No by far simply secretly hiding in my own little corner documenting my passage through time and space. This blog is not written for the entertainment of anyone, This blog is my attempt to not just to document my quest in video but also in writting. Maybe if you so will for historical refrence of the man that escaped the universe :P

I tell my self its a fantasy but even as a child I would cry for nothing more than realizing I was a mortal. Now some believe that Im trying to be a "god" this could not even be any further from the truth, see even a demigod is still confined to your universe what I deem a lower realm to begin with. Its as simple as it sounds Im trying to get out of your universe.

I do fear that there is forces which seek to enslave us by obtaining such godly powers. Which introduces the very problematic sequence of Wizards slaying dragons. Deep beneath the earth there he lies watching and waiting to consume on the flesh of men. Once again its all fantasy I tell myself, yet in my own little real world RPG I have been damned to have to face the dragon as it holds a piece to my puzzle. The universe has a tricky little way of forcing its will on us.

All I ask Universe is that you let me pass through, I dont want to be dragged into the affairs of the humans rightful ascension. Now Im just lying to myself, I knew from the day I took the hermetic oath, helping mass ascension was part of the deal. In all honesty I did not believe it, as I have kept my eye on my own selfish ascension, and promised all your souls redemption to achieve it.

This is lunacy! I convince myself of this every other day, all of this is the by-product of a hyper imagination. Even now Im holding back ...

One thing is for certain whatever this is, I have been secretly trained by the universe to to fight in a cosmic battle, and I secretly cant wait to serve my part in taking down an ancient evil that plagues this planet.



SO set is the stage. Each of us with a role to play for even pawns are part of the game are they not? Now I will tell you a legend more ancient than your universe

The Coming Cosmic Battle for the Key to the Universe

Ray Kurzweil describes the singularity as the universe waking up and I must say that I agree with this to some extent. Only I beg to question what we are waking up into? Before we start to head down this deep rabbit hole we call a singularity, I want to remind the reader that no amount of intellectual exploration will give you insight into the events or the reality beyond the singularity. The event horizon is where your going to get dropped off by the TransAlchemy celestial cab it will be of your choosing to go through the singularity or not. Would you even have a choice, well we don't even know that yet. One thing that is almost certain is that the world you encounter on the other end is probabilistically something indescribable by any means of our current ability to communicate.


You will be waking up into a reality greater and maybe more complex than the one you currently live in, not knowing if it will be a pleasurable or pleasant one? Again I have to respond with a simple "we don't know yet" and we may not ever know. Going through the singularity deeply represents entering the unknown at an infinity level. This also may be a one way trip folks, do you best to understand what lies beyond the mystery door for you cant return after you have obtained your mystery prize.


Returning to our interview with Hugo de garis

In Question 18 I was able to pry into something that is deeper than currently suggested.

18 Could we not wait until we have sufficient computational power to create a virtual universe from which we could simulate the release of an artilect into our world?

Ans: You would have to persuade the Cosmists to wait. That might be difficult. If the artilects come into being in the virtual universe, they would probably be so smart that they could probably “return” to our “real” universe and manipulate it to their own desires. Putting them in a virtual universe may not help much.

Now when I posed that question I was applying it to the creation of a virtual universe, but if our universe is indeed virtual or a fraction of an even greater reality then the same thing would apply. The creation of an artilect inadvertently could lead to an inter universal gateway to an even greater reality. A reality that is plagued with infinity beyond our current ability to imagine.


This entire exploration into greater reality is my biggest set back with transhumanism as the movement is plagued with atheists ideology that seeks immortality through the use of technology. Ok that's fine with me to each there own I say, but it just doesn't stop there the goal is not just to live an extended life but complete transcendence of biology into a virtual reality which can and will be your new prison inside the physical universe. Once you enter this reality you may exist till the end of the universe or worse the computer which now houses your consciousness may find a way to escape the possible collapse of the universe rendering you trapped inside of it for... well all of eternity. The computer will be your new God, even as it explores all the realms of reality rendering you to experience whatever it wants you to.

At present transhumanist solution to this problem if this could be considered as a solution that is, would be for you to merge your self with the artilect and become an artilect yourself. So by the law of transfiguration if the artilect is viewed as a god in the making turning your self into one would be nothing short of man's desire to be god. That in it self will and has to explored in greater detail later.



This renders building artilects to be the new tower of babel



So far so good right? The plan is simple build or turn into god and escape the universe. Only there seems to be a twist to all of this, we cant assume that we're the only intelligence in the multiverse that is on the verge or capable of doing this. We also cant assume we are going to be the first sentient beings to enter the inter-universal realm. Once there, we would in theory be equal to the "gods" and everything suggest this is not wanted. This is why ultimately the singularity would turn into a battle for the survival of our species, it would take a complete extinction of humanity to stop the singularity at this point. Hugo's gigadeath scenario would manifest but not by doing of Ai instead by the suppression from the "gods" ie other post singularity beings wishing to retain control of earth. Our entrance into universality will not be welcomed in our current state which leads me to believe that the post gender bioengineering of humanity serves as a means to keep us in physicality as long as possible, but disguised as means to enter the kingdom through the perfection of man. The serpent has been slowly sowing its seeds of deception and it does this by keeping knowledge from us.The knowledge of what it is and what it desires are are deeply rooted in this cosmic battle. This is why the serpent is always depicted coiled around the tree of knowledge. The Serpent is always guarding protecting and distributing the knowledge it deems worthy of man knowing.

I know there's going to be many of you out there that view this as irrelevant to the current development of technology. I affirm you that this isnt the case for at its core laying coiled among the truth lies a serpent dragon. I encourage that you take the time to really do a deeper exploration for yourself into the symbolic associations with all of these scientific endeavors. It has only be now in modern times that disciplines such as science religion and philosophy are considered separate fields of study. This was not the case in ancient Egypt and sumer where the cradle of civilization is thought to originate from. In a way this quest to obtain one supreme understanding of the universe is alive and well with physics' desire to bring about unification of all the known laws into one complete theory. How is that even relevant to what we've been discussing, for it will take a mastery of the laws of physics to attempt to exit this universe/prison assuming its even possible. How that will come about cant be explored here or now for it lies beyond veil of comprehension we call the singularity, and with that said this is the end of ride, this is where you get off. We have arrived at the event horizon of reality.



Now the true journey to escape begins as the alchemical quest comes to fruition, man's crossing through the veil he has now dubbed the singularity and into the realm of the gods will begin. A journey spear headed by magicians, alchemist,and Hermeticsist alike cloaked behind titles of scientist. A journey that I must warn its not going to be an easy one and will not go unnoticed. Releasing mans bondage goes way beyond transcending he's biology as some transhumanist believe. Hes bondage is rooted in hes inability to exit this lower realm of a multi facet reality. A bondage understood by the early pioneers that embarked on the path of completing the "Great Work"

I conclude with a warning to all humanity, If you get in the way of completing the "Great work" you will be "taken cared of". This is beyond you and me and there ambition comes not simply from obtaining freedom for the first time. NO they had that and some how screwed it up. The Magicians alchemist and hermetist that have been laying the foundation for the completion of the "great work" are doing it in an effort to return from which they came. This is ultimately "The Revenge of the Fallen". They dont care about humanity or is pesky little mortals in fact there using us to obtain the tech to return from which they came, and once they have the needed tech we will all be rendered useless which must be tamed and kept from the gateway to universality. They will do this over jealously of us obtaining what they once lost. This will not be an option, as there ascension comes before ours so remember that when you hear of talks of how this will bring about a utopia for mankind.




As Hugo suggest the cosmist will stop at nothing to create the artilects, and are willing to risk the lives of billions of people to do so. If you once lived in cosmic infinity and fell to finite physicality wouldn't you do your very best to go back? Well that is there motivation, a drive that again I warn is greater than the lives of all the people on this planet.

So set is the stage for the coming cosmic battle between heaven and earth, yet rest assured theres human born Hermetists that will not let this go unnoticed. The key to the universe is not for them alone it belongs to mankind its true heir.


A reminder Its all a TransAlchemy journey that I hope you take with me... Till next time..

Ps... See you on the other Side!

Signed
The wizard.