Creation Creates the Creator

The more I experience reality and interact with you universe the less you fool me day to day.. I know your there watching every thing I do patiently and silently watching and waiting. Yet in my quest to understand the creator from the stand point of the creation I stare into the veil and see my self. At this point in a complete logic loophole I seek to shatter the mirror. This is not you universe why are you playing games with me..

The creation can not be the creator I yell..


I ---- what a concept ----------

I am-------the end of everything

I am all that I am --------------


When studying the universe why do i exclude my self.. I am part of the thing i study...
I am part of the universe...

The answer to the universe is not out side of me..
At this point im pulling on my hair.
Its soo clear yet faded by self... Im my own obstacle ....WtF
I want to be the universe and I.... THAts it ..

I<------- is what is stopping me..


you cant have a self when your one with everything that exist.

I cant be the universe if I want to be..

I just have to be what ive always been.

The observee observing the observer observing.

Escaping Infinity

Time the mover of all things.. Time the thing we love to hate.. Maybe we need more time, maybe weve havent had enough time. Yet time ticks forward and like lemmings we follow suit. Slaves to the beat of the drum. Slaves to the progression of the universe, and the experience of reality. What if i choose to protest Time and choose to quit being a slave to it, could i escape time? Im after something i cant even describe at this point and time is my enemy. Yet im getting closer and closer to it daily. I go to sleep not knowing whether ill wake up in the same place i fell asleep at..

I no longer attempt to manipulate my reality for its all an illusion, what i must now learn to do is escape the universe. Return to the source... Theres really nothing left for me to do in this plane of existence in terms of learning. Sure theres things to experience yet all of this can be achieved once i hit Infinity.

TIme again is my barrier at this point for with enough time we shall be ONE..
Me and the universe

Life truly is a journey to Infinity and beyond
To achieve Oneness with the universe I must become the universe