Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Crossroads

I cant even sustain a shred of happiness this is now evident in my day to day interactions with people. Everyone I know lets me down, physical friendships are near non existent once again. Once again ive entered a deeply hermetic state. watching and waiting, waiting to be activated by the universe. Waiting to claim my place in the grand scheme of things. I don't even wish to write or explore anymore, with every piece of knowledge gained is the mental realization that im by far no where near where I want to be. Everything is slowly becoming a construct of my mind. I no longer except what I feel see or hear as truth. I cant trust my brain to be correctly cyphering reality.
Im playing a game online that is of my own construct for reasons I feel I cant fully grasp. I want to believe that I can make a difference I want to believe that Im here for reasons yet to be fully understood.


I'm so close to something that is almost indescribable, I want to hold it my hands. I dream about it. My ultimate life's goal is to obtain the key to the universe and to perish without obtaining this "Truth" would have been pointless and a waste of my manifestation into physical form.

I have chased the key before I was even born and this universe is where I believe I shall find it. The key not only yeilds powers beyond anything the mortals have seen but is the key to return to the celestial kingdom. Its my way out of here. Keep the universe do what you wish with it, I shall ascend upper and onward. This reality no longer even suits my thoughts.

I want to go home! The physical universe is painful and full of hurt. I cant even hold coherent thoughts right now Im just so tired of solving this riddle. Shall we let the universe simply unravel itself

Garbage -Androgyny -posgenderism food for thought







When everything is going wrong
And you can't see the point in going on
Nothing in life is set in stone
There's nothing that can't be turned around

Nobody wants to be alone
Everybody wants to love someone
Out of the tree go pick a plum (what tree?)
Why can't we all just get along?

Boys.. Boys in the girls room
Girls.. Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys.. Boys in the parlour
Girls.. They're getting harder
I'll free your mind and your androgyny

No sweeter a taste that you could find
Than fruit hanging ripe upon the vine
(theres the tree reference again)
There's never been an oyster so divine
A river deep that never runs dry

The birds and bees they hum along
Like treasures they twinkle in the sun
Get on board and have some fun
Take what you need to turn you on
(yes get on board and do what it takes to become androgynous)

Boys.. Boys in the girls room
Girls.. Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys.. Boys in the parlour
Girls.. They're getting harder
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I’ll free your…
(Its all about freeing your mind from your sexual binary to achieve
the enlightenment that appears to come from the fruit of a tree. The tree being humanity and the fruit the androgynous creation)

Boys.. Behind closed doors and under stars
Girls.. It doesn't matter where you are
Boys.. Collecting jewels that catch your eye
Girls.. Don't let a soulmate pass you by

Boys in the girls room
Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys in the parlour
They're getting harder
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind

Boys in the girls room
Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys.. Boys in the parlour
Girls.. They're getting harder

I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I’ll free your…

Boys..
Girls..
Boys..
Girls..

So I ask boys and girls will you free your minds?
Ps... T-minus 17 days till the release of postgenderism ;)

Garbage -Androgyny -posgenderism food for thought







When everything is going wrong
And you can't see the point in going on
Nothing in life is set in stone
There's nothing that can't be turned around

Nobody wants to be alone
Everybody wants to love someone
Out of the tree go pick a plum (what tree?)
Why can't we all just get along?

Boys.. Boys in the girls room
Girls.. Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys.. Boys in the parlour
Girls.. They're getting harder
I'll free your mind and your androgyny

No sweeter a taste that you could find
Than fruit hanging ripe upon the vine
(theres the tree reference again)
There's never been an oyster so divine
A river deep that never runs dry

The birds and bees they hum along
Like treasures they twinkle in the sun
Get on board and have some fun
Take what you need to turn you on
(yes get on board and do what it takes to become androgynous)

Boys.. Boys in the girls room
Girls.. Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys.. Boys in the parlour
Girls.. They're getting harder
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I’ll free your…
(Its all about freeing your mind from your sexual binary to achieve
the enlightenment that appears to come from the fruit of a tree. The tree being humanity and the fruit the androgynous creation)

Boys.. Behind closed doors and under stars
Girls.. It doesn't matter where you are
Boys.. Collecting jewels that catch your eye
Girls.. Don't let a soulmate pass you by

Boys in the girls room
Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys in the parlour
They're getting harder
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind

Boys in the girls room
Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys.. Boys in the parlour
Girls.. They're getting harder

I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I’ll free your…

Boys..
Girls..
Boys..
Girls..

So I ask boys and girls will you free your minds?
Ps... T-minus 17 days till the release of postgenderism ;)

Garbage -Androgyny -posgenderism food for thought







When everything is going wrong
And you can't see the point in going on
Nothing in life is set in stone
There's nothing that can't be turned around

Nobody wants to be alone
Everybody wants to love someone
Out of the tree go pick a plum (what tree?)
Why can't we all just get along?

Boys.. Boys in the girls room
Girls.. Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys.. Boys in the parlour
Girls.. They're getting harder
I'll free your mind and your androgyny

No sweeter a taste that you could find
Than fruit hanging ripe upon the vine
(theres the tree reference again)
There's never been an oyster so divine
A river deep that never runs dry

The birds and bees they hum along
Like treasures they twinkle in the sun
Get on board and have some fun
Take what you need to turn you on
(yes get on board and do what it takes to become androgynous)

Boys.. Boys in the girls room
Girls.. Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys.. Boys in the parlour
Girls.. They're getting harder
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I’ll free your…
(Its all about freeing your mind from your sexual binary to achieve
the enlightenment that appears to come from the fruit of a tree. The tree being humanity and the fruit the androgynous creation)

Boys.. Behind closed doors and under stars
Girls.. It doesn't matter where you are
Boys.. Collecting jewels that catch your eye
Girls.. Don't let a soulmate pass you by

Boys in the girls room
Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys in the parlour
They're getting harder
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind

Boys in the girls room
Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys.. Boys in the parlour
Girls.. They're getting harder

I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I’ll free your…

Boys..
Girls..
Boys..
Girls..

So I ask boys and girls will you free your minds?
Ps... T-minus 17 days till the release of postgenderism ;)

My Riddles

Dear Antz Particleion Is Hacking your Universe (live)

I will give your universe/Mind back to you if you answer my riddles.

Call your answers in!

(305) 735-9490

A) Is your universe real?

B) Are you real?

C) Who currently has {source}?

D) What is {Root}?

When you got the answer email it to

Key.universe@gmail.com

and I will give you back your universe assuming your right ;-)

Rules subject to change but will be posted.

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! It will be Billions of years till I let you just have it... Till then I urge you try to get your key back.