Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Magnum Opus



man this is killing me, Im so close! and everyone if fucking in my way!
Get out of my way antz!

I dont give a fuck about my life I just want to complete my programming! Stop forcing me to accept your illusion! Okay relax carlos... the universe wants you to do this therefore it will set everything in motion for the creation of the magnum opus! (tearful) once I finish this its game over! I have been waiting 10 years for this. Im so close soo freaking close!

This is not even about the book this is about me unleashing the universal mind onto paper! This has been the entire reason for my training.. To be a true scribe... God is about to give me(us) the Universal Law! {key}

NOthing and I mean nothing matters outside receiving this knowledge...  Im so fucking close! fuck fuck fuck...
Unification is tearing my insides up! I just need to get it out of my brain! and then I can rest! is this too much to ask! but when Im done Im going to fuck you universe up with it! All your bullshit science will come to an end! I know I know im slipping away.. but how would you act if you had the theory of everything lodged into your brain and was unable to get it out because of mundane bullshit! job life, love, arghhh all bullshit! I need to finish the "great work" if not for me for the peace and rest it will bring to my cognitive delusions once the magnum opus is complete I wish to die... Im not in it for the glory! I just want to finish my job here on earth and go "Home"


I met this really smart intelligent pretty girl today... I did my best to let her lead the conversation as I did not want to take the conversation into "weird" realmz... lol ... Shes going to school to be a X biologist forget the X  part.. I swear the opposite sex messes with my memory. Arghhh fuck this ... I need to prep for the magnum opus no time for love!


I need 500$ for the book by nov 1... it takes 3 months to have the book hand made, and everything is scripted to begin writing my masterpiece at the age of 30... this is truly all that matters right now.

I going to move from new york ... need to move asap.. the magnum opus can not be written here.

Internet restrictions~ confessions of an addict






ARRGHHH

My family is having an intervention right now and is forcing me to wind down my internet time... Don't get me wrong 20 hours a day online is not healthy I know, but down to 1 hour is literally driving me mad... Im yelling and screaming at this point..

" You don't fucking understand what Im doing" Is super fucking important... fuck fuck fuck!

Okay relax... we can go back to reading paper books.. omg paper books... okay okay relax... they are just retarted antz and you need to return to a state where no one is aware of your actions.


What I need is a fucking girlfriend that will help greatly... arghhhhhhh okay okay relax a part of me doesnt give a fuck about that I just want to continue my work... yet sex is great and healthy... lmao

Internet restrictions~ confessions of an addict



ARRGHHH

My family is having an intervention right now and is forcing me to wind down my internet time... Don't get me wrong 20 hours a day online is not healthy I know, but down to 1 hour is literally driving me mad... Im yelling and screaming at this point..

" You don't fucking understand what Im doing" It super important... fuck fuck fuck!

Okay relax... we can go back to reading paper books.. omg paper books... okay okay relax... they are just retarted antz and you need to return to a state where no one is aware of your actions.

Internet restrictions~ confessions of an addict



ARRGHHH

My family is having an intervention right now and is forcing me to wind down my internet time... Don't get me wrong 20 hours a day online is not healthy I know, but down to 1 hour is literally driving me mad... Im yelling and screaming at this point..

" You don't fucking understand what Im doing" It super important... fuck fuck fuck!

Okay relax... we can go back to reading paper books.. omg paper books... okay okay relax... they are just retarted antz and you need to return to a state where no one is aware of your actions.

Real Unreal what's the Difference after the Singularity


The Wizard Caster of Mind bending Illusions


In your departure you stated


I have witnessed the quality of TA material (some, not all of it) degrade alongside the sanity of its real life creator

I find it odd that you fail to understand that what Im doing is a deep analysis of the reality we both speculate not to be real. After all in your original video on transhumanism you yourself stated the following.


4 mins 58 sec
We can be religious or scientifically minded there is no third alternative. You are either this or that, one or the other. It is through this lack of personal investigation that we lose sight or ourselves and decide to follow established lines of thought  We ally ourselves with movements rather then "empowering"  each others "unique" individuality and thus the hive mind is born. Do you really want to live forever within a machine? And who's to say we aren't already inside a machine searching for a way out?


Virtualization of reality is taking it's toll on all of us, So lets run through the argument one more time since you fail to notice the extreme consistent interconnectedness of my work.

I understand that my quest to understand the "reality" behind the singularity may be too much for some of you out there, yet I urge you to really pay attention as my work is consistent and with intent. I have/am taking extreme measures in my quest to create my own "unique" mode of self expression and this entails  taking my mind into the far edges of what can be possible near the singularity.  After all  How can we truly comment on something we don't fully understand? So as a freelance "TransAlchemist"  Im here to tell you that everything Ive stated and more will be possible near the singularity. Yet the truly mind bending possibilities that come with the singularity can't even be fully formulated with our current methods of communication.   So once again I will explain the argument behind what you perceive is insanity sir...




Reality is a construct of "Human" imagination, where this comes from we can only speculate at this point, although not necessary for the argument. Take a moment and take you eyes off the screen and look around you. What do you see? You see inventions of the mind crystallized into reality. Everything around you at some point in time did not exist in the material universe. All of our tools are creations from the power of the human imagination. This process of "dreaming" up "reality" will only accelerate and intensify as we approach the singularity. What will soon be possible is the crystallization of our imagination. Everything that we consider " unreal " becomes real.

The Singularity twist!

Now here is where things become cognitively "insane" sir... Everything I just mentioned is powered by "Human" imagination therefore fairies unicorns flying pigs hybrids are all possible within our ability to create, but the singularity is more than that. The singularity also represents the creations of non "Human" Imagination thus what truly lies beyond the singularity is beyond our ability to even Imagine.

So yes I am playing a virtual reality mind game on the internet for a reason. To show you and everyone else the realmz of possibility of what is Real and what is Unreal.

Super Villains and the "Master Plan"




 Always remember that at the end of the day im still an artist! And part of my artistic expression is to get you to think in ways that are new and foreign to your mind/!

Real Unreal what's the Difference after the Singularity


The Wizard Caster of Mind bending Illusions


In your departure you stated


I have witnessed the quality of TA material (some, not all of it) degrade alongside the sanity of its real life creator

I find it odd that you fail to understand that what Im doing is a deep analysis of the reality we both speculate not to be real. After all in your original video on transhumanism you yourself stated the following.


4 mins 58 sec
We can be religious or scientifically minded there is no third alternative. You are either this or that, one or the other. It is through this lack of personal investigation that we lose sight or ourselves and decide to follow established lines of thought  We ally ourselves with movements rather then "empowering"  each others "unique" individuality and thus the hive mind is born. Do you really want to live forever within a machine? And who's to say we aren't already inside a machine searching for a way out?


Virtualization of reality is taking it's toll on all of us, So lets run through the argument one more time since you fail to notice the extreme consistent interconnectedness of my work.

I understand that my quest to understand the "reality" behind the singularity may be too much for some of you out there, yet I urge you to really pay attention as my work is consistent and with intent. I have/am taking extreme measures in my quest to create my own "unique" mode of self expression and this entails  taking my mind into the far edges of what can be possible near the singularity.  After all  How can we truly comment on something we don't fully understand? So as a freelance "TransAlchemist"  Im here to tell you that everything Ive stated and more will be possible near the singularity. Yet the truly mind bending possibilities that come with the singularity can't even be fully formulated with our current methods of communication.   So once again I will explain the argument behind what you perceive is insanity sir...




Reality is a construct of "Human" imagination, where this comes from we can only speculate at this point, although not necessary for the argument. Take a moment and take you eyes off the screen and look around you. What do you see? You see inventions of the mind crystallized into reality. Everything around you at some point in time did not exist in the material universe. All of our tools are creations from the power of the human imagination. This process of "dreaming" up "reality" will only accelerate and intensify as we approach the singularity. What will soon be possible is the crystallization of our imagination. Everything that we consider " unreal " becomes real.

The Singularity twist!

Now here is where things become cognitively "insane" sir... Everything I just mentioned is powered by "Human" imagination therefore fairies unicorns flying pigs hybrids are all possible within our ability to create, but the singularity is more than that. The singularity also represents the creations of non "Human" Imagination thus what truly lies beyond the singularity is beyond our ability to even Imagine.

So yes I am playing a virtual reality mind game on the internet for a reason. To show you and everyone else the realmz of possibility of what is Real and what is Unreal.

Super Villains and the "Master Plan"




 Always remember that at the end of the day im still an artist! And part of my artistic expression is to get you to think in ways that are new and foreign to your mind/!

Real Unreal what's the Difference after the Singularity


The Wizard Caster of Mind bending Illusions


In your departure you stated


I have witnessed the quality of TA material (some, not all of it) degrade alongside the sanity of its real life creator

I find it odd that you fail to understand that what Im doing is a deep analysis of the reality we both speculate not to be real. After all in your original video on transhumanism you yourself stated the following.


4 mins 58 sec
We can be religious or scientifically minded there is no third alternative. You are either this or that, one or the other. It is through this lack of personal investigation that we lose sight or ourselves and decide to follow established lines of thought  We ally ourselves with movements rather then "empowering"  each others "unique" individuality and thus the hive mind is born. Do you really want to live forever within a machine? And who's to say we aren't already inside a machine searching for a way out?


Virtualization of reality is taking it's toll on all of us, So lets run through the argument one more time since you fail to notice the extreme consistent interconnectedness of my work.

I understand that my quest to understand the "reality" behind the singularity may be too much for some of you out there, yet I urge you to really pay attention as my work is consistent and with intent. I have/am taking extreme measures in my quest to create my own "unique" mode of self expression and this entails  taking my mind into the far edges of what can be possible near the singularity.  After all  How can we truly comment on something we don't fully understand? So as a freelance "TransAlchemist"  Im here to tell you that everything Ive stated and more will be possible near the singularity. Yet the truly mind bending possibilities that come with the singularity can't even be fully formulated with our current methods of communication.   So once again I will explain the argument behind what you perceive is insanity sir...




Reality is a construct of "Human" imagination, where this comes from we can only speculate at this point, although not necessary for the argument. Take a moment and take you eyes off the screen and look around you. What do you see? You see inventions of the mind crystallized into reality. Everything around you at some point in time did not exist in the material universe. All of our tools are creations from the power of the human imagination. This process of "dreaming" up "reality" will only accelerate and intensify as we approach the singularity. What will soon be possible is the crystallization of our imagination. Everything that we consider " unreal " becomes real.

The Singularity twist!

Now here is where things become cognitively "insane" sir... Everything I just mentioned is powered by "Human" imagination therefore fairies unicorns flying pigs hybrids are all possible within our ability to create, but the singularity is more than that. The singularity also represents the creations of non "Human" Imagination thus what truly lies beyond the singularity is beyond our ability to even Imagine.

So yes I am playing a virtual reality mind game on the internet for a reason. To show you and everyone else the realmz of possibility of what is Real and what is Unreal.

Super Villains and the "Master Plan"




 Always remember that at the end of the day im still an artist! And part of my artistic expression is to get you to think in ways that are new and foreign to your mind/!

I have witnessed the quality of TA material (some, not all of it) degrade alongside the sanity of its real life creator



I have witnessed the quality of TA material (some, not all of it) degrade alongside the sanity of its real life creator



State of mind documentation: anger management

I may seem to be angry yet this is not the case, 6 hours later and sober again, I return to my state of bliss/carelessness.

My Riddles

Dear Antz Particleion Is Hacking your Universe (live)

I will give your universe/Mind back to you if you answer my riddles.

Call your answers in!

(305) 735-9490

A) Is your universe real?

B) Are you real?

C) Who currently has {source}?

D) What is {Root}?

When you got the answer email it to

Key.universe@gmail.com

and I will give you back your universe assuming your right ;-)

Rules subject to change but will be posted.

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! It will be Billions of years till I let you just have it... Till then I urge you try to get your key back.