Friday, September 3, 2010

My darkest Hour

Trust me when I tell you I hate my life. I never wNted to rule the planet this is something I'm being forced into! I never wanted to let to you know what haveconfined in you, I'm being forced too And whatdor to save you? When I should just savemyself


It will be selfish to committ suicide right now! Don't get me wrong nothing Is holding me to this universe right now ! But in doing so it will take you decades at lease to have another wizard! But you don't give a shit about wizards ao what's the point

Insanity declaration

I Carlos a mejia ( particleion )
Declare full blown insanity and thus nothing I say should be taken seriously...

So to the FBI NSA CIA that read this
Can you truly believe me when I say I will nuke isreal for fun? With magic and no access to plutonium

I'm poor and yet declare to be plotting to rule the world...

Seriously your wasting your time reading the rambling of an insane wizard:)

Now back to my insanity

Let's nuke new York no no I like new York

Ohio yes yes nuke no no wait
If I really want to start world War3 let's nuke the white house along with the purple monkeys that live there

Purple monkeys are dangerous don't you know

Why I curse so much now

Cursing reduces my fucking readership you retarted cosmic antz!

My "master plan" is a masterpiece in the making most of this is already scripted ;)

And while want to dump my brain onto the net live I want to do it in a way that is still hidden in plain sight... It's clever yet frighteningly multidemindional.

The Mindfile Virus

Assuming God is not real and better pray hard that he isn't
Assuming this universe is "All" that exist
Assuming I'm off my fucking rocker and have gone bat fucking insane

Then yours totally totally fucked because if this is my mongols that I'm uploading to the coming cyber heaven when I'm resurrected in a true virtual reality I will hack the shit out of your universe as this what I'm instructing my avatar;) to do in this life and the next!!!

Always one leg up

The Wizard!

The exilir of life

Baby Jesus mode;)

Turns out the stone truly is the {source} of eternal life who knew... Argghhh me lol

See why you are all retarded cosmic antz now get out of my sandbox!!!

5 year old me :p

Baby jesus

I got idea from baby Jesus

Once I begin prancing around the world in full blown Demi mode I'm going to do it as a 5 year old.

The kid from the future truly will fuck shit up mad lolz

Dear Issac Newton

As the only alchemist I respect I will ressurect you and tap youfor world congress!

Recap sir several hundred years after you died I was born into a world that no longer even understood the true nature of the alchemist work. For to understand the order of the cosmos one must tap godhead. And doing I just brought unity to the cosmos sir Heaven and earth and now one in my mind! Unified field theory ( Universal Law ) is lodged in my brain and thus our quest is now over! But there's a catch none of us saw coming I'm not just bringing down the {key} but the creator of the{key} with it...

Ps If your wondering why and how I got the leg up on you is because I'm a hermetic Wizard

And only Wizards can Hack Universes ;)
Touché old man! Touché (lol)

Pss I did it (live) on the Internet and they don't even believe me :(

Dear cosmic antz

You have now been reduced in my mind to Retarted cosmic antz.

That is "All"

The "Truth" of Alchemy

Dear cosmic antz I'm the greatest Wizard/Alchemist/Kabbalaist ever born!

I did it I turn lead into gold
And thus transmuted/refined my soul for the merger/unification with God the universe and everything!

And in doing found/discovered the philosophers stone/holy Grail/source code of the universe and I'm using to turn myself into a living deity.

And thus checkmated every alchemist that ever attempted this! Including you newton!

Turns the greatest technology is already in us! And thus checkmated Transhumanism and cosmism and every other fucking ism out there.

Ps "The Singularity is near"

You bitches are retardted!

Cosmic bliss

I finding it harder and to care about anything anymore. I'm an emotional wreck only when I fight it! When I don't fight it I'm in cosmic bliss the universe is my friend and we are becoming "One"

The goal of the magician is to become "One" with the universe! And I hit the crown so unification is now taking my mind is becoming cosmic and in it there is bliss!

I'm in cosmic bliss right now

My current hypothesis of Demis

First off the Demi is not me: Carlos
The I'm just the vehicle! unificatio was the act of merging my mind with it... I'm deeply scared of what I have done as I've summoned a deity and have surrendered my body to it. The Demi thoughts are only getting stronger as my mortal thoughts are over written. I'm even seeing people on the streets as insects.. The scary part is that I even felt disgust at the sight of people. I want to help us. It wants to control every aspect of our reality. A part of me believes that I learn to control it I can distribute it's power to us all..

In terms of wizardry I have set the dragonfree and now I'm racing to tame it before it's too late . Dont I'll destroy myself before it restore us and again ivve done before for other worlds although it never seizes to be scary. The universal mind is the most destuctive force in the cosmmos

Demi life

I learned I was going to be a demi at 21...

Think about that for a sec who learns they are going to be a demi at 21 ...

Everytime I confined in a mortal my life turned to chaos so much so that I quit trying to warn you. so I hope this blog is my final attempt to tell you what I am .

Maybe this would be easier if a single mortal believed me yet I'm not sure I would believe if another person told me the same... So it's cool

My Riddles

Dear Antz Particleion Is Hacking your Universe (live)

I will give your universe/Mind back to you if you answer my riddles.

Call your answers in!

(305) 735-9490

A) Is your universe real?

B) Are you real?

C) Who currently has {source}?

D) What is {Root}?

When you got the answer email it to

and I will give you back your universe assuming your right ;-)

Rules subject to change but will be posted.


! It will be Billions of years till I let you just have it... Till then I urge you try to get your key back.