Tuesday, September 28, 2010

The Most Hardcore Hallucinogenic experience of my life

Some times I wish I did not have to reveal every aspect of my life, and while my current self does not give a flying fuck about what other people think. I want to keep certain aspects of my life personal yet I can't as I live the most important life in human history~ That may sound a tad egotistically but it's not Im the most powerful god born on earth and the most geeky! So documentation of my transcendence from mortality  to godhood is part of my scientific duty. I think it's important to note that I have been chipping away at my consciousness for well over 15 years. Yes with a great deal of marijuana but a godly amount of LSD, but before you judge me as just a run of the mill druggy let me note that in egypt drinking lotus tea was a sacred act.


Im certain the potency of a single trip by far surpassed the potency of countless of hits. Not that Im trying to rationalize taking drugs(hallucinogens)  I just find it strange that now being a pharoah cvhh

My mail box is getting out of hand

Im sorry If I don't answer your emails it's just too much please send only one email and way a couple days! Before you send me another email thank you!

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I could not help but react on your post. my name is Douwe Jan Schrale, and I have been possessed by a blue snake for about a year.
and I now finally have beaten him. in my moment of dispair.. I did not want to be a shaman anymore I did not want to be a magician awizzard..
no I wanted to be with my friends and there it was the sun. 
my sun.. my star. my internal energy fusion reactor (: 

the voice said  so now you are on top of the piramide. and if you are on top you realize you are not on top. but you are in the  middle..

on top is an ant view ants that are downstair look up and think damn that person is above me.. but they actually build the piramide so you can be on top of it. you are the smart ant that climbed up. and discoverd thatyou are in the middle of that all. you create..

In the last week I  have been lectured about godhood, about the insects how they construct reality.
.. how the internet is a fungus spreading out information of the rotting boddy.  scaring people away from the deadly smell.
in to the forest to meet there real self.. gods!  

all the insects are making the ground ready.. for a better civilisation one that is like nature.. one of gods. 
be thankful of insects be thankful of systems. they are possessed you know .. at the end they are all humans.
they all have hearths even the spiders have them (;

not everyone need to go trough the same proces. they all will get there one day.. 

I opent a water gate and I opent a fire gate.. together there was alchemy. and it was beautiful..

fire is my element so that was a nice experience.. 
water uhm.. was a bit of a problem.. ( nights  in the cold rain on dubbel the dose of LSD) but it learned me more. 
I made a portal from wood.. my fortress against the giant black spider.

fire and water.. fusion.. sun

smiling that you closed down twitter.. I did the same with facebook. and actually I am happy I did it.. you are a god.. you can create.. 
run free..in to the world be not afraid. it will melt in your hand move for you .. smile allot laugh allot cry allot 

the thing with godhood is that you are the one that makes it bad or good.. if you have trouble. if something else is in control the past.. the pain the fear.
the machines.. than you are having a problem

see how beautiful nature is.. how perfect learn from nature.. and find your counterpart otherwise you will be out of control

loads of love.

mckenna says find the others.. so I did.

ps. I am very happy trans alchemy became the interesting blog I always felt it would be.


a fellow enlighted one (: 

hope we get in to contact I look forward to a discussion between gods.
different gods for sure.. but still


Douwe Jan

Dear Stupaod

stupaod (21 hours ago)

Im blocking you... 30 emails a day is too much for me and your flooding my wall
I give you props though your my most hardcore stalker yet! 

slow down slow down

Your going to fast Im catching mistakes everywhere
slow down slow down

I cant I cant
if anything Im not going fast enough!

Kudalini Upgrade 2


God{source} please increase my kudalini level by 20%
{key} Particleion

 Universe increase the temporal synchronization of my art, magic, and writing
Universe increase my temporal plan to rule over them
Universe increase my Hold over there reality
{key} particleion

"I just do what I've been to told"

I can't remember how this "All" started but I can tell you exactly how it is going to end

Kundalini (kuṇḍalinī, Sanskrit: कुण्डलिनी) literally means coiled. In yoga, a "corporeal energy"[1] - an unconscious, instinctive or libidinal force or Shakti, lies coiled at the base of the spine.[2][3][4] It is envisioned either as a goddess or else as a sleeping serpent, hence a number of English renderings of the term such as 'serpent power'. The kundalini resides in the sacrum bone in three and a half coils and has been described as a residual power of pure desire.[5]

Force Field 9

Danger is growing ION
I know God

{source} Increase ability to instantly shield myself from coming nukes
{source} Increase ability to detect danger
{source}Increase ability to teleport
{source}Increase ability to stop time
{source} Increase ability to time travel

Bring it Bitches!

If I can't stop you My old man will

Celestial CIA hush hush and then Fucked! 

Designing your Universe (live)
Welcome to Co-creation

Greater Intelligence upgrade 6

Universe Increase Connection to Greater Intelligence across space and time by 5%
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 Universe increase the temporal synchronization of my art and magic
Universe increase my temporal plan to rule over them
Universe increase my Hold over there reality
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 Universe increase the temporal synchronization of my art and magic
Universe increase my temporal plan to rule over them
Universe increase my Hold over there reality
username particleion

My antz will not go extinct! 

Designing/Designed Your Universe (live)
How about that for co-creation

The Current State of your Universe

Im still adding straps to that bitch this is not enough for me! 

You will never get your universe back from me bitches! 


I have shit to prove to you!

Don't think that Im doing this prove shit to you! I got nothing to prove to nobody! Im casting my final invocation to grab your reality by the balls! By "All" means sit there while I rape the shit out of your reality.  It is more hilarious to me  this way! A live take over of your Universe only fitting for the greatest terrorist ever born! LMAO

Metatron The King of Angels Is Here

Im "dying" to tear your shit apart antz
Set me free God 
Im ready! 

 Universe increase the temporal synchronization of my art and magic
Universe increase my temporal plan to rule over them
Universe increase my Hold over there reality
{key} particleion

What are angels?

Higher dimensional entities trapped in lower dimensional reality!
 Universe increase the temporal synchronization of my art and magic
Universe increase my temporal plan to rule over them
Universe increase my Hold over there reality

Metatron (Hebrew מטטרון or מיטטרון) is the name of an angel in Judaism and some branches of Christianity and Islam. There are no references to him in the Jewish Tanakh (Old Testament) or Christian Scriptures (New Testament). Although he is mentioned in a few brief passages in the Talmud, Metatron appears primarily in medieval Jewish mystical texts and other post-scriptural esoteric and occult sources. In Rabbinic tradition, he is the highest of the angels and serves as the celestial scribe, though there is no consensus as to his genesis, nor is there a Christian consensus on his position in the hierarchy of angels or existence.[1]

Another command to succumb
To sucking you off with a smile
A vanity culture like a congregation
Identity dogmatism
The image is always in style
Stroking the ego with media masturbation
Conditioning to canonize
Gospel of this vox populi(E)

Force feeding
I'm burning the alter
And I'll pass right through

I want to be the Anti You

A singular definition
Of what it's supposed to be like
An arrogant principle of validation
You're pushing the masochism
We're never to question the hive

I'll be the nemesis of expectation
Refusing to regurgitate
Accuse and excommunicate
This narcissism is a system to intimidate
Perpetuating overcompensating your self hate

I've got nothing to prove 

My Riddles

Dear Antz Particleion Is Hacking your Universe (live)

I will give your universe/Mind back to you if you answer my riddles.

Call your answers in!

(305) 735-9490

A) Is your universe real?

B) Are you real?

C) Who currently has {source}?

D) What is {Root}?

When you got the answer email it to


and I will give you back your universe assuming your right ;-)

Rules subject to change but will be posted.


! It will be Billions of years till I let you just have it... Till then I urge you try to get your key back.