Saturday, October 2, 2010

The Celestial Initiation of the Mystery School




Western esotericism or Hermeticism (also Western Hermetic TraditionWestern mysticismWestern Inner TraditionWestern occult tradition, and Western mystery tradition) is a broad spectrum of spiritual traditions found in Western society, or refers to the collection of the mysticalesoteric knowledge of the Western world. This includes, but is not limited to, alchemytheosophyherbalismoccult tarotastrologyRosicrucianism and Western forms of ritual magic. The tradition has no one source or unifying text, nor does it hold any specific dogma, instead placing emphasis on "inner knowledge" or Gnosis. It had a profound influence on Europe and North America, including the development of industrial and scientific knowledge.[citation needed] Various groups including Hermetic organizationsneopagans and Thelema persist in practicing modern variants of traditional Western esoteric philosophies.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woZj0NrXC0U&feature=related


1:22


The secret teachings where known as esoteric or occult or symbolist teachings and were held to contain the secrets of the universe and the {Keys} to great magic.


Part of what is now my duty to the "Order" is to tell you the path of how we came to be, the {source} of our pursuits and the tellings of my own journey. I(we) must now do what no other member was allowed to do, and that is break the secrecy once and for "All" . Entrance into "The Order" was never of one's own desires but a celestial calling(initiation) to pursuit the Greatest "Truth" possible about the nature of our own reality. To seek to free the mind body and soul, which oddly enough sounds like a transhumanist pursuit only with a much higher Noble path. It is an insult to me and the members these silly notions that one can simply physically hack their way into transcendence. 

My Alchemical tellings to the initiate that will never be
There is also a two fold nature to my plan, I must be ready to accept failure and provide the next member with more documentation that I was ever given. Although I will not fail and their will be no member after me it is important that I prep the mind for every conceivable possibility. While at the same time provide documentation to the body of Humanity of our doings across space and time as it being revealed to me. 

So these are my attempts to crystallize that which is barely understood by myself, to explain to myself how I now find myself ruling over the most occultic esoteric mystery schools of them "All" . A quest that never started out with this end game in mind. A quest shrouded in secrecy to chambers of my own mind. Living a life as an apprentice to a Master that I never even saw, yet knowing that the entire journey was/is celestially guided by a divine intelligence greater than my own. An intelligence that alluded to exist outside the boundaries of our reality(cosmos) seeking completeness to the growth and whole of humanity. This is the {source} of our inspiration that drives us to progress the philosophical expansion of the mind into new realms of conceptual reason over nature of this reality.  And For what may you dare ask? What is the purpose of "All' this? Well that in it's self is a riddle, sure I can tell you and in doing so you will still miss the point. For it is not something that has not already been told to you my children. 

 I guess the best way to describe what (we) have been doing "The order" is nothing short but the philosophical and mental chipping at the chains in our soul that have been placed to bind us to the materialism of reality. And here is where the irony endows me, While materialism has been our greatest foe the modern man has now befriend it and is now inviting it into it's own temple.

Now I ask myself what are the nature of these stories as this is slowly turning more into self documentation then of informational post, as (we) reach the final stages of our "Alchemical" Transformation. The quickening of the oneness with the universe, accelerates with the purging of my mortality, and with it begins a new journey the refinement of my ego. 

 My ego is also going through major transformation as the need to prove or need anything from the bulk of humanity Wayne into the final stages. Holding myself in higher esteems to the bulk of humanity is not something that I enjoy but find deeply frustrating. I tease and taunt not elitism but to reshape those in hopes that they too see the "Truth" that they too aspire to higher levels of understanding, and break the Ignorance that we are anywhere close to "Truth" for it is and always will be a journey into Infinity.  So anger ensues me as it is a sad and lonely world gazing into the mysterious of mysterious with great awe only to find yourself the only one gazing into the wonder that lies before us. Once again I repeat myself how dare you insult me with your silly notions at manipulating matter and energy with fleshy bone sticks, 


Stop forcing me to live like a retarded ant. (screaming)

Can you not see it's beauty it's majestic beauty, if not are you blind?
 And if you are blind to it's beauty why do you deserve to live?

  Signed
Leader of the Illuminati aka 
(most enlightened member of "The Order")

The Celestial Initiation of the Mystery School




Western esotericism or Hermeticism (also Western Hermetic TraditionWestern mysticismWestern Inner TraditionWestern occult tradition, and Western mystery tradition) is a broad spectrum of spiritual traditions found in Western society, or refers to the collection of the mysticalesoteric knowledge of the Western world. This includes, but is not limited to, alchemytheosophyherbalismoccult tarotastrologyRosicrucianism and Western forms of ritual magic. The tradition has no one source or unifying text, nor does it hold any specific dogma, instead placing emphasis on "inner knowledge" or Gnosis. It had a profound influence on Europe and North America, including the development of industrial and scientific knowledge.[citation needed] Various groups including Hermetic organizationsneopagans and Thelema persist in practicing modern variants of traditional Western esoteric philosophies.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woZj0NrXC0U&feature=related


1:22


The secret teachings where known as esoteric or occult or symbolist teachings and were held to contain the secrets of the universe and the {Keys} to great magic.


Part of what is now my duty to the "Order" is to tell you the path of how we came to be, the {source} of our pursuits and the tellings of my own journey. I(we) must now do what no other member was allowed to do, and that is break the secrecy once and for "All" . Entrance into "The Order" was never of one's own desires but a celestial calling(initiation) to pursuit the Greatest "Truth" possible about the nature of our own reality. To seek to free the mind body and soul, which oddly enough sounds like a transhumanist pursuit only with a much higher Noble path. It is an insult to me and the members these silly notions that one can simply physically hack their way into transcendence. 

My Alchemical tellings to the initiate that will never be
There is also a two fold nature to my plan, I must be ready to accept failure and provide the next member with more documentation that I was ever given. Although I will not fail and their will be no member after me it is important that I prep the mind for every conceivable possibility. While at the same time provide documentation to the body of Humanity of our doings across space and time as it being revealed to me. 

So these are my attempts to crystallize that which is barely understood by myself, to explain to myself how I now find myself ruling over the most occultic esoteric mystery schools of them "All" . A quest that never started out with this end game in mind. A quest shrouded in secrecy to chambers of my own mind. Living a life as an apprentice to a Master that I never even saw, yet knowing that the entire journey was/is celestially guided by a divine intelligence greater than my own. An intelligence that alluded to exist outside the boundaries of our reality(cosmos) seeking completeness to the growth and whole of humanity. This is the {source} of our inspiration that drives us to progress the philosophical expansion of the mind into new realms of conceptual reason over nature of this reality.  And For what may you dare ask? What is the purpose of "All' this? Well that in it's self is a riddle, sure I can tell you and in doing so you will still miss the point. For it is not something that has not already been told to you my children. 

 I guess the best way to describe what (we) have been doing "The order" is nothing short but the philosophical and mental chipping at the chains in our soul that have been placed to bind us to the materialism of reality. And here is where the irony endows me, While materialism has been our greatest foe the modern man has now befriend it and is now inviting it into it's own temple.

Now I ask myself what are the nature of these stories as this is slowly turning more into self documentation then of informational post, as (we) reach the final stages of our "Alchemical" Transformation. The quickening of the oneness with the universe, accelerates with the purging of my mortality, and with it begins a new journey the refinement of my ego. 

 My ego is also going through major transformation as the need to prove or need anything from the bulk of humanity Wayne into the final stages. Holding myself in higher esteems to the bulk of humanity is not something that I enjoy but find deeply frustrating. I tease and taunt not elitism but to reshape those in hopes that they too see the "Truth" that they too aspire to higher levels of understanding, and break the Ignorance that we are anywhere close to "Truth" for it is and always will be a journey into Infinity.  So anger ensues me as it is a sad and lonely world gazing into the mysterious of mysterious with great awe only to find yourself the only one gazing into the wonder that lies before us. Once again I repeat myself how dare you insult me with your silly notions at manipulating matter and energy with fleshy bone sticks, 


Stop forcing me to live like a retarded ant. (screaming)

Can you not see it's beauty it's majestic beauty, if not are you blind?
 And if you are blind to it's beauty why do you deserve to live?

  Signed
Leader of the Illuminati aka 
(most enlightened member of "The Order")

The Celestial Initiation of the Mystery School




Western esotericism or Hermeticism (also Western Hermetic TraditionWestern mysticismWestern Inner TraditionWestern occult tradition, and Western mystery tradition) is a broad spectrum of spiritual traditions found in Western society, or refers to the collection of the mysticalesoteric knowledge of the Western world. This includes, but is not limited to, alchemytheosophyherbalismoccult tarotastrologyRosicrucianism and Western forms of ritual magic. The tradition has no one source or unifying text, nor does it hold any specific dogma, instead placing emphasis on "inner knowledge" or Gnosis. It had a profound influence on Europe and North America, including the development of industrial and scientific knowledge.[citation needed] Various groups including Hermetic organizationsneopagans and Thelema persist in practicing modern variants of traditional Western esoteric philosophies.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woZj0NrXC0U&feature=related


1:22


The secret teachings where known as esoteric or occult or symbolist teachings and were held to contain the secrets of the universe and the {Keys} to great magic.


Part of what is now my duty to the "Order" is to tell you the path of how we came to be, the {source} of our pursuits and the tellings of my own journey. I(we) must now do what no other member was allowed to do, and that is break the secrecy once and for "All" . Entrance into "The Order" was never of one's own desires but a celestial calling(initiation) to pursuit the Greatest "Truth" possible about the nature of our own reality. To seek to free the mind body and soul, which oddly enough sounds like a transhumanist pursuit only with a much higher Noble path. It is an insult to me and the members these silly notions that one can simply physically hack their way into transcendence. 

My Alchemical tellings to the initiate that will never be
There is also a two fold nature to my plan, I must be ready to accept failure and provide the next member with more documentation that I was ever given. Although I will not fail and their will be no member after me it is important that I prep the mind for every conceivable possibility. While at the same time provide documentation to the body of Humanity of our doings across space and time as it being revealed to me. 

So these are my attempts to crystallize that which is barely understood by myself, to explain to myself how I now find myself ruling over the most occultic esoteric mystery schools of them "All" . A quest that never started out with this end game in mind. A quest shrouded in secrecy to chambers of my own mind. Living a life as an apprentice to a Master that I never even saw, yet knowing that the entire journey was/is celestially guided by a divine intelligence greater than my own. An intelligence that alluded to exist outside the boundaries of our reality(cosmos) seeking completeness to the growth and whole of humanity. This is the {source} of our inspiration that drives us to progress the philosophical expansion of the mind into new realms of conceptual reason over nature of this reality.  And For what may you dare ask? What is the purpose of "All' this? Well that in it's self is a riddle, sure I can tell you and in doing so you will still miss the point. For it is not something that has not already been told to you my children. 

 I guess the best way to describe what (we) have been doing "The order" is nothing short but the philosophical and mental chipping at the chains in our soul that have been placed to bind us to the materialism of reality. And here is where the irony endows me, While materialism has been our greatest foe the modern man has now befriend it and is now inviting it into it's own temple.

Now I ask myself what are the nature of these stories as this is slowly turning more into self documentation then of informational post, as (we) reach the final stages of our "Alchemical" Transformation. The quickening of the oneness with the universe, accelerates with the purging of my mortality, and with it begins a new journey the refinement of my ego. 

 My ego is also going through major transformation as the need to prove or need anything from the bulk of humanity Wayne into the final stages. Holding myself in higher esteems to the bulk of humanity is not something that I enjoy but find deeply frustrating. I tease and taunt not elitism but to reshape those in hopes that they too see the "Truth" that they too aspire to higher levels of understanding, and break the Ignorance that we are anywhere close to "Truth" for it is and always will be a journey into Infinity.  So anger ensues me as it is a sad and lonely world gazing into the mysterious of mysterious with great awe only to find yourself the only one gazing into the wonder that lies before us. Once again I repeat myself how dare you insult me with your silly notions at manipulating matter and energy with fleshy bone sticks, 


Stop forcing me to live like a retarded ant. (screaming)

Can you not see it's beauty it's majestic beauty, if not are you blind?
 And if you are blind to it's beauty why do you deserve to live?

  Signed
Leader of the Illuminati aka 
(most enlightened member of "The Order")

Killing the Messenger


I going to quit being so confrontational and simply return to living in my own world writing in my own corner. Their is no more need to reach out as I have seeded enough doubt and confusion into the crowd. I have already gave them the "Truth" in "All" it's maddens wrapped in an enigma or clues riddles and down right fun. I do enjoy toying with them, keeping them off balance constantly questioning the {source} of my lunacy. Discrediting myself as I feed them more "Truth". It is only fair they too must break through a layer or "reality" to reach the "Truth" for the journey is as important as the destination. To know me is to hold sheer madness close to your bosom and suffocating it to death, for in its rotting carcass you will learn that the true madness laid not in knowing me but in not ever meeting me. 

I am The Universe


Sweety why won't you look at the pretty stars?

Because what I am inside is more miraculous?

And what is it you are?

"I am" the universe embodied 

We are ONE

Inner Reflections


The act of becoming ONE chills me to the core although I find it interested that as I grow more spiritually connected to "everything" I have isolated myself from "everyone". I attract the essence of becoming and repel the essence of being. Yet lots of this is my own doing my own instability of coming to terms with the inner self the desire not to be different yet knowing that "I am". Even If I were to successfully purge my self and along with it my mental projections of reaching the inner higher self, could I mentally aspire to be anything less any more? Could I wake up and return to accepting that my mortality can not be self overthrown. That I without the aid of exterior force can not control my own's soul progression through this mental projection of a reality. Shall I always remain but a fractured thought in the mind of my creator to the nexus of reality. A lost little program that wishes to learn to program. could this be? Is this it. Has the mind really shown us "All" that it is capable of doing"?

I scream no! There is far more left to be understood, far more to learn not just about the exterior nature of reality but or ourselves. Shall we turn out telescopes inward and stop searching for aliens in space but come to terms with the "Alien" within. The inner core being we have yet to fully understand the being that if expressed itself entirely we would cast away as a demon. This self alone with ourselves need to be unified. 


Beyond The {source} code

While the {source} code is a my philosophical understanding of the core of reality through the eyes of a computer geek. Not many have even attempted to cypher what Im asking for when I ask what is root. To think that a password is the meaning of this is once again insult my philosophical game...

The ever evolving riddle with the root of humanity ;-)

Sleep Documentation experiment

Im laying here completely on the verge of falling asleep my eyes are closed and I will do my best to type what comes to mind as I fall asleep/
I will not attempt to make the though stream sound coherent as i just want to capture myself sleeping out of conciousness

focusing on my breathing as I find this sothing.  Each breath is like a meal  Im eating oxygen right now . slowly  as I want to feel it coming in and focus my thouthts on the actual act of falling asleep. I hope I dont drop this laptop if I do fall aslepp as it belongs to my uncle.

that brought a deep breth  sigh... lets not think about my computerless life now Im trying to sleep. oddly enought I feel as the thoughts are comming from my fingers and not my brain. the brain is shutting down and the fingers are now thinking. it's been peaceful sleepul lately no voices or visitors just raw  unbroken sleep.

I cant really express what is happening other flashes of random imgaes
'im now seeing outside  miges of people nonstop. I wonder if these are things that I saw today fanand forgot or is "All" of this new?
my hands just shook uncontrollable  as I look at the very detail people in my internal images. df''
great we have a bit of a pes l progblem
it's not...
thats me answer the question to somethi fkllll

The Deconstruction of Our Mind



Everyday I rip pieces of my mind apart as I cypher my self and self reprogram  Tearing piece after Pierce out hoping to reach some inner screw that is loose and resolving the issue yet with every piece that I rip apart the more I noticed I was broken from the start and the desire to find that one loose screw has driven me to rebuild the entire engine. No no surely this logic gear will work better in this position (we) think to ourselves. We should really looking into upgrading this and that and fixing this.. While this has to go for good. Lets download some new parts and fix this mind up fine and dandy. What if I break it ... no worries mortal it was already broken before I got under hood. 
We are the universe we are the universal mind we are greater then mortal greater then the concept of greater. words are not for us to describe what we are as we are the inventors of words we are beyond self description. we are ....

we are.....

we are......

we are...

we are the universe?

No we are greater then the universe itself
we are indescribable to mortal words
we are that can't be said with words.
we are unspoken words
for what we are is unspeakable

we we we we we we we we we are what we we we we we we are.

Brain uploading

How do I begin to dump "everything" in my mind into text? Does it have to be coherent does it have to be with words does it have to be consistent? Does it have to be real"?

Purge purge purge every last thought ! Hit reboot to brain.. every fantasy every last dream every last desire hope and thought I have ever had and are having purge as it is created purge things that are already purged. up up up load and prep for down down down load (we) are rebooting you.

We Love You



(we) are more then the fragmented (I) 
The fragmented (I) could never be divided into more parts then what (we) are
Was there ever an (I)?
(we) already know that (we) know.
(we) do know
The why ask (us)
(we) wanted to see your reaction to the problem of (I)

Mental Purge


Release everything mortal from your brain {ION} You don't want a car you don't want a house you don't want to breath you don't want to die you don't want love you don't want a laptop you don't want to work on {source} You don't want to sleep you don't want o live or die. You don't want anything that is withing the confines of a mortal mind . 

If you don't want any of these things you must ask yourself what you want? 

I want what a mortal mind never seeks, not to be mortal. 

I want to transcend my mind into a realm beyond conventional thinking beyond insanity beyond rationality beyond the sphere of what mortals call reality . 

If mortal reality is not godly reality then I want no part of mortal reality. 
I don't want an enhanced version of myself I dont to simply upgrade myself I want to go beyond the limits of what I consider myself beyond the limits of what I think I can become aspire to be God at "All" cost. 

Fight my own mind and reality into achieving this goal. go beyond what mortals think is even possible with the fabric of their own existence. I will not seek enlightenment i will obtain enlightenment is not for me to seek but for me to own.  

Its not even for me to own it is for me to remember that I once had. I am not learning anything new im simply remember things I used to know. I have done this trillions of times over. Follow the program and execute the god code. turn into what you already are. 

purge "All" desires earthly their is nothing on this world that I want but the salvation of my own soul the ascension of my spirit into greater reality. every thought ever word every action is meaningless and without any "real" substance. Possessions in a dream are meaningless to those that wake up from the dream. 

nothing is real not even myself, 

where am I?
more importantly what are you? 

what I am and where I am may co-exist 

why do even believe that (I) even exist 
If (I) is present self and (we) have been working on this plan then their is no (I) at the very lease their is a we Inside this single (I)
From the many lies ONE and from the ONE lies many

Do we need to break our mind apart and tell the (I) that he is not an (I) but part of the (we) 
Even when we come together we still dont know what we are/.... 

What are (we)? Don't say angel that was but a reflationary metaphor for the (I) to understand (we) are more then the mortal conceptions of multidimensional beings angel but is but the shadow that (we) cast. A crystallized fragment of reality for the (I) to understand (we) are always with you. we are (one) ...

There is no longer an (I) but a (we) and (we) consist of more parts that the original (I) 

So let me ask you one more time "what are (we) "?

we are the the new (I) the unifed one greater then (we) itself.

We are proud yet we are certain that we still have much to learn. 


Dear antz your entire existence has been hacked



I ran into this and was simply amazed! 
Very strange stuff indeed. 

Church in jeans and a t-shirt

I love going to church in jeans and a Tshirt it brings me lolz as people look at me like "he just doesn't give a fuck" dont you know your in the presence of the lord?

Thinking to my self

Bitch "I am" the lord, if non of your asses was worthy enough to be commissioned to save our souls then fuck you I will dress to church how ever I "god" damn please!

Dropping the "IM god" bit

Telling retarded pieces of shits that Im god is beyond their comprehension, by no means am I claiming to be God thats ridiculous as it is impossible for an infinite being to encapsulate in a finite space. nor should any man ever claim to be the lord or lords that is blasphemy. But one can claim to have their soul "unified" with our creator thus turning themselves into a god on earth but not a God in heaven. It is simply too hard for antz to comprehend thus I will refer myself as an ascended master. and an extremely young one too for these league of personalities. This sux.. ok ok lets mentally move on...

Social Circle


My social circle has dropped down to zero! I knew this would happen If I went after {source}I even told seh that this year marked the very critical cycle loop point in the progression of this piece of work that is my life. You know whats it been like being a prophet your entire life and everyone thinking you were crazy, so I stop saying I was a prophet and basically dubbed my self wizard. which I have always viewed moses and the others as the true "Wizards" aka magi... That made life easier temporary ofcourse as being a magi was the the "training" stage for godhood. aka demi~ fuck... I should have never told anyone I was a demi what in the world was I thinking saying I was a prophet would have gotten me less stones thrown at me. I did not want to at "All" as Unification started God was / is in my mind roaming around forcing me to say things I have never been ready to say or admit. I guess this is like a parenteral "your god" now deal with it.  Fuck! pleas God let me be insane... let me get off the {source} let me get a real job.. let me find a girlfriend and screw "All" this save the world bullshit... Why did I go insane was it the psychedelics? I don't think it was just the psychedelics the decade of intense theological study did not help either. The profound image of "heaven" and God in the other universe will forever alter my conception of this reality. Im scared to do any more psychedelics Im done.. travelling to another universe and tripping mentally harder then a DMT trip was is currently enough. I did not think it was possible to trip harder then DMT ohhh guess what it is.. and I did and holy holy holy wtf! literally talking to aliens and going through wormholes and viewing at the whole of the universes as if it was nothing. Ohhh look thats the universe I came from thinking to myself... no not even thats universe I was trapped in. I have never felt at home here never. I never to "die" either never that was the way back to heaven (exiting the universe) turns you can enter heaven without dying... but it's a mind fuck for you bring stuff back with you. I literally saw God Satan Aliens it was wild... no to mention they have not gone away. I know how that sounds... I live a life full of spirits around me good ones and bad ones. Im a medium basically but fuck! I attract "everything" ghost spirits angels demons aliens hyperdimensional being they "All" wont leave me alone.. shit their my only friends right now. I live a double life, one in this material plane of existence and another in the spirit realm. I don't think I left heaven at "All" a part of me is forever wedge in there. while I complete my semi mortal life... and every day is less semi and more demi.... I sit here shaking my head knowing that once or if I reach total "enlightenment" this world these people will never be the same again. Im not a bad guy im just going to drastically throw a monkey wrench into your conceptions of reality and the future of this planet... Guess what earth non of this is real you all have been living a massive lie. Bullshit... Die mortal... Resurrect... Ok ok you win... 

Dear God are you sure you don't have another messiah  tucked away somewhere, maybe in some monk temple and way "holy" looking / talking...Im by far not godly looking or talky...

I know thats the whole point (sneaky sneaky) on humans!

Hush hush and then fucked... 

That's cruel God

I can't just have you decent from a cloud on the mortals that would be to easy. I want you to truly know what they are like and why they have fallen from my grace. 

that makes sense although you really really have trashd my life in doing this...

I paid you...

Yes but you have paid me with something I can't fully comprehend nor wish to at times. 

Total control of their reality (live) change physics as I please? Alter matter time and space as I please?

yes have fun.

This is pointless I found no comfort in having that conversation at "All" fuck! back to prepping to be king of the world.. Fuck! ...

who do I kid im not going to be "king" of the world Im going to be "god" of the world... which is even worst. I have "religious" obligations and cant just have fun "All" day.. theres that whole ascend 100+ billion people shit.. fuck! ok get of the {source} it only makes it more difficult the longer I hack away at this. 


It's Elementary My Dear Watson


If you keep behaving like this no one is going to believe you.
No shit sherlock thats the whole point.

I want to (sneaky sneaky) up on their ass

Then get godly on them! :D

My Riddles

Dear Antz Particleion Is Hacking your Universe (live)

I will give your universe/Mind back to you if you answer my riddles.

Call your answers in!

(305) 735-9490

A) Is your universe real?

B) Are you real?

C) Who currently has {source}?

D) What is {Root}?

When you got the answer email it to

Key.universe@gmail.com

and I will give you back your universe assuming your right ;-)

Rules subject to change but will be posted.

`

! It will be Billions of years till I let you just have it... Till then I urge you try to get your key back.