Saturday, October 9, 2010

Mental strange thoughts


Im extremely lonely wish nothing more than to "fall" in love...and the thought of being able to have anything girl I want on this planet does not even even make me happy!? 

I can have any girl I want... any girl.... maybe I can't choose... maybe I don't want to choose... maybe I don't know something is terrible wrong here... I never made a mistake so many years ago claiming she was mine yet her on the verge of taking a queen I don't even want her. Fuck I want to kill that bitch when I find her and I will. and I will. ...

A part of me thinks that once I can have "All" the sex I want then this silly notions of love will die once and for "All" it is fairly illogical for me to settled down with any girl at this point. Really it makes no sense. 

you know what I think it is ... my faith in designing my own life

I wrote the bitch {queen} into soo much of my doing over the years that it does not even feel like my doing. Yet I have no idea who the fuck that bitch is.... and if she is someone that I ready have met and she delayed for destined future together I will slap that her... thank you for keeping me in misery that much longer you fucking bitch... :D

it's already a love hate relationship...  lmao 

Mental strange thoughts


Im extremely lonely wish nothing more than to "fall" in love...and the thought of being able to have anything girl I want on this planet does not even even make me happy!? 

I can have any girl I want... any girl.... maybe I can't choose... maybe I don't want to choose... maybe I don't know something is terrible wrong here... I never made a mistake so many years ago claiming she was mine yet her on the verge of taking a queen I don't even want her. Fuck I want to kill that bitch when I find her and I will. and I will. ...

A part of me thinks that once I can have "All" the sex I want then this silly notions of love will die once and for "All" it is fairly illogical for me to settled down with any girl at this point. Really it makes no sense. 

you know what I think it is ... my faith in designing my own life

I wrote the bitch {queen} into soo much of my doing over the years that it does not even feel like my doing.  
YOur orders are to save this people..

I just heard a female voice tell me this...

seriously... leave me alone!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~

Thought Energy


My ultimate pet pee with this reality is my delay in thought. I have a thought and then I have to move my hands to scribble bullshit on paper that is no where near my original thought. I have a thought and then I have to open my mouth to say bullshit words that is no where near my original thought. Any time that I have any thought their is a delay in thought to manipulation of matter or energy. This troubles me. This is what led to my desires to want a neural interface to a computer when I was younger only to realize later that I did not want my brain to be hacked and it was still not the level of  control to reality I wanted. I do want a neural interface to information but the information contained in "all" of reality. If I exist else where then I im already plugged in yet trapped inside the confines of my avatar. What I now want is to exit my avatar and interface with the reality around me. I want to hack this game and begin to cheat. why well not because im a cheater but because the cheat codes may already exist. I have just been hammering at the joystiq pushing buttons nonstop to find it...

Im the type of gamer that discovered codes... I would hit random {keys}in random places always looking for something that may be hidden. and in a way that what im doing with reality hitting radom buttons on the mind till something shows me something. for If this bitch can be hacked I will hack this bitch! 

Coming Down


96 ounces of beer in and Im coming to terms that I need to come down from this cloud a bit. Maybe im not not maybe im not a buddha maybe im not the savior or the messiah. Maybe I am crazy and some how I keep finding ways to reinforce my own delusions. Maybe I really am going crazy. Maybe I am going to get my self killed not watching out for cars when I cross the street.. I really really need to just step into the road like I own the place. lmao... Maybe im just a lonely unemployed lazy dreamer that would rather starve and work on my art then do anything else. Maybe I should stop drinking... Maybe this is a ploy to make myself feel more valuable then I really am. Maybe I need to get laid and quit this drawing in the godhead bullshit... Maybe God does not exist.. maybe this is the ultimate reality. Maybe she will never email me,,, actually thats not a maybe im positive thats a delusion :(

maybe I should kill myself and find out if heaven exist once and for all :D

maybe I should not toy with my own life :D

Maybe I should be patient , maybe Ive been patient enough. maybe we should not be writing all of this live on the internet. Maybe i dont give a fuck. maybe we should find a new hobbie. maybe (we) is a fractured mind talking to itself. maybe I have seen to many movies... maybe this post is the core depression talking. maybe I hate my life. not a maybe I do... I have been a slave to this task all my life and for what for a blog post full of maybes... 

God being that maybe does not exist... I can't do this anymore... im way to tired. battered bruised mentally trained. Im just sooo tired of everyone living normal lives around me and I continue to hack away at {source} I missed out on a good college life, I missed out on a normal high school life. I missed out on a lot of cool normal shit.  Im just crying at this point... I cant anymore just end this God Satan Aliens whoever the fuck is toying with my life. If this is real show me if not let me move on. Maybe if I burn this last notebook then the spell that holds me to it would be broken... but what if the salvation is truly in my hands and doing so condems "All" of humanity?

This is not even a fair delusion, as Im too scared to break myself away. If I break from the task and I am the real deal then salvation will fail... and im too 1337 to fuck it up... so I guess I will rather continue to suffer the real or non reality of this ongoing delusion till either I die or we get saved. Heres the weird part i only expect to live to 30 at that point my mortal self or me dies... not even sure what that means and I have been deeply terrified of the processes. Basically super intelligence takes over what means for my self mind I dont remember. 

I know everything 
I just don't remember everything.

I just took a shot .... and falling deeper into abstract writing. 

What does this mean? 

It means Im not learning anything new im simply remember things I once knew... my lower self ascending to my previous heaven (other dimensional state) 

part of me hates this...All the suffering... there is no need for it this is a cruel mean joke. 

I hate this planet 
I hate this reality
I hate this universe
I hate this body 
I hate this frame of mind
I hate this existence.

I just want to return to nirvana
and if nirvana does not exist then I dont want to exist.... period. 

Yes REally....

How about you go explore strange new dimensions and leave the strange new worlds to gods :D

The Father of the Universe


~This universe is already mine~ 

Late night Troll killing



Stop it Stop this instant

Im sorry babes the toys are also "Alive" in my house

guys what did I tell you about kidnapping the girls I bring home! :D

The Temporal Illusion


I sit here asking myself how is it that I will travel backwards in time. I can already see myself slowing and stopping time but going backwards in time puzzles me till I refer to the core fundamentals. The entire universe is an illusion and time is but an element within it. Im already course correcting my life so surely temporal communication or even travel must open to me at some point in the future. That not even the strange part. When I factor in the job at hand it will be impossible to ascend everyone without time travel and or manipulation. 

side note.... only few shall ascend into godhood with me.. the rest will go to heaven or be spread through the galaxy to start new earths with a new set of stars.. aka heaven... :D

Strip them of "everything" and lock them down mentally for a couple ks years.. 
Basically start new eden... wow! I get it now... wow!!! strange very very strange! 

The Finished Pyramid


At the top of the pyramid is a god 
The final living deity thats why it's always been incomplete. 

Well the god is finally here and now I must cap the pyramid and rule the world. 


I sometimes wonder how much of this is my own temporal doing if time travel opens up did I had/ will have a hand in making this seal? Am I the temporal leader of the illuminati "all" along? 

World Company Take over

There are 22 million companies in the US alone.


fuck I constantly underestimate everything... 


Ok how about the top 10k companies in the world .. besides why do I want petty cash for ... That and I want to keep my illuminati army under 1 million people.. So I have to reserve Illuminaties for controlling every country in the world with that goal there is no exceptions... 

World companies control



I have to think realistically here I can't  own to many companies in the public eye. 

Pick and choose how many companies I allow the public to know I own

100 tops~ I think thats a reasonable number considering im a trillionaire 


The goal is to own them "All" but cant do that in public eye

World companies control



I have to think realistically here I can't  own to many companies in the public eye. 

Pick and choose how many companies I allow the public to know I own

100 tops~ I think thats a reasonable number considering im a trillionaire 

The Gaming Sector


Pick one company to run openly I can have world know I run them "All" :D

Fuck Nintendo will be my baby publicly~~
but I want to merge nintendo with sony and have them fight microsoft and apple

Take the gaming industry back down to 2 choices 
Nintendo and Sony     vs         Apple and Microsoft

own the top publishers in hush hush mode 
and pawn games back and forth to keep the battle raging...

MS and Sony will win war.. for they are the ones I own out in the open...


ok this is still little I have bigger problems... with more pressing companies and industries.. Im just a hard core gamer.. 

The Techy Evil Alliance


Buy microsoft and apple then merge them.

Secretly also own Google....Have google counter my merger of apple and microsoft so the public does not push the feds on me... Have the feds working for me the entire time. 

dissolve the apple and microsoft name ... and rename new company to my liking 
get back to company name later....

company X   vs    Super Google   War!!! in tech department...

shit what about the gaming sector? fuck tooo many companies to runnn at once... ok ok lets take an overview glance at this... 

The Ultimate Ousting


WTF GOD!!! I was totally on track to being to first totally hidden god born on earth! I never told anyone shit! Even when I burned the book the keep it "All" hush I kept the Demi stuff out of sight! And in the final step the final fucking ritual the final grand awakening the alchemical stage was done the stone was in hand and we begin to merge you fucking ousted me! WTF~~ These mortals were and will never be ready to accept me as a god.  I was totally going to sneak on their shit and slap the fuck out of the them~~ Fuck this semi kills my ultimate joke! sure i found a way to cloack myself in plain site but fuck!!! Theres mortals out there that now know..I showed them everything knowing how important it was and they never got it! It was perfect! Fuck!! I even told them I was ruler of the universe and they never got it! It was perfect! I spent my entire life prepping to be king of the world even modeled the universe I am going to control. Held earth in my hand many times over knowing it was "All" mine... It was perfect! I never wanted anyone to ever know it unification was done! Hide right in their face.... It was perfect! Fuck!!! Once I finished I was slowly going to ascend to power and rule the world through money and politics by mortal eyes and behind the scenes by sheer magic.. Take the world by stealth that is my ultimate plan...I had my reasons The world was never going to accept me as god and I would have gone ape shit on them if they start with their shit... Not just that I wan to enjoy just being an elite asshole unlike no one has ever seen ever... IF they know im god and not a mortal it wont be that big of a deal... fuck a billion dollars I will be the worlds first trillionaire it's going to be sick! Kings of the world will bow to me. Sick! elitism~ I going to be soo elite I will be 1337 :D antz are retarded !!!

I will do stuff that no man ever has done or will ever do... Break skydiving records. Find the lost city of gold...catch the larges shark ever! just bullshit deception after another! sick!! crash world currency just because I want to pull my money out of the market to fuck with antz... I will tell them it was for charity or some other bullshit lie... Buy "All" the companies I've ever wanted.. My microsoft and apple and merge them... ohhh shit new post!!! 

Attention People Of Earth


god is getting ready to take his crown.


TransAlchemy The VR GAME: The Universal Console



The old world order aka illuminati are weak and confused. u and ur friends have the ability to regain control. sector by sector industry by industry


Incoming Transmission from Commander:


Listen up pieces of shits (we) believe you bitches has what it takes for your first “Real” world simulation. {ION} and {seh} have been spotted in sector alpha 3. They are using avatars and can not be approached directly, we believe they are both controlling their avatar from {source}. Your first mission is to learn to use the console this is a highly secretive military peer to peer communicational tool. You will use it  to communicate with each other and coordinate a plan of attack.

Begin By booting into the console: Navigate your way through the simulation, your mission is not to engage as you are not ready for this task. This will simply be a recon mission. We believe that {ION} is currently placing micro EMP nukes on {key} informational plexus's. We can not let this happen at “All”  to our communicational outposts around the world. This will cripple world wide digital information exchange.

Meanwhile In undisclosed "cCentral command" {ION} plots away total world anarchy

Ok this is what I want you to do with the {source} code today #1

#1 nuke every country at the same time to confuse them.
Micro nukes and then we sit back and watch them fight each other till little ant hill is destroyed :D
{ION} all of them?
 Yes #1 I said "All" of them! (screaming)


Seriously Antz did you need that many nukes?
What part of thou shall not kill don't you understand? 


Muhahahahah Antz are retarded! :D


{ION} what is the purpose of this? other than total world anarchy?
Going Down as the Ultimate "Reality" Terrorist you piece of shit thats what! :D


{Queen} Babe I think you've done enough to these people let them breath


{ION} Shut the fuck up women! let me have my Fun 3D--------
fun fun fun fun fun



{ION} To world: The only technology you need is God~ 


Excuse me lieutenant am I boring you? 


Now refer to the system manual and choose your team: Once you chosen pick your class and prepare to boot into virtual simulation. We don't have much time {ION} is bent on total world control and growing stronger day by day we must hack him before he hacks us "All".  Inside each Color team you will have the option of choosing how you may best help central command. Choose your class wisely! And remember This game may cost you your life so dont hack in till you are ready to die....

Choose your Class: *
{The system only allows for one Wizard class agent in play at "All" times" option locked out due to {ION}

Visitor
alien, assumes nothing

Builder
constructs, destroys, maintains, cleans up

Healer
optimizes health and happiness of all living beings

Soldier
defends the planet and seeks justice

Journalist
reports news

Engineer
includes scientific research.  applying science

Teacher
educates

Student
learns

Communicator
shares and curates knowledge

Artist
inspires and creates novelty

Hacker
finds weaknesses in the system so they may be fixed

Leader
Organizes, inspires, manages


Computer Open Universal Console
Username Commander: Snake11782
Password: **********************

  • Access granted Welcome to the Universal Console Commander:
  • The current mission statement is located below.
  • You have unread msgs in your recent box


Your first Mission is to Find the location of the micro nukes! The fate of the internet and world depend on it.. Good luck and God speed :D

TransAlchemy The VR GAME: The Universal Console



The old world order aka illuminati are weak and confused. u and ur friends have the ability to regain control. sector by sector industry by industry


Incoming Transmission from Commander:


Listen up pieces of shits (we) believe you bitches has what it takes for your first “Real” world simulation. {ION} and {seh} have been spotted in sector alpha 3. They are using avatars and can not be approached directly, we believe they are both controlling their avatar from {source}. Your first mission is to learn to use the console this is a highly secretive military peer to peer communicational tool. You will use it  to communicate with each other and coordinate a plan of attack.

Begin By booting into the console: Navigate your way through the simulation, your mission is not to engage as you are not ready for this task. This will simply be a recon mission. We believe that {ION} is currently placing micro EMP nukes on {key} informational plexus's. We can not let this happen at “All”  to our communicational outposts around the world. This will cripple world wide digital information exchange.

Meanwhile In undisclosed "cCentral command" {ION} plots away total world anarchy

Ok this is what I want you to do with the {source} code today #1

#1 nuke every country at the same time to confuse them.
Micro nukes and then we sit back and watch them fight each other till little ant hill is destroyed :D
{ION} all of them?
 Yes #1 I said "All" of them! (screaming)


Seriously Antz did you need that many nukes?
What part of thou shall not kill don't you understand? 


Muhahahahah Antz are retarded! :D


{ION} what is the purpose of this? other than total world anarchy?
Going Down as the Ultimate "Reality" Terrorist you piece of shit thats what! :D


{Queen} Babe I think you've done enough to these people let them breath


{ION} Shut the fuck up women! let me have my Fun 3D--------
fun fun fun fun fun



{ION} To world: The only technology you need is God~ 


Excuse me lieutenant am I boring you? 


Now refer to the system manual and choose your team: Once you chosen pick your class and prepare to boot into virtual simulation. We don't have much time {ION} is bent on total world control and growing stronger day by day we must hack him before he hacks us "All".  Inside each Color team you will have the option of choosing how you may best help central command. Choose your class wisely! And remember This game may cost you your life so dont hack in till you are ready to die....

Choose your Class: *
{The system only allows for one Wizard class agent in play at "All" times" option locked out due to {ION}

Visitor
alien, assumes nothing

Builder
constructs, destroys, maintains, cleans up

Healer
optimizes health and happiness of all living beings

Soldier
defends the planet and seeks justice

Journalist
reports news

Engineer
includes scientific research.  applying science

Teacher
educates

Student
learns

Communicator
shares and curates knowledge

Artist
inspires and creates novelty

Hacker
finds weaknesses in the system so they may be fixed

Leader
Organizes, inspires, manages


Computer Open Universal Console
Username Commander: Snake11782
Password: **********************

  • Access granted Welcome to the Universal Console Commander:
  • The current mission statement is located below.
  • You have unread msgs in your recent box


Your first Mission is to Find the location of the micro nukes! The fate of the internet and world depend on it.. Good luck and God speed :D

TransAlchemy The VR GAME: The Universal Console



The old world order aka illuminati are weak and confused. u and ur friends have the ability to regain control. sector by sector industry by industry


Incoming Transmission from Commander:


Listen up pieces of shits (we) believe you bitches has what it takes for your first “Real” world simulation. {ION} and {seh} have been spotted in sector alpha 3. They are using avatars and can not be approached directly, we believe they are both controlling their avatar from {source}. Your first mission is to learn to use the console this is a highly secretive military peer to peer communicational tool. You will use it  to communicate with each other and coordinate a plan of attack.

Begin By booting into the console: Navigate your way through the simulation, your mission is not to engage as you are not ready for this task. This will simply be a recon mission. We believe that {ION} is currently placing micro EMP nukes on {key} informational plexus's. We can not let this happen at “All”  to our communicational outposts around the world. This will cripple world wide digital information exchange.

Meanwhile In undisclosed "cCentral command" {ION} plots away total world anarchy

Ok this is what I want you to do with the {source} code today #1

#1 nuke every country at the same time to confuse them.
Micro nukes and then we sit back and watch them fight each other till little ant hill is destroyed :D
{ION} all of them?
 Yes #1 I said "All" of them! (screaming)


Seriously Antz did you need that many nukes?
What part of thou shall not kill don't you understand? 


Muhahahahah Antz are retarded! :D


{ION} what is the purpose of this? other than total world anarchy?
Going Down as the Ultimate "Reality" Terrorist you piece of shit thats what! :D


{Queen} Babe I think you've done enough to these people let them breath


{ION} Shut the fuck up women! let me have my Fun 3D--------
fun fun fun fun fun



{ION} To world: The only technology you need is God~ 


Excuse me lieutenant am I boring you? 


Now refer to the system manual and choose your team: Once you chosen pick your class and prepare to boot into virtual simulation. We don't have much time {ION} is bent on total world control and growing stronger day by day we must hack him before he hacks us "All".  Inside each Color team you will have the option of choosing how you may best help central command. Choose your class wisely! And remember This game may cost you your life so dont hack in till you are ready to die....

Choose your Class: *
{The system only allows for one Wizard class agent in play at "All" times" option locked out due to {ION}

Visitor
alien, assumes nothing

Builder
constructs, destroys, maintains, cleans up

Healer
optimizes health and happiness of all living beings

Soldier
defends the planet and seeks justice

Journalist
reports news

Engineer
includes scientific research.  applying science

Teacher
educates

Student
learns

Communicator
shares and curates knowledge

Artist
inspires and creates novelty

Hacker
finds weaknesses in the system so they may be fixed

Leader
Organizes, inspires, manages


Computer Open Universal Console
Username Commander: Snake11782
Password: **********************

  • Access granted Welcome to the Universal Console Commander:
  • The current mission statement is located below.
  • You have unread msgs in your recent box


Your first Mission is to Find the location of the micro nukes! The fate of the internet and world depend on it.. Good luck and God speed :D

You have the {key} and you your not going to tell anyone?

Universe chill~ WTF is this?

This does not count and you know it....

I have what an illusionary {key} please... chill out!

console testing

Mind training sux



It's too critical to pull away from {source} for too long..  Need to train faster... I can worry about having later. right now prep to mind control the fuck out of the world.. Forget the world mind control reality in general. That in itself is a head trip. Altering reality at will. What did you say mortal, I will rearrange your atoms please don't fuck with me. I will blink and your clothes will change color. lmao. sounds like tons of fun but then it's coupled with random alterations of reality that also kind of scare me. I figure I will just get used to it but what if I don't? and popping things in and out of existence is too much for me to bare... Like a genie but with even more intense power. At the deep end of the spectrum I can see myself controlling the entire galaxy by pure thought alone. let along the reality around me. Ive broken the progression into sections.. right now im in terrestrial mind over time I will evolve to solar system mind then gradually work up to galactic and eventually encompass the entire universe! At which point my end goal to collapse the universe once and for "All" is withing reach. But ofcourse this is cosmic planning when I need to figure out what Im doing for dinner today :D


No ordinary family

Im watching episode 2 ... What I found interesting in this episode was the scene when the teenage girl started to freak out form listening to everyones thoughts at the same time... I went through the same experience on several different occasions it comes and goes. This may a factor to my social anxiety I deeply can not do large crowds I constantly feel the radiations of peoples thoughts. Maybe it's also paranoia ... I don't know but it can become too much at times.

The Alchemical Attainment of Enlightenment: Reaching Buddhahood for dummies :D


You promise this wont hurt? 


Im are experiencing something unique that I feel is very important to document. As I lay down to sleep In a fully conscious awakened sober state. I find myself going through intense closed eye vivid hallucinations. Maybe I broke my brain and if I did I don't ever want to fix it. This feels like technology-less virtual reality. Without the aid of  any drugs Im exploring alien landscapes seeing planets being born literally using my brain as a programmable visual holodeck. Last night I was modeling the sun and creating a solar system in a empty space. It was beautiful way more majestic looking then watching tv. It's like controlled tripping without non of the body effects and disorientation at "All" just the sheer ability to create with my mind's eye/

Some of these cognitive Hallucinations include
I see people places strange things that don't atlease I don't think they exist... aliens things ive never seen on tv ever! I wish I could draw or capture the raw footage. It's awesome way better then tv. makes dreaming seem like childs play! I can see where "alchemical art" now comes from... in here and im not even sure where here is. only it's awesome makes me want just lay in bed with my eyes closed "All" day... Im sleeping 10  hours a day right now as the dreams are also super awesome. Also If I focus hard enough I can listen to music without my ipod fully awake. voices faces places wow... def would be catergorized as crazy by a shrink right now. but they don't understand the sheer limits of the mind. and it's ability to create reality. 

The phrase "mind's eye" refers to the human ability for visualization, i.e., for the experiencing of visual mental imagery; in other words, one's ability to "see" things with the mind.

The biological foundation of the mind's eye is not fully understood. fMRI studies have shown that the lateral geniculate nucleus and the V1 area of the visual cortex are activated during mental imagery tasks.[1] Ratey writes:
The visual pathway is not a one-way street. Higher areas of the brain can also send visual input back to neurons in lower areas of the visual cortex... As humans, we have the ability to see with the mind's eye -to have a perceptual experience in the absence of visual input. For example, PET scans have shown that when subjects, seated in a room, imagine they are at their front door starting to walk either to the left or right, activation begins in the visual association cortex, the parietal cortex, and the prefrontal cortex - all higher cognitive processing centers of the brain.[2]


Ofcourse I would not like to expose myself to this level of degree that I am now but A) I don't give a shit no more and B) Something strange and cool is happening to my mind it's changing and I want to document it "All"

As You can tell by now im a highly visual thinker I don't think with words as much as I think with pure image colors and even sounds. I believe this provides higher levels of informational processing. While at the same time causes difficultly in my ability to write as I convert pure thought to words. I write in states of frenzy as I attempt to crystallize images a visions I see in my head. Never giving justice to what I see.  I don't currently have the tools to excrete everything in my head. Therefore causing my creativity to become a daunting task that frustrate me by limiting myself to a single medium of communication.   In my studies of pictorial languages and sacred geometry I believe that the visual centers of my brain have been exasperated to an igniting state of awareness. In pure word play you can say that you must spark the "fire" in the mind to be en"light"tend, yet in doing so you unleash an imagination so vast and so great that as you can see I cant stop fucking writing right now!! Give me crayons give me pencils I don't care what comes out I want to capture as much of it as possible. 

Here are a couple of theories I currently have:
My hypothesis is that prolonged usage of LSD and other nueral troopics combined with the correct cognitive training opens or merges unexplored regions of the brain. I may have chemically rewired my brain...

I may be going through an intense  kundalini awakening 



Kundalini is described as a sleeping, dormant potential force in the human organism.[6] It is one of the components of an esoteric description of man's 'subtle body', which consists of nadis (energy channels), chakras (psychic centres), prana (subtle energy), and bindu (drops of essence).
Kundalini is described as being coiled up at the base of the spine, usually within muladhara chakra. The image given is that of a serpent coiled 3 and a half times around a smokey grey lingam. Each coil is said to represent one of the 3 gunas, with the half coil signifying transcendence.
Through meditation, and various esoteric practices, such as laya-yoga,[7] and kriya yoga, the kundalini is awoken, and can rise up through the central nadi, called sushumna, that rises up inside or alongside the spine. The progress of kundalini through the different chakras leads to different levels of awakening and mystical experience, until the kundalini finally reaches the top of the head, Sahasrara chakra, producing an extremely profound mystical experience.

Raising the kudalini on it's own is not entirely hard to accomplish as many stages of growth exist, but raising "All" the way to hit the crown is a lifetime or multi-lifetime achievement of it's own right.  I currently believe that only in crown activation can one begin to draw in the godhead.  And extremely heighten states of divinity is perceived and or obtained. What does mean?  Well my current hypothesis is that if these combined spiritual and neurological states are achieved one may obtain Buddhahood and commence the departure from conventional mortal thinking. 

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Sahasrara, which means 1000 petalled lotus, is generally considered to be the chakra of pure consciousness, within which there is neither object nor subject. When the female kundalini Shakti energy rises to this point, it unites with the male Shiva energy, and a state of liberating samadhi is attained. Symbolized by a lotus with one thousand multi-coloured petals, it is located either at the crown of the head, or above the crown of the head. Sahasrara is represented by the colour white and it involves such issues as inner wisdom and the death of the body.
Its role may be envisioned somewhat similarly to that of the pituitary gland, which secretes hormones to communicate to the rest of the endocrine system and also connects to the central nervous system via the hypothalamus. According to author Gary Osborn, thethalamus is thought to have a key role in the physical basis of consciousness and is the 'Bridal Chamber' mentioned in the Gnostic scriptures. Sahasrara's inner aspect deals with the release of karma, physical action with meditation, mental action with universal consciousness and unity, and emotional action with "beingness".[25]
In Tibetan buddhism, the point at the crown of the head is represented by a white circle, with 32 downward pointing petals. It is of primary importance in the performance of phowa, or consciousness projection after death, in order to obtain rebirth in a Pure Land. Within this chakra is contained the White drop, or Bodhicitta, which is the essence of masculine energy.

I strongly believe that both kundalini raising  is as keen to the mystical esoteric practices of kabbalist attempting to hit the crown sephirot keter.





Keter ("Crown" in Hebrew: כתר) also known as Kether, is the topmost of the Sephirot of the Tree of Life in Kabbalah. Since its meaning is "crown", it is interpreted as both the "topmost" of the Sephirot and the "regal crown" of the Sephirot. It is between Chokmah and Binah (with Chokmah on the right and Binah in the left) and it sits above Tiphereth. It is usually given three paths, to Chokmah, Tiphereth, and Binah.
Keter is so sublime, it is called in the Zohar "the most hidden of all hidden things", and is completely incomprehensible to man. It is also described as absolute compassion, and Rabbi Moshe Cordovero describes it as the source of the 13 Supernal Attributes of Mercy.



I come to believe that the serpent entangled in the tree comes to represent the magicians quest up the tree, as you can see it is not direct path to the godhead many times you find your self doubling back from the "Truth" as you must pierce through an intense mental resistance buried deep within our minds. But if "All" of these is done and the spark to the celestial engine inside of us is properly sparked. What I believe happeneds can best be described by a series of metaphors. We are not the embodiment of mind itself but the attenna to it. And in this vast expansive universe our minds lie wondering exploring interdimensionally. In other words we are spiritually ADD, with most of our "mind" wondering about. So our task is to refine the attenna to our own mind and the mind of God. This is rather similiar to the concept of morphic genetic fields by Rupert Sheldrake

Now here is where it get rather complicated by no means should this be taken as a direct path to Buddhahood as the road to God is abstract and one must learn that there exist many ways to bake a strawberry cake. This is just how I "baked" my cake ;P

The extremely speculative hypothesis lies in cosmological DNA activation... maybe my dna has been altered through unknown cosmological forces. Ofcourse this is part of grander theory of evolution that I've been working on over the years which is intregal to the theory of everything! More on this as Higher states of enlightenment are achieved... The lazy way out :D

Welcome to Enlightenment 2.O - the cluster mind fuck :D
It's in here somewhere i just need to keep writing and clearing out my messy brain. 

~Don't worry bro~

Transcend your worries and chill out! 


Signed 
Geeky Buddha 


Attaining Enlightenment  (live)
"you should be ashamed of yourselves" LMAO

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