No matter how painful the journey has been every step closer brings me to tears, I've come to know you in ways no mortal can God and for you bring me to tears. I can die a happy man now knowing I will be filled by your grace. To return home to infinity has tore me to pieces and only have been able to rebuild me! To end my suffering I beg for death yet you won't let me die:(
Surely have I not given you my "All" my life my spirit my mind my body and my soul! What more do you want? And their is more you desire then surely I offer it! I parade with foolish games yet nothing on this earth can fill this burnig hole! No love of any mortal can come close to the love you can provide yet I feel the absence of your love! Have I been condemned to know you yet remain at arms reach from your grace! Have I not proven my self to you? Yet still in he'll I remain dreaming of our union once and for "All"
Your mortal immortal son