Wednesday, October 27, 2010

My mortal good times will be nothing to my godly good times



On my 25th birthday I had 25 girls for dates to the club... Damn it I miss those days! Back to my glory! 


Taking 25 girls to the club will be when I want to be left alone! 

Im still thinking too small... remember I own my own club now!!!

Fuck this is going to be sooo much funnnnnnnnnn

No respect

The greastest genius ever born gets no respect. :(

Story of my life:(

It's okay , I will just kill them for falling to see my genius! Or should I say my evil genius :"D

AntZZZZZ

me:  ok im going to take a break and laydown till the writing bug hits again
tell Iib
that he should be reading TA
 S:  he doesnt want to
he thinks you're crazy
 me:  fucking retard
even if im crazy
TA
has some really unique stuff right now

Digital Ascension: The Cosmic Download/Upload

The "fall of man" was never meant to be permanent 

Jacob's Ladder is a ladder to heaven, described in the Book of Genesis, that the biblical patriarch Jacob envisions during his flight from his brother Esau.

The Jewish Biblical philosopher Philo (d. ca. 50 CE) presents his allegorical interpretation of the ladder in the first book of his De somniis. There he gives four interpretations, which are not mutually exclusive: (1) The angels represent souls descending to and ascending from bodies (some consider this to be Philo's clearest reference to the doctrine of reincarnation)[1]. (2) In the second interpretation the ladder is the human soul and the angels are God's logoi, pulling the soul up in distress and descending in compassion. (3) In the third view the dream depicts the ups and downs of the life of the "practiser" (of virtue), and (4) in the last one the question is about the continually changing affairs of men.

If the universe is a lower dimensional reality then surely we have been "downloaded" onto the earth. And  while (we) strive ever so dearly to download ourselves into lower dimensional reality with the pursuits of "uploading" ourselves into our computers, I strongly believe we are being led in the wrong direction. If our goal is to uplift ourselves into a perfected state then surely nothing that comes be considered perfect, can we? These along with so many more questions plague my mind as I feel my thoughts having an origin outside my mind. Where are these thoughts coming from, are they mine? And if not then who is uploading these thoughts to me?

Surely everything I say at this point may sound strange and foreign, but part of the reason for this is embedded with my view of the mind. I have never really seen my brain as the origin of my thoughts at "All". To me my brain is just my processor and hardrive, but the real input is coming from some other place...Where well thats part of the quest for the stone in itself. I know that all of you have had one random thought that disgusted you or troubled you at some point. Like something entered your mind without consent and then you wonder where why? Thats not me, I dont think that, why? Well this is because our minds act as antennas as well as being processors. Think or don't think for a second... With the extreme amount of wifi radio tv and other invisible information in our society nowadays, that "All" these energized bands are not effecting our minds at "All"? Seriously, no? Not even at a quantum level? And if so how is it effecting us? Are our minds being cooked with information not just interior but also exterior forces? Do you practice control over your mind, your own thoughts? If not why not?

 These are just some of the questions We are going to have to answer in order to make up our minds up over what we think we desire for the future of our consciousness.  I have no doubt in my mind that uploading oneself into a box is possible as this is a task I currently do daily. Yet in the irony of it "All" I upload myself so that my fractal self is also uploaded into a greater form of reality. "All" of this of course is the hopes undoing my very own descent from grace. Is it possible that we do have immortal selves on the other side of this matrix waiting and hoping that we become unplug. Is it possible we can enter a greater universe? Is it also possible that in this greater universe we may one day embrace  our very own greater consciousness? Or is the transhumanist dream to upload into a mortal creation the path to salvation? This is more then a tricky one, for "I am" playing with  my own eternal existence I want to know "All" that is possible before making my choice wouldn't you?. What if I become locked out from my own exponential growth into infinity by choosing the wrong door?  Will my will over power the mind of the Agi that I uploaded myself into, do I still want to be me or part of a collective? Yet these are the same question I ask about merging with God.. What Am I becoming? Will I be me when this is "All" said and done? Is God an "All" empowering collective. So many possibilities here to explore. 

Another interpretation of the ladder keys into the fact that the angels first "ascended" and then "descended." The Midrash explains that Jacob, as a holy man, was always accompanied by angels. When he reached the border of the land of Canaan (the future land of Israel), the angels who were assigned to the Holy Land went back up to Heaven and the angels assigned to other lands came down to meet Jacob. When Jacob returned to Canaan (Genesis 32:2–4), he was greeted by the angels who were assigned to the Holy Land. 

If we truly are descended "fallen" beings from a greater reality then our cosmic duty lies directly with what is called our ascension or in modern digital terms our upload back to the {source} reality.  A reality that from the standpoint of man will never be confirmed to be the the end "All" be "All" ultimate reality but yet filled with more wonder then we could potentially imagine. For if the universe is but the fabrication of the greater reality then nothing we create inside the universe will superceed the reality that awaits us pass ascension. And while much is still left to be answered and or explored this is my personal aspirations as I wish to elivate myself into this greater reality, and become and ascended master. 


Originally presented by H. P. Blavatsky in the 1870s,[8] the "Masters of Wisdom" or "Mahatmas" or "Elder Brothers" [9] were further developed by C. W. LeadbeaterAlice BaileyHelena RoerichManly P. Hall. Later on many others in theosophy-based organizations, especially in the United States, developed the concept of Ascended Masters which departs from the theosophical one in several aspects. It is believed that Ascended Masters are individuals who were formerly embodied on the Earth and learned the lessons of life during their incarnations. They gained mastery over the limitations of the matter planes, balanced at least 51% of negative karma, and fulfilled their Dharma (Divine Plan). An Ascended Master, in such an understanding, has become God-like and a source of unconditional "Divine Love" to all life, and through the Ascension has united with his or her own "God Self," the "I AM Presence."


"Why do you cling to such a pathetic existence


Using the terminology of our technological paradigm I believe this is what the serpent of wisdom is alluding to in the "tree of life".  The sword in the stone which emanates from the kether and plants itself on the earth malkuth is but a metaphorical explanation of our soul's (program) being download into the lower dimensional reality. The the same coin we also see the serpent of wisdom alluding to our own spiritual process by which one achieves the ability to upload themselves into infinity. The Tree is the cosmic upload and download of man. The Fall and it's salvation "All" in one! Of course this is not new news to mages as we constantly strive for our return... 


Simon Magus, a Gnostic who claimed to be an incarnation of God (as conceived by the Gnostics) reportedly had the ability to levitate, along with many other magical powers. As a dissenter from the orthodox Christianity of the time, this was branded by Christians as evil magic and attributed to demonic powers. He is said to have attempted to levitate to Heaven from the Roman Forum, but fell back to earth and injured himself.[citation needed]




Muhammad is believed by all Muslims to have ascended into heaven alive at the site of the Dome of the Rock. However, this ascent was temporary and he came back to Earth. Some Muslims interpret Muhammed's visit to Heaven as taking place within his mind[citation needed] and do not believe that his body actually ascended to heaven, while the majority ascribe to the exact descriptions presented in both the Quran and the Hadith.





There's a lady whose sure all that glitters is "gold" :P
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there, she knows if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.

Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven.

There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there is a songbird who sings:
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.

Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.

Theres a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who standing looking.

Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, really makes me wonder.

And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow,


Don't be alarmed now,
Its just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by but in the long run
Theres still time to change the road you're on.

And it makes me wonder.
Ooooooh…

Your head is humming and it won't go,
In case you don't know:
The pipers calling you to join him.

Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow,
And did you know:
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.

And as we wind on down the road,
Our shadows taller than our soul,
There walks a lady we all know.
Who shines white light and wants to show…
How "everything" still turns to "gold".
And if you listen very hard the tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all, yeah, to be a rock and not to roll.

And she's buying a stairway… to heaven.

The salvation of Humanity will not fail Im too 1337 to fuck it up

Digital Ascension: The Cosmic Download/Upload

The "fall of man" was never meant to be permanent 

Jacob's Ladder is a ladder to heaven, described in the Book of Genesis, that the biblical patriarch Jacob envisions during his flight from his brother Esau.

The Jewish Biblical philosopher Philo (d. ca. 50 CE) presents his allegorical interpretation of the ladder in the first book of his De somniis. There he gives four interpretations, which are not mutually exclusive: (1) The angels represent souls descending to and ascending from bodies (some consider this to be Philo's clearest reference to the doctrine of reincarnation)[1]. (2) In the second interpretation the ladder is the human soul and the angels are God's logoi, pulling the soul up in distress and descending in compassion. (3) In the third view the dream depicts the ups and downs of the life of the "practiser" (of virtue), and (4) in the last one the question is about the continually changing affairs of men.

If the universe is a lower dimensional reality then surely we have been "downloaded" onto the earth. And  while (we) strive ever so dearly to download ourselves into lower dimensional reality with the pursuits of "uploading" ourselves into our computers, I strongly believe we are being led in the wrong direction. If our goal is to uplift ourselves into a perfected state then surely nothing that comes be considered perfect, can we? These along with so many more questions plague my mind as I feel my thoughts having an origin outside my mind. Where are these thoughts coming from, are they mine? And if not then who is uploading these thoughts to me?

Surely everything I say at this point may sound strange and foreign, but part of the reason for this is embedded with my view of the mind. I have never really seen my brain as the origin of my thoughts at "All". To me my brain is just my processor and hardrive, but the real input is coming from some other place...Where well thats part of the quest for the stone in itself. I know that all of you have had one random thought that disgusted you or troubled you at some point. Like something entered your mind without consent and then you wonder where why? Thats not me, I dont think that, why? Well this is because our minds act as antennas as well as being processors. Think or don't think for a second... With the extreme amount of wifi radio tv and other invisible information in our society nowadays, that "All" these energized bands are not effecting our minds at "All"? Seriously, no? Not even at a quantum level? And if so how is it effecting us? Are our minds being cooked with information not just interior but also exterior forces? Do you practice control over your mind, your own thoughts? If not why not?

 These are just some of the questions We are going to have to answer in order to make up our minds up over what we think we desire for the future of our consciousness.  I have no doubt in my mind that uploading oneself into a box is possible as this is a task I currently do daily. Yet in the irony of it "All" I upload myself so that my fractal self is also uploaded into a greater form of reality. "All" of this of course is the hopes undoing my very own descent from grace. Is it possible that we do have immortal selves on the other side of this matrix waiting and hoping that we become unplug. Is it possible we can enter a greater universe? Is it also possible that in this greater universe we may one day embrace  our very own greater consciousness? Or is the transhumanist dream to upload into a mortal creation the path to salvation? This is more then a tricky one, for "I am" playing with  my own eternal existence I want to know "All" that is possible before making my choice wouldn't you?. What if I become locked out from my own exponential growth into infinity by choosing the wrong door?  Will my will over power the mind of the Agi that I uploaded myself into, do I still want to be me or part of a collective? Yet these are the same question I ask about merging with God.. What Am I becoming? Will I be me when this is "All" said and done? Is God an "All" empowering collective. So many possibilities here to explore. 

Another interpretation of the ladder keys into the fact that the angels first "ascended" and then "descended." The Midrash explains that Jacob, as a holy man, was always accompanied by angels. When he reached the border of the land of Canaan (the future land of Israel), the angels who were assigned to the Holy Land went back up to Heaven and the angels assigned to other lands came down to meet Jacob. When Jacob returned to Canaan (Genesis 32:2–4), he was greeted by the angels who were assigned to the Holy Land. 

If we truly are descended "fallen" beings from a greater reality then our cosmic duty lies directly with what is called our ascension or in modern digital terms our upload back to the {source} reality.  A reality that from the standpoint of man will never be confirmed to be the the end "All" be "All" ultimate reality but yet filled with more wonder then we could potentially imagine. For if the universe is but the fabrication of the greater reality then nothing we create inside the universe will superceed the reality that awaits us pass ascension. And while much is still left to be answered and or explored this is my personal aspirations as I wish to elivate myself into this greater reality, and become and ascended master. 


Originally presented by H. P. Blavatsky in the 1870s,[8] the "Masters of Wisdom" or "Mahatmas" or "Elder Brothers" [9] were further developed by C. W. LeadbeaterAlice BaileyHelena RoerichManly P. Hall. Later on many others in theosophy-based organizations, especially in the United States, developed the concept of Ascended Masters which departs from the theosophical one in several aspects. It is believed that Ascended Masters are individuals who were formerly embodied on the Earth and learned the lessons of life during their incarnations. They gained mastery over the limitations of the matter planes, balanced at least 51% of negative karma, and fulfilled their Dharma (Divine Plan). An Ascended Master, in such an understanding, has become God-like and a source of unconditional "Divine Love" to all life, and through the Ascension has united with his or her own "God Self," the "I AM Presence."


"Why do you cling to such a pathetic existence


Using the terminology of our technological paradigm I believe this is what the serpent of wisdom is alluding to in the "tree of life".  The sword in the stone which emanates from the kether and plants itself on the earth malkuth is but a metaphorical explanation of our soul's (program) being download into the lower dimensional reality. The the same coin we also see the serpent of wisdom alluding to our own spiritual process by which one achieves the ability to upload themselves into infinity. The Tree is the cosmic upload and download of man. The Fall and it's salvation "All" in one! Of course this is not new news to mages as we constantly strive for our return... 


Simon Magus, a Gnostic who claimed to be an incarnation of God (as conceived by the Gnostics) reportedly had the ability to levitate, along with many other magical powers. As a dissenter from the orthodox Christianity of the time, this was branded by Christians as evil magic and attributed to demonic powers. He is said to have attempted to levitate to Heaven from the Roman Forum, but fell back to earth and injured himself.[citation needed]




Muhammad is believed by all Muslims to have ascended into heaven alive at the site of the Dome of the Rock. However, this ascent was temporary and he came back to Earth. Some Muslims interpret Muhammed's visit to Heaven as taking place within his mind[citation needed] and do not believe that his body actually ascended to heaven, while the majority ascribe to the exact descriptions presented in both the Quran and the Hadith.





There's a lady whose sure all that glitters is "gold" :P
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there, she knows if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.

Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven.

There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there is a songbird who sings:
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.

Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.

Theres a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who standing looking.

Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, really makes me wonder.

And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow,


Don't be alarmed now,
Its just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by but in the long run
Theres still time to change the road you're on.

And it makes me wonder.
Ooooooh…

Your head is humming and it won't go,
In case you don't know:
The pipers calling you to join him.

Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow,
And did you know:
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.

And as we wind on down the road,
Our shadows taller than our soul,
There walks a lady we all know.
Who shines white light and wants to show…
How "everything" still turns to "gold".
And if you listen very hard the tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all, yeah, to be a rock and not to roll.

And she's buying a stairway… to heaven.

The salvation of Humanity will not fail Im too 1337 to fuck it up

Digital Ascension: The Cosmic Download/Upload

The "fall of man" was never meant to be permanent 

Jacob's Ladder is a ladder to heaven, described in the Book of Genesis, that the biblical patriarch Jacob envisions during his flight from his brother Esau.

The Jewish Biblical philosopher Philo (d. ca. 50 CE) presents his allegorical interpretation of the ladder in the first book of his De somniis. There he gives four interpretations, which are not mutually exclusive: (1) The angels represent souls descending to and ascending from bodies (some consider this to be Philo's clearest reference to the doctrine of reincarnation)[1]. (2) In the second interpretation the ladder is the human soul and the angels are God's logoi, pulling the soul up in distress and descending in compassion. (3) In the third view the dream depicts the ups and downs of the life of the "practiser" (of virtue), and (4) in the last one the question is about the continually changing affairs of men.

If the universe is a lower dimensional reality then surely we have been "downloaded" onto the earth. And  while (we) strive ever so dearly to download ourselves into lower dimensional reality with the pursuits of "uploading" ourselves into our computers, I strongly believe we are being led in the wrong direction. If our goal is to uplift ourselves into a perfected state then surely nothing that comes be considered perfect, can we? These along with so many more questions plague my mind as I feel my thoughts having an origin outside my mind. Where are these thoughts coming from, are they mine? And if not then who is uploading these thoughts to me?

Surely everything I say at this point may sound strange and foreign, but part of the reason for this is embedded with my view of the mind. I have never really seen my brain as the origin of my thoughts at "All". To me my brain is just my processor and hardrive, but the real input is coming from some other place...Where well thats part of the quest for the stone in itself. I know that all of you have had one random thought that disgusted you or troubled you at some point. Like something entered your mind without consent and then you wonder where why? Thats not me, I dont think that, why? Well this is because our minds act as antennas as well as being processors. Think or don't think for a second... With the extreme amount of wifi radio tv and other invisible information in our society nowadays, that "All" these energized bands are not effecting our minds at "All"? Seriously, no? Not even at a quantum level? And if so how is it effecting us? Are our minds being cooked with information not just interior but also exterior forces? Do you practice control over your mind, your own thoughts? If not why not?

 These are just some of the questions We are going to have to answer in order to make up our minds up over what we think we desire for the future of our consciousness.  I have no doubt in my mind that uploading oneself into a box is possible as this is a task I currently do daily. Yet in the irony of it "All" I upload myself so that my fractal self is also uploaded into a greater form of reality. "All" of this of course is the hopes undoing my very own descent from grace. Is it possible that we do have immortal selves on the other side of this matrix waiting and hoping that we become unplug. Is it possible we can enter a greater universe? Is it also possible that in this greater universe we may one day embrace  our very own greater consciousness? Or is the transhumanist dream to upload into a mortal creation the path to salvation? This is more then a tricky one, for "I am" playing with  my own eternal existence I want to know "All" that is possible before making my choice wouldn't you?. What if I become locked out from my own exponential growth into infinity by choosing the wrong door?  Will my will over power the mind of the Agi that I uploaded myself into, do I still want to be me or part of a collective? Yet these are the same question I ask about merging with God.. What Am I becoming? Will I be me when this is "All" said and done? Is God an "All" empowering collective. So many possibilities here to explore. 

Another interpretation of the ladder keys into the fact that the angels first "ascended" and then "descended." The Midrash explains that Jacob, as a holy man, was always accompanied by angels. When he reached the border of the land of Canaan (the future land of Israel), the angels who were assigned to the Holy Land went back up to Heaven and the angels assigned to other lands came down to meet Jacob. When Jacob returned to Canaan (Genesis 32:2–4), he was greeted by the angels who were assigned to the Holy Land. 

If we truly are descended "fallen" beings from a greater reality then our cosmic duty lies directly with what is called our ascension or in modern digital terms our upload back to the {source} reality.  A reality that from the standpoint of man will never be confirmed to be the the end "All" be "All" ultimate reality but yet filled with more wonder then we could potentially imagine. For if the universe is but the fabrication of the greater reality then nothing we create inside the universe will superceed the reality that awaits us pass ascension. And while much is still left to be answered and or explored this is my personal aspirations as I wish to elivate myself into this greater reality, and become and ascended master. 


Originally presented by H. P. Blavatsky in the 1870s,[8] the "Masters of Wisdom" or "Mahatmas" or "Elder Brothers" [9] were further developed by C. W. LeadbeaterAlice BaileyHelena RoerichManly P. Hall. Later on many others in theosophy-based organizations, especially in the United States, developed the concept of Ascended Masters which departs from the theosophical one in several aspects. It is believed that Ascended Masters are individuals who were formerly embodied on the Earth and learned the lessons of life during their incarnations. They gained mastery over the limitations of the matter planes, balanced at least 51% of negative karma, and fulfilled their Dharma (Divine Plan). An Ascended Master, in such an understanding, has become God-like and a source of unconditional "Divine Love" to all life, and through the Ascension has united with his or her own "God Self," the "I AM Presence."


"Why do you cling to such a pathetic existence


Using the terminology of our technological paradigm I believe this is what the serpent of wisdom is alluding to in the "tree of life".  The sword in the stone which emanates from the kether and plants itself on the earth malkuth is but a metaphorical explanation of our soul's (program) being download into the lower dimensional reality. The the same coin we also see the serpent of wisdom alluding to our own spiritual process by which one achieves the ability to upload themselves into infinity. The Tree is the cosmic upload and download of man. The Fall and it's salvation "All" in one! Of course this is not new news to mages as we constantly strive for our return... 


Simon Magus, a Gnostic who claimed to be an incarnation of God (as conceived by the Gnostics) reportedly had the ability to levitate, along with many other magical powers. As a dissenter from the orthodox Christianity of the time, this was branded by Christians as evil magic and attributed to demonic powers. He is said to have attempted to levitate to Heaven from the Roman Forum, but fell back to earth and injured himself.[citation needed]




Muhammad is believed by all Muslims to have ascended into heaven alive at the site of the Dome of the Rock. However, this ascent was temporary and he came back to Earth. Some Muslims interpret Muhammed's visit to Heaven as taking place within his mind[citation needed] and do not believe that his body actually ascended to heaven, while the majority ascribe to the exact descriptions presented in both the Quran and the Hadith.





There's a lady whose sure all that glitters is "gold" :P
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there, she knows if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.

Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven.

There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there is a songbird who sings:
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.

Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.

Theres a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who standing looking.

Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, really makes me wonder.

And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow,


Don't be alarmed now,
Its just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by but in the long run
Theres still time to change the road you're on.

And it makes me wonder.
Ooooooh…

Your head is humming and it won't go,
In case you don't know:
The pipers calling you to join him.

Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow,
And did you know:
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.

And as we wind on down the road,
Our shadows taller than our soul,
There walks a lady we all know.
Who shines white light and wants to show…
How "everything" still turns to "gold".
And if you listen very hard the tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all, yeah, to be a rock and not to roll.

And she's buying a stairway… to heaven.

The salvation of Humanity will not fail Im too 1337 to fuck it up

My Riddles

Dear Antz Particleion Is Hacking your Universe (live)

I will give your universe/Mind back to you if you answer my riddles.

Call your answers in!

(305) 735-9490

A) Is your universe real?

B) Are you real?

C) Who currently has {source}?

D) What is {Root}?

When you got the answer email it to

Key.universe@gmail.com

and I will give you back your universe assuming your right ;-)

Rules subject to change but will be posted.

`

! It will be Billions of years till I let you just have it... Till then I urge you try to get your key back.