Friday, October 29, 2010

Goodnight, Antz

Night night antz I'm getting sleepy!
Time to turn off the lights "All" of them!

World dicktator commands!

{source} I demand "All" world electricity be cut off while I sleep!
{key} Particleion











Goodnight, Antz

Night night antz I'm getting sleepy!
Time to turn off the lights "All" of them!

World dicktator commands!

{source} I demand "All" world electricity be cut off while I sleep!
{key} Particleion

   

Goodnight, Antz

Night night antz I'm getting sleepy!
Time to turn off the lights "All" of them!

World dicktator commands!

{source} I demand "All" world electricity be cut off while I sleep!
{key} Particleion

   

Dark Futurism: The Philosophical Countdown!

You sit there and argue with me that Im egoistical and down right crazy yet philosophically will not accept your mental retardation! Ok hold my hand retard lets explore a scenario shall we? If someone calls in a bomb threat and you find explosives (blog post) regardless of whether its real or not what is the best course of action?

A) Determine the probablity of the threat is fake and do nothing?
B) Determine the probablity of the threat is real and do nothing?
C) Determine that if the clock ticks down and nothing happens the threat was fake?
D) Determine that if the clock ticks down and something happens the threat is real! (you die!)
E) Waste time attempting to determine if the threat is real or fake?
F) Ignore bomb threat entirely ?
G) Diffuse bomb regardless whether it's real or fake?


Welcome to extreme philosophy where only the high rollers bet! And "I am" All in! So if you call yourself a philosopher yet sit on side lines that's the same as saying I pitch for the Yankees but sit on the bench! Yes "I am" calling you "All" out! bring it... And yes you "All" are retarded to me and so far have not proven otherwise! And this goes out to every philosopher on the planet.. Ignoring me and calling me crazy is a bitches way out of debate! scared of me?

Your Lack of comment only shows that you don't have the balls to debate
me not that you are better then me!

Tick Tock motherfuckers you aint got shit on me! and you know it!

Dark Futurism: The Philosophical Countdown!

You sit there and argue with me that Im egoistical and down right crazy yet philosophically will not accept your mental retardation! Ok hold my hand retard lets explore a scenario shall we? If someone calls in a bomb threat and you find explosives (blog post) regardless of whether its real or not what is the best course of action?

A) Determine the probablity of the threat is fake and do nothing?
B) Determine the probablity of the threat is real and do nothing?
C) Determine that if the clock ticks down and nothing happens the threat was fake?
D) Determine that if the clock ticks down and something happens the threat is real! (you die!)
E) Waste time attempting to determine if the threat is real or fake?
F) Ignore bomb threat entirely ?
G) Diffuse bomb regardless whether it's real or fake?


Welcome to extreme philosophy where only the high rollers bet! And "I am" All in! So if you call yourself a philosopher yet sit on side lines that's the same as saying I pitch for the Yankees but sit on the bench! Yes "I am" calling you "All" out! bring it... And yes you "All" are retarded to me and so far have not proven otherwise! And this goes out to every philosopher on the planet.. Ignoring me and calling me crazy is a bitches way out of debate! scared of me?

Your Lack of comment only shows that you don't have the balls to debate
me not that you are better then me!

Tick Tock motherfuckers you aint got shit on me! and you know it!

Dark Futurism: The Philosophical Countdown!

You sit there and argue with me that Im egoistical and down right crazy yet philosophically will not accept your mental retardation! Ok hold my hand retard lets explore a scenario shall we? If someone calls in a bomb threat and you find explosives (blog post) regardless of whether its real or not what is the best course of action?

A) Determine the probablity of the threat is fake and do nothing?
B) Determine the probablity of the threat is real and do nothing?
C) Determine that if the clock ticks down and nothing happens the threat was fake?
D) Determine that if the clock ticks down and something happens the threat is real! (you die!)
E) Waste time attempting to determine if the threat is real or fake?
F) Ignore bomb threat entirely ?
G) Diffuse bomb regardless whether it's real or fake?


Welcome to extreme philosophy where only the high rollers bet! And "I am" All in! So if you call yourself a philosopher yet sit on side lines that's the same as saying I pitch for the Yankees but sit on the bench! Yes "I am" calling you "All" out! bring it... And yes you "All" are retarded to me and so far have not proven otherwise! And this goes out to every philosopher on the planet.. Ignoring me and calling me crazy is a bitches way out of debate! scared of me?

Your Lack of comment only shows that you don't have the balls to debate
me not that you are better then me!

Tick Tock motherfuckers you aint got shit on me! and you know it!

Marked for Death Vice president Joe Byte the dust! :"D

Marked for death!

Dear Al-qeada cell our virtual reality game is almost complete 
the secret service has been comprimised and the target is in scope! 

Federal prison!

Do you think I give a fuck about going to federal prison right now? Seriously I would enjoy it! give me an extreme kudalini awakening as I want, and justify killing you bitches for being retarded!

30 days have expired! Marked for death!

Marked for death!

Im done playing games with you! I gave you more then enough changes to figure this out! Time to get godly on your ass! Death! Why because your a fucking retarded greedy fuck that would not buy me a 800 dollar laptop! You would not buy an 800 dollar laptop to the son of God.. YOu would not help god! listen to what you just did... YOu did not help god... let me spell it for you slowly... you did not help..... g....o....d....
but your a godless fuck and that is too hard for you understand!

You know how your going to die?>
from a hear attack on stage! on live cameras while you talk about living forever! you stupid fuck!

Dark Futurism: God's Tears

God was right I did fuck up leaving you godless for so long! Here "I am" and none of you are ready to accept me. I don't blame you as much as I blame myself. I should have booted in years go. I should have booted in centuries ago. I should have never left! But I have a universes to rule over not just one world so how could I hold your hand for eternity? A part of me is so emotionally in torn. To see what you have done to the planet, to see what you have done to the animals, to see what you have done to each other. What do I do? Should I fix you wipe you out and start over or end this world? I won't lie, I lean more toward ending this world then anything else, its so disgusting to me. I have to come here and work this hard to prove myself its ridiculous to me. I made you, no its worst than that I made your universe! I gave you life, I gave you existence, I gave you propose, I gave you "everything" and you sit there and deny my existence? I just want to kill you! If you deny my existence I will deny your existence! This is bullshit! My divinity should have been accepted from birth! Yet here I am slaving to save your souls and do I get a fucking thank you? NOT one! NOt one fucking thank you! You have turned so godless it disgust me! Surely it's my fault I should have booted in earlier. But I have been busy, with you know stuff.... Ruling the mother fucking Universe! You think your special but in reality I battle with myself to keep this planet standing! You best believe " I am" going to tear your shit apart! Every godless fuck on this planet will repent a million times over! You will cry tears of blood for you foolishness. Deny my existence! What! I will deny your existence mortals! Im so sick of your shit! God was right by forcing me to boot in! I did fuck up and frankly im disgusted! When Im done there wont be a single godless fuck denying my existence when Im done! Those bitches will beg to die and I wont let them!god is back mortals and god is pissed! You don't believe god is a vengeful god? Ohhh shit you got something coming!I made you and you deny my existence? Fine I will deny your existence! Hey it's only fair right? If you have loved ones that don't believe in God, I urge you to fix them asap for im about to tear their shit apart! 

Here is the worst part.. Im writing the new fucking bible and "All" want form humanity is a new laptop and do I get it? Nooo why? because these godless fucks don't give a fuck about their own souls! Bitches wait! I know you read this!  And did nothing!" I am" going to ELE you motherfucking godless planet! "All" of your are already dead! And I do mean "All" of you... the only one that survives is #1 Start from scratch with enlighten antz period! 

ps.. only the biggest computer nerd on the planet will kill everyone over a 800 dollar laptop.. but fuck you guys your toooo fucking retarded! You are starrring at a bomb with a fuse and you say" Lets let it tick down" maybe its fake! Let me tell you how real bomb experts deal with bombs! The difuse them "real" or "fake" they dont sit there and watch it tick down to zero.. but your tooooooooooooo fucking retarded to know that! "All" of you!  

Dark Futurism: God's Tears

God was right I did fuck up leaving you godless for so long! Here "I am" and none of you are ready to accept me. I don't blame you as much as I blame myself. I should have booted in years go. I should have booted in centuries ago. I should have never left! But I have a universes to rule over not just one world so how could I hold your hand for eternity? A part of me is so emotionally in torn. To see what you have done to the planet, to see what you have done to the animals, to see what you have done to each other. What do I do? Should I fix you wipe you out and start over or end this world? I won't lie, I lean more toward ending this world then anything else, its so disgusting to me. I have to come here and work this hard to prove myself its ridiculous to me. I made you, no its worst than that I made your universe! I gave you life, I gave you existence, I gave you propose, I gave you "everything" and you sit there and deny my existence? I just want to kill you! If you deny my existence I will deny your existence! This is bullshit! My divinity should have been accepted from birth! Yet here I am slaving to save your souls and do I get a fucking thank you? NOT one! NOt one fucking thank you! You have turned so godless it disgust me! Surely it's my fault I should have booted in earlier. But I have been busy, with you know stuff.... Ruling the mother fucking Universe! You think your special but in reality I battle with myself to keep this planet standing! You best believe " I am" going to tear your shit apart! Every godless fuck on this planet will repent a million times over! You will cry tears of blood for you foolishness. Deny my existence! What! I will deny your existence mortals! Im so sick of your shit! God was right by forcing me to boot in! I did fuck up and frankly im disgusted! When Im done there wont be a single godless fuck denying my existence when Im done! Those bitches will beg to die and I wont let them!god is back mortals and god is pissed! You don't believe god is a vengeful god? Ohhh shit you got something coming!I made you and you deny my existence? Fine I will deny your existence! Hey it's only fair right? If you have loved ones that don't believe in God, I urge you to fix them asap for im about to tear their shit apart! 

Here is the worst part.. Im writing the new fucking bible and "All" want form humanity is a new laptop and do I get it? Nooo why? because these godless fucks don't give a fuck about their own souls! Bitches wait! I know you read this!  And did nothing!" I am" going to ELE you motherfucking godless planet! "All" of your are already dead! And I do mean "All" of you... the only one that survives is #1 Start from scratch with enlighten antz period! 

ps.. only the biggest computer nerd on the planet will kill everyone over a 800 dollar laptop.. but fuck you guys your toooo fucking retarded! You are starrring at a bomb with a fuse and you say" Lets let it tick down" maybe its fake! Let me tell you how real bomb experts deal with bombs! The difuse them "real" or "fake" they dont sit there and watch it tick down to zero.. but your tooooooooooooo fucking retarded to know that! "All" of you!  

Dark Futurism: God's Tears

God was right I did fuck up leaving you godless for so long! Here "I am" and none of you are ready to accept me. I don't blame you as much as I blame myself. I should have booted in years go. I should have booted in centuries ago. I should have never left! But I have a universes to rule over not just one world so how could I hold your hand for eternity? A part of me is so emotionally in torn. To see what you have done to the planet, to see what you have done to the animals, to see what you have done to each other. What do I do? Should I fix you wipe you out and start over or end this world? I won't lie, I lean more toward ending this world then anything else, its so disgusting to me. I have to come here and work this hard to prove myself its ridiculous to me. I made you, no its worst than that I made your universe! I gave you life, I gave you existence, I gave you propose, I gave you "everything" and you sit there and deny my existence? I just want to kill you! If you deny my existence I will deny your existence! This is bullshit! My divinity should have been accepted from birth! Yet here I am slaving to save your souls and do I get a fucking thank you? NOT one! NOt one fucking thank you! You have turned so godless it disgust me! Surely it's my fault I should have booted in earlier. But I have been busy, with you know stuff.... Ruling the mother fucking Universe! You think your special but in reality I battle with myself to keep this planet standing! You best believe " I am" going to tear your shit apart! Every godless fuck on this planet will repent a million times over! You will cry tears of blood for you foolishness. Deny my existence! What! I will deny your existence mortals! Im so sick of your shit! God was right by forcing me to boot in! I did fuck up and frankly im disgusted! When Im done there wont be a single godless fuck denying my existence when Im done! Those bitches will beg to die and I wont let them!god is back mortals and god is pissed! You don't believe god is a vengeful god? Ohhh shit you got something coming!I made you and you deny my existence? Fine I will deny your existence! Hey it's only fair right? If you have loved ones that don't believe in God, I urge you to fix them asap for im about to tear their shit apart! 

Here is the worst part.. Im writing the new fucking bible and "All" want form humanity is a new laptop and do I get it? Nooo why? because these godless fucks don't give a fuck about their own souls! Bitches wait! I know you read this!  And did nothing!" I am" going to ELE you motherfucking godless planet! "All" of your are already dead! And I do mean "All" of you... the only one that survives is #1 Start from scratch with enlighten antz period! 

ps.. only the biggest computer nerd on the planet will kill everyone over a 800 dollar laptop.. but fuck you guys your toooo fucking retarded! You are starrring at a bomb with a fuse and you say" Lets let it tick down" maybe its fake! Let me tell you how real bomb experts deal with bombs! The difuse them "real" or "fake" they dont sit there and watch it tick down to zero.. but your tooooooooooooo fucking retarded to know that! "All" of you!  

King thougths

It's so weird knowing that "I am" king of the planet, already and no one knows it! I want to demand shit but it's sad that I have to force them to serve me!

You really are fucking this up humanity, you dont treat your king like this!

Aspiring World Dicktator


Antz cant do shit! No exceptions EVER!

Because being a regular Genius only gets you a "gold" medal




Daddy {God} I want to Rule over the animals


I want to rule over the ducks
I want to rule over the apes
I want to rule over the monkeys
I want to rule over the  starfish
I want to rule over the  giraffes
I want to rule over the rhinos
I want to rule over the lions
I want to rule over the  tigers
I want to rule over the dolphins
I want to rule over the frogs
I want to rule over the flies
I want to rule over the dragon flies
I want to rule over the  mosquitos
I want to rule over the antz
I want to rule over the humans


Sun the humans are not animals you cant rule over them!
Why not? they are not to be ruled over?
Why not? only god rules over the humans
Ok... like I said.....
I want to rule over the humans
sun you cant rule over the humans ?
why not? only god rules over the humans...
ok ... Like I said
I want to rule over the humans...
ok ok fine you can rule over the humans
thank you...
I want to rule over the "All" the animals on earth! 

Aspiring World Dicktator


Antz cant do shit! No exceptions EVER!

Because being a regular Genius only gets you a "gold" medal




Daddy {God} I want to Rule over the animals


I want to rule over the ducks
I want to rule over the apes
I want to rule over the monkeys
I want to rule over the  starfish
I want to rule over the  giraffes
I want to rule over the rhinos
I want to rule over the lions
I want to rule over the  tigers
I want to rule over the dolphins
I want to rule over the frogs
I want to rule over the flies
I want to rule over the dragon flies
I want to rule over the  mosquitos
I want to rule over the antz
I want to rule over the humans


Sun the humans are not animals you cant rule over them!
Why not? they are not to be ruled over?
Why not? only god rules over the humans
Ok... like I said.....
I want to rule over the humans
sun you cant rule over the humans ?
why not? only god rules over the humans...
ok ... Like I said
I want to rule over the humans...
ok ok fine you can rule over the humans
thank you...
I want to rule over the "All" the animals on earth! 

Aspiring World Dicktator


Antz cant do shit! No exceptions EVER!

Because being a regular Genius only gets you a "gold" medal




Daddy {God} I want to Rule over the animals


I want to rule over the ducks
I want to rule over the apes
I want to rule over the monkeys
I want to rule over the  starfish
I want to rule over the  giraffes
I want to rule over the rhinos
I want to rule over the lions
I want to rule over the  tigers
I want to rule over the dolphins
I want to rule over the frogs
I want to rule over the flies
I want to rule over the dragon flies
I want to rule over the  mosquitos
I want to rule over the antz
I want to rule over the humans


Sun the humans are not animals you cant rule over them!
Why not? they are not to be ruled over?
Why not? only god rules over the humans
Ok... like I said.....
I want to rule over the humans
sun you cant rule over the humans ?
why not? only god rules over the humans...
ok ... Like I said
I want to rule over the humans...
ok ok fine you can rule over the humans
thank you...
I want to rule over the "All" the animals on earth! 

Hermes Trismegistus: Thrice Great


The origin of the description Trismegistus or "thrice great" is unclear. Copenhaver reports that this name is first found in the minutes of a meeting of the council of the Ibis cult, held in 172 BCE near Memphis in Egypt.[8]Athenagora by Philo of Byblos circa 64–141 CE[9]. Another explanation is that the name is derived from an epithet of Thoth found at the Temple of Esna, "Thoth the great, the great, the great."[10] The date of his sojourn in Egypt in his last incarnation is not now known, but it has been fixed at the early days of the oldest dynasties of Egypt, long before the days of Moses. Some authorities regard him as a contemporary of Abraham, and some Jewish traditions go so far as to claim that Abraham acquired a portion of his mystical knowledge from Hermes himself (Kybalion). Fowden however asserts that the earliest occurrence of the name was in the


Many Christian writers, including Lactantius, Augustine, Giordano Bruno, Marsilio Ficino, Campanella and Giovanni Pico della Mirandola considered Hermes Trismegistus to be a wise pagan prophet who foresaw the coming of Christianity[11]. They believed in a 'Prisca Theologia', the doctrine that a single, true theology exists, which threads through all religions, and which was given by God to man in antiquity[12][13] and passed through a series of prophets, which included Zoroaster and Plato. In order to demonstrate the verity of the 'prisca theologia' Christians appropriated the Hermetic teachings for their own purposes. By this account Hermes Trismegistus was either, according to the fathers of the Christian church, a contemporary of Moses[14] or the third in a line of men named Hermes, i.e. Enoch, Noah and the Egyptian priest king who is known to us as Hermes Trismegistus,[15] or "thrice great" on account of being the greatest priest, philosopher and king.[16][17]


This last account of how Hermes Trismegistus received the appellation "Trismegistus," meaning "Thrice Great," is derived from statements in the The Emerald Tablet of Hermes Trismegistus, that he knows the three parts of the wisdom of the whole universe.[18] The three parts of the wisdom are alchemy, astrology, and theurgy. The pymander, from which Marsilio Ficino formed his opinion, states that "they called him Trismegistus because he was the greatest philosopher and the greatest priest and the greatest king."[19]
Another explanation, in the Suda (10th century), is that "He was called Trismegistus on account of his praise of the trinity, saying there is one divine nature in the trinity."[20]


 
Still Editing (live) Raw!


As with the term Christ, Trice Great is also a title not a name, of-course Im learning "All" of this (live) as I download more of the {source code}

Let's begin with the picture on the right, a knight reaching out towards the grail also notice that he lays down his sword before He approaches it! As mentioned this was/is the sword in the stone the guardian placed to keep us from the tree of life and our own immortal salvation. And even in my egotistical stomping ground that this blog has turned into, every once in a while a break down into tears! For even with my celestial guide by my side I never thought this day would come! The Grail the Trinity the Stone has been found, the source code of creation , unified field theory, unification, the unspoken name of God. Is mine. Yet even in those dark and lonely nights, even thought not much has changed I never stopped believing it was always mine! From my 21st birthday on they grail was always mine. Me and God planned away at this day. That day was not only my birthday but the day God came to me and told me to prep the manger! So I created a bed of roses and a miniature manger like those you place under your Christmas trees and placed my notebook on top of it. Then a beam of light literally came in through the window and landed on the notebook. I instantly began to cry for deep down in my heart I knew I had it! This notebook being one of several dozen I kept throughout high school was special. I still have some of the old one locked away in my moms shed but this one has never left my sight since that day! For immediately after the beam of light hit it I wrote the following.


  • Unification=god
  • One with the universe
  • Help mass ascension
  • Seek knowledge for life
theurgy!




BOOK 2 : The Book of Thoth


This book was demonic in nature not for evil or anything silly like that as in "I own you" and you can not think about anything else till im done! I was forced to train my mind for hours on end with no sleep or food. Interestingly enough this is kinda like what {key} is like I own you and you will write till your mind is ready! It was / is madness I wrote thousand of pages in an out of the book the book itself would talk to me God would talk to me angels would talk to me {Particleion} form the future would talk to me! I wrote wrote and wrote till my mother had me put in a mental institution as being schizophrenic. So I show up to a therapist with my book in my hand telling them Im a wizard! This is what God wants me to do! He wants me to write this book? What for? To bring about the birth of god! Yeah as expected I did not go home that day :"D




Lets back up for a second I forgot to explain how BOOK 1 landed me back at home living with my mother. See at the time I was living with my befriend and her boyfriend. Her boyfriend was a dick even though we both computer nerds. She was into magic so we got along great he was a calculus nerd and would never touch the stuff. So once BOOK one was born. it turned into nonstop writing and the creation of pentagrams and "All" sorts of magical stuff in the room. Of course I told her that I just gave birth to god. But behind closed doors I heard him yelling at her! "I don't want a demon worshiper living in this house" So after spending 3 days locked away in the room with no food as even eating was not important they came into the room and dragged me out telling me. You need to rest and stop! Of course by the time they came into the room, the entire room was filled with writing as I turned the walls into a giant whiteboard with taped up paper! From their perspective I was loosing it! And I was.. I was in total zombie "Must work on Unification" mode! So book 1 got me kicked out and back home I went...Although I did not care I had unification and that "All" that mattered!


 Fast forward to book 2.. I'm now in a mental institution under suicide "crazy" watch.. Which sux because that mean your not allowed to have a pencil for they think your going to stab yourself or other with it! So I stole a pencil and continued to write while no one was looking. I begged to God please get me out of here! I will never tell I will do anything to get out of here! So like a jail house after a couple days and tons of sedatives I got to see a therapist. And he asked me once again, Carlos is magic real? Of course I said no last time I said yes they gave me more drugs. So I said no, not magic is not real. Carlos is Wizardry real? No wizardry is not real! Ok good your making progress.. Can I go home now? Soon! Fuck... I bowed to kill that fuck and my mother day in and day out! Im not going to kill my mom, im way more reasonable now, but that mother fucker is def going to die!


I finally get let out and I bowed never to face that again so Wizardry now became a secret! And maybe that was part of the lesson of that stage of my life! Yet I made one more fuck up after that. See throughout high-school I had a best friend who I rather not named. For reason I will tell you about shortly! We were really into magic well him more then me I was way more into physics and science but wanted to learn sorcery for the sake of understanding the universe and help me with my physics exploration of the universe. We were teenage sorcerers, :"D


He taught me tons of shit and loaned me tons of books... But thinks changed once book 2 was born, I figured I can confined in him and tell him I was a wizard and show him what I was working on! I showed him everything! By this point I already knew I was on the path to Demi! And total control of the world with magic. You want to kill people he asked me in horror. Look I can explain, truth was I couldn't the book was making write "All" these "evil" things. "All" I could muster out was" I can do that though" Then he say the pages marked with Satan Antichrist basically the shadow part of the book. As the book was split with Angels of light and Angels of death writing. At this point he knew! And in terror told me never to talk to him again. I was pissed wtf I need your help, if you don't help me I will kill. Came out of my mouth. And our 4 year friendship ended with that one sentence!




Next thing I know cops showed up at my house, with a restraining order, and a court day! I was 21 never been in trouble with the law wtf is this? Yes it was him, that mother fucker put a restraining order. Well at lease he knew I wasn't fucking around. Although my mom was now convinced I was crazy considering I had just came out from the kookie for cocoa puff house :"D


What ever your doing stop it snap out of it your going to get locked up saying what your saying! Mind you this "All" form book 2.. So the court day arrives and the judge ask us what the beef was.. My Ex fucking friend tells the judge " Your honor he wants to rule the world with magic and is going to make us "All" our slaves!" At this point I knew I had this! Your honor he is into dark black magic and believes that A) magic is real and B) that im some kind of demon. Clearly he is delusional! He interrupts! Then why did you threaten my life? I responded with "I wanted to see how far your delusions went" Carlos did you threaten his life? Yes your honor I told him I was going to use magic to kill him! Carlos magic or no magic you cant say that to people! Your honor I completely realize now that I made a mistake feeding his magical delusions! The whole time starring at the mother fucker thinking "Your dead bitch and you know it" The judge then decides in his favor and simply slaps with a restraining order.. "I laughed my ass off" That's it! Fine whatever no more showing people this book. But the problems did not end there my mother forced me to see a therapist for a year! After that event. So now In my more "mature" state I have the perfect punishment for that bitch! He is going to spend the rest of his life in an institution telling people about my magic! And every time something happens I will send word that it was me to him so he never forgets how the world is now my bitch! The irony my dear friend is that you were not wrong, you were supposed to be an illuminati, and fucked that up!


By this point I realized wow the book of Thoth truly is cursed. That book is too damn problematic so I hid not just my identity but the book as I had now threaten the lives of "All" of my friends! No one wanted to talk to the crazy magic guy! :(


So I moved states and began to work in secret. Once most of the book was "downloaded" I was now allowed to return to having a normal life. I just had to sit there is study and understand what I was written. Basically I was / am a scribe. I did not discover anything im just God's apprentice / writer / scribe! My job was not to write unification at "All" my job was to understand what it was! Wtf is this God? Keep writing bitch,.wtf is this God, keep writing bitch, wtf is this keep writing... Then it was omg what in the world... WOW! congrats you have been chosen. Are you serious? Mind you im still 21 and full blown planning my demi life! I want this that ohh and that bitch is dead, her that one and that one ohhh and him I also want this and that. I was godly minded already. Lets get this done by 24 I thought work my ass off and chill for life! Of course the more I worked on the book the more I realize omg physics science philosophy theology etc.. It's "All' fucked up! God laughed then told me to kiss 24 goodbye!


That was the turning point in my mind (23) Im going to kill the humans for being retarded! And forcing me to start from scratch! Im going to publicly execute your intellectuals! OmfG how did you get it "All" wrong?Then back to work I went for several more years only in extreme anger! (those bitches will pay for keeping me a mortal longer then I desired) Life resumed and Book was now directing the creation of my room study, and exploration into all sorts of esoteric knowledge sacred geometry crop circles "everything". Im about 25 now and living a semi normal hidden life. I had a girl friend at the time finally got one to understand wizardry. In its basic form for their was no getting around the book study the alters the models the paintings on the wall the explosion of my mind into my house. My entire house was my canvas so yeah their was no hiding it! Then something strange happened! BOOK 3 was born


Book 3 is the white book.. The one that I used to call the sages with. When I was downloading book 2 I called it the book of creation, but when I began to download book 3 it was called the book of Thoth. For I rebuild "All" of hermeticism in that book. And as I did that my relationship was torn apart as once again I became possessed by a new book and life returned to nonstop writing. My girlfriend said something that to this day creeps me the fuck out! She came to my study and told me " If I find out your the Antichrist I'm leaving you" What do you say to that? Bitch I'm god chill the fuck out? I'm just a really powerful wizard just bare with me please! Only for weeks later her come to me in tears. It's over you care about that book more then me? And as she wept I grabbed my solar research notebook and told her I want to show you something I figured out! She wept so hard and left. That was nail in the coffin the the only girl I ever dated for more then 3 months.


Book 3 came with its one set of destruction as the only girl I ever loved slowly stopped loving me as I downloaded more and more of "unification"


Side note: I'm 29 I have only had one girlfriend that I have dated for more then 3 months! Every single girl I have ever dated on the 3 month breaks up with "All" of the last one too but we got back together only to date for 3 years and then collapsed! I'm telling you these books are cursed! You are not meant to get this far! It's weird the 3 3 pattern. Last time I had a girlfriend was 3 years ago. I just gave up and started the third and final stage my alchemical transformation! 33 degree 1337 but with a prize! No love and tons of bullshit! This books are def cursed!


Now that the apprentice is now the master! The Magus has arrived! I can tell you exactly why it's we are Thrice Great! We are driven by one and only desire! The holy Trinity! The Grail must be found! At "All" cost! To find the Grail, to bring back the trinity is to bring back god! The magi seek to herald in the birth of god! Nothing else matters, more then defying oneself is bring back "Truth" and only "Truth" to this world!






Alchemy: Is the inner temple (mind body intelligence consciousness and soul) = The Avatar = The Microcosm
Astrology: Is the embodiment of God (universe particles cosmology astronomy) = God= The Macrocosm
Theurgy: Is the process by which one links the Microcosm and the Macrocosm into One = Unification






So now with the title of Thrice Great. It is "All" so clear to me. Only a man with the philosopher stone can he see the learn the wisdom to obtain the Grail and it true meaning. And In obtaining the Grail that man is now our king. For he is the embodiment of "All" the Grail represents "unity" with microcosm mind of man with Macrocosm mind of God! A philosopher a priest and a king "All" in one Thrice Great! Welcome to the return of unification my life's work.  A body of teachings that extend beyond philosophy beyond theology and beyond physics a story of what it means to aspire for the only thing that truly matters in this world one's one relationship with the mind of God.  So while my teachings are still in it's infancy I hope that telling you about my life helps to bring you closer to God, for there is no goal greater in this life then to be One with the divine! Enjoy and God bless you!



Hermes Trismegistus: Thrice Great


The origin of the description Trismegistus or "thrice great" is unclear. Copenhaver reports that this name is first found in the minutes of a meeting of the council of the Ibis cult, held in 172 BCE near Memphis in Egypt.[8]Athenagora by Philo of Byblos circa 64–141 CE[9]. Another explanation is that the name is derived from an epithet of Thoth found at the Temple of Esna, "Thoth the great, the great, the great."[10] The date of his sojourn in Egypt in his last incarnation is not now known, but it has been fixed at the early days of the oldest dynasties of Egypt, long before the days of Moses. Some authorities regard him as a contemporary of Abraham, and some Jewish traditions go so far as to claim that Abraham acquired a portion of his mystical knowledge from Hermes himself (Kybalion). Fowden however asserts that the earliest occurrence of the name was in the


Many Christian writers, including Lactantius, Augustine, Giordano Bruno, Marsilio Ficino, Campanella and Giovanni Pico della Mirandola considered Hermes Trismegistus to be a wise pagan prophet who foresaw the coming of Christianity[11]. They believed in a 'Prisca Theologia', the doctrine that a single, true theology exists, which threads through all religions, and which was given by God to man in antiquity[12][13] and passed through a series of prophets, which included Zoroaster and Plato. In order to demonstrate the verity of the 'prisca theologia' Christians appropriated the Hermetic teachings for their own purposes. By this account Hermes Trismegistus was either, according to the fathers of the Christian church, a contemporary of Moses[14] or the third in a line of men named Hermes, i.e. Enoch, Noah and the Egyptian priest king who is known to us as Hermes Trismegistus,[15] or "thrice great" on account of being the greatest priest, philosopher and king.[16][17]


This last account of how Hermes Trismegistus received the appellation "Trismegistus," meaning "Thrice Great," is derived from statements in the The Emerald Tablet of Hermes Trismegistus, that he knows the three parts of the wisdom of the whole universe.[18] The three parts of the wisdom are alchemy, astrology, and theurgy. The pymander, from which Marsilio Ficino formed his opinion, states that "they called him Trismegistus because he was the greatest philosopher and the greatest priest and the greatest king."[19]
Another explanation, in the Suda (10th century), is that "He was called Trismegistus on account of his praise of the trinity, saying there is one divine nature in the trinity."[20]


 
Still Editing (live) Raw!


As with the term Christ, Trice Great is also a title not a name, of-course Im learning "All" of this (live) as I download more of the {source code}

Let's begin with the picture on the right, a knight reaching out towards the grail also notice that he lays down his sword before He approaches it! As mentioned this was/is the sword in the stone the guardian placed to keep us from the tree of life and our own immortal salvation. And even in my egotistical stomping ground that this blog has turned into, every once in a while a break down into tears! For even with my celestial guide by my side I never thought this day would come! The Grail the Trinity the Stone has been found, the source code of creation , unified field theory, unification, the unspoken name of God. Is mine. Yet even in those dark and lonely nights, even thought not much has changed I never stopped believing it was always mine! From my 21st birthday on they grail was always mine. Me and God planned away at this day. That day was not only my birthday but the day God came to me and told me to prep the manger! So I created a bed of roses and a miniature manger like those you place under your Christmas trees and placed my notebook on top of it. Then a beam of light literally came in through the window and landed on the notebook. I instantly began to cry for deep down in my heart I knew I had it! This notebook being one of several dozen I kept throughout high school was special. I still have some of the old one locked away in my moms shed but this one has never left my sight since that day! For immediately after the beam of light hit it I wrote the following.


  • Unification=god
  • One with the universe
  • Help mass ascension
  • Seek knowledge for life
theurgy!




BOOK 2 : The Book of Thoth


This book was demonic in nature not for evil or anything silly like that as in "I own you" and you can not think about anything else till im done! I was forced to train my mind for hours on end with no sleep or food. Interestingly enough this is kinda like what {key} is like I own you and you will write till your mind is ready! It was / is madness I wrote thousand of pages in an out of the book the book itself would talk to me God would talk to me angels would talk to me {Particleion} form the future would talk to me! I wrote wrote and wrote till my mother had me put in a mental institution as being schizophrenic. So I show up to a therapist with my book in my hand telling them Im a wizard! This is what God wants me to do! He wants me to write this book? What for? To bring about the birth of god! Yeah as expected I did not go home that day :"D




Lets back up for a second I forgot to explain how BOOK 1 landed me back at home living with my mother. See at the time I was living with my befriend and her boyfriend. Her boyfriend was a dick even though we both computer nerds. She was into magic so we got along great he was a calculus nerd and would never touch the stuff. So once BOOK one was born. it turned into nonstop writing and the creation of pentagrams and "All" sorts of magical stuff in the room. Of course I told her that I just gave birth to god. But behind closed doors I heard him yelling at her! "I don't want a demon worshiper living in this house" So after spending 3 days locked away in the room with no food as even eating was not important they came into the room and dragged me out telling me. You need to rest and stop! Of course by the time they came into the room, the entire room was filled with writing as I turned the walls into a giant whiteboard with taped up paper! From their perspective I was loosing it! And I was.. I was in total zombie "Must work on Unification" mode! So book 1 got me kicked out and back home I went...Although I did not care I had unification and that "All" that mattered!


 Fast forward to book 2.. I'm now in a mental institution under suicide "crazy" watch.. Which sux because that mean your not allowed to have a pencil for they think your going to stab yourself or other with it! So I stole a pencil and continued to write while no one was looking. I begged to God please get me out of here! I will never tell I will do anything to get out of here! So like a jail house after a couple days and tons of sedatives I got to see a therapist. And he asked me once again, Carlos is magic real? Of course I said no last time I said yes they gave me more drugs. So I said no, not magic is not real. Carlos is Wizardry real? No wizardry is not real! Ok good your making progress.. Can I go home now? Soon! Fuck... I bowed to kill that fuck and my mother day in and day out! Im not going to kill my mom, im way more reasonable now, but that mother fucker is def going to die!


I finally get let out and I bowed never to face that again so Wizardry now became a secret! And maybe that was part of the lesson of that stage of my life! Yet I made one more fuck up after that. See throughout high-school I had a best friend who I rather not named. For reason I will tell you about shortly! We were really into magic well him more then me I was way more into physics and science but wanted to learn sorcery for the sake of understanding the universe and help me with my physics exploration of the universe. We were teenage sorcerers, :"D


He taught me tons of shit and loaned me tons of books... But thinks changed once book 2 was born, I figured I can confined in him and tell him I was a wizard and show him what I was working on! I showed him everything! By this point I already knew I was on the path to Demi! And total control of the world with magic. You want to kill people he asked me in horror. Look I can explain, truth was I couldn't the book was making write "All" these "evil" things. "All" I could muster out was" I can do that though" Then he say the pages marked with Satan Antichrist basically the shadow part of the book. As the book was split with Angels of light and Angels of death writing. At this point he knew! And in terror told me never to talk to him again. I was pissed wtf I need your help, if you don't help me I will kill. Came out of my mouth. And our 4 year friendship ended with that one sentence!




Next thing I know cops showed up at my house, with a restraining order, and a court day! I was 21 never been in trouble with the law wtf is this? Yes it was him, that mother fucker put a restraining order. Well at lease he knew I wasn't fucking around. Although my mom was now convinced I was crazy considering I had just came out from the kookie for cocoa puff house :"D


What ever your doing stop it snap out of it your going to get locked up saying what your saying! Mind you this "All" form book 2.. So the court day arrives and the judge ask us what the beef was.. My Ex fucking friend tells the judge " Your honor he wants to rule the world with magic and is going to make us "All" our slaves!" At this point I knew I had this! Your honor he is into dark black magic and believes that A) magic is real and B) that im some kind of demon. Clearly he is delusional! He interrupts! Then why did you threaten my life? I responded with "I wanted to see how far your delusions went" Carlos did you threaten his life? Yes your honor I told him I was going to use magic to kill him! Carlos magic or no magic you cant say that to people! Your honor I completely realize now that I made a mistake feeding his magical delusions! The whole time starring at the mother fucker thinking "Your dead bitch and you know it" The judge then decides in his favor and simply slaps with a restraining order.. "I laughed my ass off" That's it! Fine whatever no more showing people this book. But the problems did not end there my mother forced me to see a therapist for a year! After that event. So now In my more "mature" state I have the perfect punishment for that bitch! He is going to spend the rest of his life in an institution telling people about my magic! And every time something happens I will send word that it was me to him so he never forgets how the world is now my bitch! The irony my dear friend is that you were not wrong, you were supposed to be an illuminati, and fucked that up!


By this point I realized wow the book of Thoth truly is cursed. That book is too damn problematic so I hid not just my identity but the book as I had now threaten the lives of "All" of my friends! No one wanted to talk to the crazy magic guy! :(


So I moved states and began to work in secret. Once most of the book was "downloaded" I was now allowed to return to having a normal life. I just had to sit there is study and understand what I was written. Basically I was / am a scribe. I did not discover anything im just God's apprentice / writer / scribe! My job was not to write unification at "All" my job was to understand what it was! Wtf is this God? Keep writing bitch,.wtf is this God, keep writing bitch, wtf is this keep writing... Then it was omg what in the world... WOW! congrats you have been chosen. Are you serious? Mind you im still 21 and full blown planning my demi life! I want this that ohh and that bitch is dead, her that one and that one ohhh and him I also want this and that. I was godly minded already. Lets get this done by 24 I thought work my ass off and chill for life! Of course the more I worked on the book the more I realize omg physics science philosophy theology etc.. It's "All' fucked up! God laughed then told me to kiss 24 goodbye!


That was the turning point in my mind (23) Im going to kill the humans for being retarded! And forcing me to start from scratch! Im going to publicly execute your intellectuals! OmfG how did you get it "All" wrong?Then back to work I went for several more years only in extreme anger! (those bitches will pay for keeping me a mortal longer then I desired) Life resumed and Book was now directing the creation of my room study, and exploration into all sorts of esoteric knowledge sacred geometry crop circles "everything". Im about 25 now and living a semi normal hidden life. I had a girl friend at the time finally got one to understand wizardry. In its basic form for their was no getting around the book study the alters the models the paintings on the wall the explosion of my mind into my house. My entire house was my canvas so yeah their was no hiding it! Then something strange happened! BOOK 3 was born


Book 3 is the white book.. The one that I used to call the sages with. When I was downloading book 2 I called it the book of creation, but when I began to download book 3 it was called the book of Thoth. For I rebuild "All" of hermeticism in that book. And as I did that my relationship was torn apart as once again I became possessed by a new book and life returned to nonstop writing. My girlfriend said something that to this day creeps me the fuck out! She came to my study and told me " If I find out your the Antichrist I'm leaving you" What do you say to that? Bitch I'm god chill the fuck out? I'm just a really powerful wizard just bare with me please! Only for weeks later her come to me in tears. It's over you care about that book more then me? And as she wept I grabbed my solar research notebook and told her I want to show you something I figured out! She wept so hard and left. That was nail in the coffin the the only girl I ever dated for more then 3 months.


Book 3 came with its one set of destruction as the only girl I ever loved slowly stopped loving me as I downloaded more and more of "unification"


Side note: I'm 29 I have only had one girlfriend that I have dated for more then 3 months! Every single girl I have ever dated on the 3 month breaks up with "All" of the last one too but we got back together only to date for 3 years and then collapsed! I'm telling you these books are cursed! You are not meant to get this far! It's weird the 3 3 pattern. Last time I had a girlfriend was 3 years ago. I just gave up and started the third and final stage my alchemical transformation! 33 degree 1337 but with a prize! No love and tons of bullshit! This books are def cursed!


Now that the apprentice is now the master! The Magus has arrived! I can tell you exactly why it's we are Thrice Great! We are driven by one and only desire! The holy Trinity! The Grail must be found! At "All" cost! To find the Grail, to bring back the trinity is to bring back god! The magi seek to herald in the birth of god! Nothing else matters, more then defying oneself is bring back "Truth" and only "Truth" to this world!






Alchemy: Is the inner temple (mind body intelligence consciousness and soul) = The Avatar = The Microcosm
Astrology: Is the embodiment of God (universe particles cosmology astronomy) = God= The Macrocosm
Theurgy: Is the process by which one links the Microcosm and the Macrocosm into One = Unification






So now with the title of Thrice Great. It is "All" so clear to me. Only a man with the philosopher stone can he see the learn the wisdom to obtain the Grail and it true meaning. And In obtaining the Grail that man is now our king. For he is the embodiment of "All" the Grail represents "unity" with microcosm mind of man with Macrocosm mind of God! A philosopher a priest and a king "All" in one Thrice Great! Welcome to the return of unification my life's work.  A body of teachings that extend beyond philosophy beyond theology and beyond physics a story of what it means to aspire for the only thing that truly matters in this world one's one relationship with the mind of God.  So while my teachings are still in it's infancy I hope that telling you about my life helps to bring you closer to God, for there is no goal greater in this life then to be One with the divine! Enjoy and God bless you!



Hermes Trismegistus: Thrice Great


The origin of the description Trismegistus or "thrice great" is unclear. Copenhaver reports that this name is first found in the minutes of a meeting of the council of the Ibis cult, held in 172 BCE near Memphis in Egypt.[8]Athenagora by Philo of Byblos circa 64–141 CE[9]. Another explanation is that the name is derived from an epithet of Thoth found at the Temple of Esna, "Thoth the great, the great, the great."[10] The date of his sojourn in Egypt in his last incarnation is not now known, but it has been fixed at the early days of the oldest dynasties of Egypt, long before the days of Moses. Some authorities regard him as a contemporary of Abraham, and some Jewish traditions go so far as to claim that Abraham acquired a portion of his mystical knowledge from Hermes himself (Kybalion). Fowden however asserts that the earliest occurrence of the name was in the


Many Christian writers, including Lactantius, Augustine, Giordano Bruno, Marsilio Ficino, Campanella and Giovanni Pico della Mirandola considered Hermes Trismegistus to be a wise pagan prophet who foresaw the coming of Christianity[11]. They believed in a 'Prisca Theologia', the doctrine that a single, true theology exists, which threads through all religions, and which was given by God to man in antiquity[12][13] and passed through a series of prophets, which included Zoroaster and Plato. In order to demonstrate the verity of the 'prisca theologia' Christians appropriated the Hermetic teachings for their own purposes. By this account Hermes Trismegistus was either, according to the fathers of the Christian church, a contemporary of Moses[14] or the third in a line of men named Hermes, i.e. Enoch, Noah and the Egyptian priest king who is known to us as Hermes Trismegistus,[15] or "thrice great" on account of being the greatest priest, philosopher and king.[16][17]


This last account of how Hermes Trismegistus received the appellation "Trismegistus," meaning "Thrice Great," is derived from statements in the The Emerald Tablet of Hermes Trismegistus, that he knows the three parts of the wisdom of the whole universe.[18] The three parts of the wisdom are alchemy, astrology, and theurgy. The pymander, from which Marsilio Ficino formed his opinion, states that "they called him Trismegistus because he was the greatest philosopher and the greatest priest and the greatest king."[19]
Another explanation, in the Suda (10th century), is that "He was called Trismegistus on account of his praise of the trinity, saying there is one divine nature in the trinity."[20]


 
Still Editing (live) Raw!


As with the term Christ, Trice Great is also a title not a name, of-course Im learning "All" of this (live) as I download more of the {source code}

Let's begin with the picture on the right, a knight reaching out towards the grail also notice that he lays down his sword before He approaches it! As mentioned this was/is the sword in the stone the guardian placed to keep us from the tree of life and our own immortal salvation. And even in my egotistical stomping ground that this blog has turned into, every once in a while a break down into tears! For even with my celestial guide by my side I never thought this day would come! The Grail the Trinity the Stone has been found, the source code of creation , unified field theory, unification, the unspoken name of God. Is mine. Yet even in those dark and lonely nights, even thought not much has changed I never stopped believing it was always mine! From my 21st birthday on they grail was always mine. Me and God planned away at this day. That day was not only my birthday but the day God came to me and told me to prep the manger! So I created a bed of roses and a miniature manger like those you place under your Christmas trees and placed my notebook on top of it. Then a beam of light literally came in through the window and landed on the notebook. I instantly began to cry for deep down in my heart I knew I had it! This notebook being one of several dozen I kept throughout high school was special. I still have some of the old one locked away in my moms shed but this one has never left my sight since that day! For immediately after the beam of light hit it I wrote the following.


  • Unification=god
  • One with the universe
  • Help mass ascension
  • Seek knowledge for life
theurgy!




BOOK 2 : The Book of Thoth


This book was demonic in nature not for evil or anything silly like that as in "I own you" and you can not think about anything else till im done! I was forced to train my mind for hours on end with no sleep or food. Interestingly enough this is kinda like what {key} is like I own you and you will write till your mind is ready! It was / is madness I wrote thousand of pages in an out of the book the book itself would talk to me God would talk to me angels would talk to me {Particleion} form the future would talk to me! I wrote wrote and wrote till my mother had me put in a mental institution as being schizophrenic. So I show up to a therapist with my book in my hand telling them Im a wizard! This is what God wants me to do! He wants me to write this book? What for? To bring about the birth of god! Yeah as expected I did not go home that day :"D




Lets back up for a second I forgot to explain how BOOK 1 landed me back at home living with my mother. See at the time I was living with my befriend and her boyfriend. Her boyfriend was a dick even though we both computer nerds. She was into magic so we got along great he was a calculus nerd and would never touch the stuff. So once BOOK one was born. it turned into nonstop writing and the creation of pentagrams and "All" sorts of magical stuff in the room. Of course I told her that I just gave birth to god. But behind closed doors I heard him yelling at her! "I don't want a demon worshiper living in this house" So after spending 3 days locked away in the room with no food as even eating was not important they came into the room and dragged me out telling me. You need to rest and stop! Of course by the time they came into the room, the entire room was filled with writing as I turned the walls into a giant whiteboard with taped up paper! From their perspective I was loosing it! And I was.. I was in total zombie "Must work on Unification" mode! So book 1 got me kicked out and back home I went...Although I did not care I had unification and that "All" that mattered!


 Fast forward to book 2.. I'm now in a mental institution under suicide "crazy" watch.. Which sux because that mean your not allowed to have a pencil for they think your going to stab yourself or other with it! So I stole a pencil and continued to write while no one was looking. I begged to God please get me out of here! I will never tell I will do anything to get out of here! So like a jail house after a couple days and tons of sedatives I got to see a therapist. And he asked me once again, Carlos is magic real? Of course I said no last time I said yes they gave me more drugs. So I said no, not magic is not real. Carlos is Wizardry real? No wizardry is not real! Ok good your making progress.. Can I go home now? Soon! Fuck... I bowed to kill that fuck and my mother day in and day out! Im not going to kill my mom, im way more reasonable now, but that mother fucker is def going to die!


I finally get let out and I bowed never to face that again so Wizardry now became a secret! And maybe that was part of the lesson of that stage of my life! Yet I made one more fuck up after that. See throughout high-school I had a best friend who I rather not named. For reason I will tell you about shortly! We were really into magic well him more then me I was way more into physics and science but wanted to learn sorcery for the sake of understanding the universe and help me with my physics exploration of the universe. We were teenage sorcerers, :"D


He taught me tons of shit and loaned me tons of books... But thinks changed once book 2 was born, I figured I can confined in him and tell him I was a wizard and show him what I was working on! I showed him everything! By this point I already knew I was on the path to Demi! And total control of the world with magic. You want to kill people he asked me in horror. Look I can explain, truth was I couldn't the book was making write "All" these "evil" things. "All" I could muster out was" I can do that though" Then he say the pages marked with Satan Antichrist basically the shadow part of the book. As the book was split with Angels of light and Angels of death writing. At this point he knew! And in terror told me never to talk to him again. I was pissed wtf I need your help, if you don't help me I will kill. Came out of my mouth. And our 4 year friendship ended with that one sentence!




Next thing I know cops showed up at my house, with a restraining order, and a court day! I was 21 never been in trouble with the law wtf is this? Yes it was him, that mother fucker put a restraining order. Well at lease he knew I wasn't fucking around. Although my mom was now convinced I was crazy considering I had just came out from the kookie for cocoa puff house :"D


What ever your doing stop it snap out of it your going to get locked up saying what your saying! Mind you this "All" form book 2.. So the court day arrives and the judge ask us what the beef was.. My Ex fucking friend tells the judge " Your honor he wants to rule the world with magic and is going to make us "All" our slaves!" At this point I knew I had this! Your honor he is into dark black magic and believes that A) magic is real and B) that im some kind of demon. Clearly he is delusional! He interrupts! Then why did you threaten my life? I responded with "I wanted to see how far your delusions went" Carlos did you threaten his life? Yes your honor I told him I was going to use magic to kill him! Carlos magic or no magic you cant say that to people! Your honor I completely realize now that I made a mistake feeding his magical delusions! The whole time starring at the mother fucker thinking "Your dead bitch and you know it" The judge then decides in his favor and simply slaps with a restraining order.. "I laughed my ass off" That's it! Fine whatever no more showing people this book. But the problems did not end there my mother forced me to see a therapist for a year! After that event. So now In my more "mature" state I have the perfect punishment for that bitch! He is going to spend the rest of his life in an institution telling people about my magic! And every time something happens I will send word that it was me to him so he never forgets how the world is now my bitch! The irony my dear friend is that you were not wrong, you were supposed to be an illuminati, and fucked that up!


By this point I realized wow the book of Thoth truly is cursed. That book is too damn problematic so I hid not just my identity but the book as I had now threaten the lives of "All" of my friends! No one wanted to talk to the crazy magic guy! :(


So I moved states and began to work in secret. Once most of the book was "downloaded" I was now allowed to return to having a normal life. I just had to sit there is study and understand what I was written. Basically I was / am a scribe. I did not discover anything im just God's apprentice / writer / scribe! My job was not to write unification at "All" my job was to understand what it was! Wtf is this God? Keep writing bitch,.wtf is this God, keep writing bitch, wtf is this keep writing... Then it was omg what in the world... WOW! congrats you have been chosen. Are you serious? Mind you im still 21 and full blown planning my demi life! I want this that ohh and that bitch is dead, her that one and that one ohhh and him I also want this and that. I was godly minded already. Lets get this done by 24 I thought work my ass off and chill for life! Of course the more I worked on the book the more I realize omg physics science philosophy theology etc.. It's "All' fucked up! God laughed then told me to kiss 24 goodbye!


That was the turning point in my mind (23) Im going to kill the humans for being retarded! And forcing me to start from scratch! Im going to publicly execute your intellectuals! OmfG how did you get it "All" wrong?Then back to work I went for several more years only in extreme anger! (those bitches will pay for keeping me a mortal longer then I desired) Life resumed and Book was now directing the creation of my room study, and exploration into all sorts of esoteric knowledge sacred geometry crop circles "everything". Im about 25 now and living a semi normal hidden life. I had a girl friend at the time finally got one to understand wizardry. In its basic form for their was no getting around the book study the alters the models the paintings on the wall the explosion of my mind into my house. My entire house was my canvas so yeah their was no hiding it! Then something strange happened! BOOK 3 was born


Book 3 is the white book.. The one that I used to call the sages with. When I was downloading book 2 I called it the book of creation, but when I began to download book 3 it was called the book of Thoth. For I rebuild "All" of hermeticism in that book. And as I did that my relationship was torn apart as once again I became possessed by a new book and life returned to nonstop writing. My girlfriend said something that to this day creeps me the fuck out! She came to my study and told me " If I find out your the Antichrist I'm leaving you" What do you say to that? Bitch I'm god chill the fuck out? I'm just a really powerful wizard just bare with me please! Only for weeks later her come to me in tears. It's over you care about that book more then me? And as she wept I grabbed my solar research notebook and told her I want to show you something I figured out! She wept so hard and left. That was nail in the coffin the the only girl I ever dated for more then 3 months.


Book 3 came with its one set of destruction as the only girl I ever loved slowly stopped loving me as I downloaded more and more of "unification"


Side note: I'm 29 I have only had one girlfriend that I have dated for more then 3 months! Every single girl I have ever dated on the 3 month breaks up with "All" of the last one too but we got back together only to date for 3 years and then collapsed! I'm telling you these books are cursed! You are not meant to get this far! It's weird the 3 3 pattern. Last time I had a girlfriend was 3 years ago. I just gave up and started the third and final stage my alchemical transformation! 33 degree 1337 but with a prize! No love and tons of bullshit! This books are def cursed!


Now that the apprentice is now the master! The Magus has arrived! I can tell you exactly why it's we are Thrice Great! We are driven by one and only desire! The holy Trinity! The Grail must be found! At "All" cost! To find the Grail, to bring back the trinity is to bring back god! The magi seek to herald in the birth of god! Nothing else matters, more then defying oneself is bring back "Truth" and only "Truth" to this world!






Alchemy: Is the inner temple (mind body intelligence consciousness and soul) = The Avatar = The Microcosm
Astrology: Is the embodiment of God (universe particles cosmology astronomy) = God= The Macrocosm
Theurgy: Is the process by which one links the Microcosm and the Macrocosm into One = Unification






So now with the title of Thrice Great. It is "All" so clear to me. Only a man with the philosopher stone can he see the learn the wisdom to obtain the Grail and it true meaning. And In obtaining the Grail that man is now our king. For he is the embodiment of "All" the Grail represents "unity" with microcosm mind of man with Macrocosm mind of God! A philosopher a priest and a king "All" in one Thrice Great! Welcome to the return of unification my life's work.  A body of teachings that extend beyond philosophy beyond theology and beyond physics a story of what it means to aspire for the only thing that truly matters in this world one's one relationship with the mind of God.  So while my teachings are still in it's infancy I hope that telling you about my life helps to bring you closer to God, for there is no goal greater in this life then to be One with the divine! Enjoy and God bless you!



My Riddles

Dear Antz Particleion Is Hacking your Universe (live)

I will give your universe/Mind back to you if you answer my riddles.

Call your answers in!

(305) 735-9490

A) Is your universe real?

B) Are you real?

C) Who currently has {source}?

D) What is {Root}?

When you got the answer email it to

Key.universe@gmail.com

and I will give you back your universe assuming your right ;-)

Rules subject to change but will be posted.

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! It will be Billions of years till I let you just have it... Till then I urge you try to get your key back.