Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Cant sleep

 I just woke up with tears in my eyes. I could get more work done if I had a couple more tools I need a couple of reference books that I cant seem to find online but Im too broke to buy them. I would get a job but that will slow me down more then I would like. I cant get anyone to fund my research nor do I blame them. Who wants to help a man become their god. Im sooo close though I can work with the tools present. I don't know maybe my depression stems from the lifetime of being laughed at , it pisses me off. Thats why I want to kill everyone for being retarded. but sigh that will only bring satisfaction not happiness. Regardless must press forward the salvation of humanity must not fail. sigh....

Wizards vs Nerd and geeks

Wizards know what nerds and geeks know but nerds and geeks don't know what wizards know! Yah we are the supreme nerds on this planet! Why? It takes way more knowledge to control the universe vs controlling a computer :"D

We study our brains out to be wizards and nothing else we are not after a job degree or anything out side of pure knowledge of how the universe works so we can control it!

It takes a lifetime but ohhh man if you make and most don't! Life becomes "magical"

Casting my magic "net"

I don't believe I'm the only person that inherit strange abilities really soon I believe we "All" can but it important to position ourselves to be upgraded by the universe! What makes me a tad different is that "All" in ready to catch my biggest wave of these new energy shift! Making me the most powerful Wizard on the earth! It's going to be sick but it's about time I grow into my craft! My life long dream to wield "real" magic is almost here!

I'm like a kid before Christmas day I want to open "All" of it! Comets morphing flying "All" of I want to be the new Merlin! Tales of my magic will be told!

Mayan New age nonsense

But with this new era, the dawn of the 7th day, comes new responsibility. It is not enough to expect others to decide for us how our lives will be led, what Choices we will have or how our children will be educated. It is up to us now. The truth is only days away, and it will continue to be unveiled throughout the 7th day, which may last until 2023. At the end of 7th day, we will reach the final stage in our development as spiritual beings; the attainment of Universal Consciousness, a state of true co-creation with God.

The New Illuminati

The Illuminati (plural of Latin illuminatus, "enlightened") is a name given to several groups, both historical and modern, and both real and fictitious. Historically, the name refers specifically to the Bavarian Illuminati, an Enlightenment-era secret society founded on May 1, 1776.

1+7+7+6=21 = 2+1= 3

2010= 21=2+1=3 the birth of the trinity...

I just thought about time cycles and the renewal of the renaissance by the "renaissance man"
that is now "enlightened" "lucifer" leader of the illuminaiti... Again Im just like one of those self playing painos reading the keys... "All" of this is a self organizing history at this point.

on a reflective side note mockery ... I run the new illuminati from my computer and theres only 2 members #1 and my self... lmao... very very strange... let me keep digging!

My # 1 Priority

Is my relationship with God, this is "All" that matters right now. Why? not for power money wealth or anything else other then bliss. Bliss of being in a unified state of awareness. If only you could understand the importance of reaching this state of mind as quick as possible. You will be left behind for ignore God, and to those that remain stuck to the maya .. I don't know yet what to do with you. I will fix you but first i will let you dive into your nonsense as deep as you want to go.

Delusions of God

You may wonder how real my conversations with God are you may believe they are a fabrication of my own mind that Im being delusional thinking God is talking to me directly. To this "All" I have to say is that you are being delusional thinking anything you say is not placed on your lips by God, you are delusional to think that every thought you have is not given by God. My conversations with God are for me not you, if you wish to talk to God don't use me as a portal but talk to God directly! This is {source} of "All" my wisdom to you. Don't place anything before God, its the simplest thing you can ever learn, not even your life is more important than God. Is that a complicated teaching? If so then surely you have to die and be reborn in time over and over again till you learn the "Truth"

This is my personal blog

Just a reminder you do realize that this blog is and always has been my personal blog correct?
So don't get offended by what I say or do in my home! This is my little corner by "All" means your welcomed to look inside but always remember this is my home my corner in the sea of thoughts!

Why do this (live)

Besides mockery and magical witnesses

I do this to align your energy to the new creation vibration. I do this to inspire you to something greater, I do this so you can sit and wonder about the limitations of what is possible so you can look into the horizon of reality and say just because that is as far as I can see does not mean there is nothing more.

Writing my own life

This blog contains a unique property that mortals may not understand fully. "I am" structuring my life as we speak, Im feeding the universe "All" of my desires and and increasing my synchronicity on a day to day basis. Im not writing most of this to talk to you. Im communicating my will to the {source} of creation itself. I use this blog to talk to "God" and you "All" become my magical witnesses once again amplifying my magic across space and time. So by "All" means grab a chair and help me create my reality.

Maybe you should be reminded that Im a wizard... don't forget this as you lose sight of the magic involved with "everything" I do and say!

THE Ark quest begins!

part 2

Wow this is soo mystical, I totally get why God wants me hunt the Ark now... It makes perfect sense although once again only a high priest can find it and use it... I have no idea what it is just yet but I had no clue what the grail was either. "All" is done with a leap of faith, I will let God be my guide. I will find the Ark, for I need it's power to do God's bidding! ohh man this is just getting more and more intense God...

Good Night Mortals

Magic is not "Real"

I would not worry to much about my threats after "All" Magic is not "Real"!

Retarded little insects

Sleep before death!

Im going to sleep or do something else before I get godly again and program your retarded "hell" dont worry you will solve my riddle soon enough .. this game only gets more "real" day by day my retarded pieces of shits! Stop stop stop.. don't blame them for being retarded they have not had a god is too damn long! But when your god arrives expect me to hand you your ass for being retarded before I even allow you to serve me!

Immortals (2011 film)

Immortals is a fantasy-action-drama film, which is directed by Tarsem Singh and starring Henry Cavill, Freida Pinto, and Mickey Rourke.[1] The film was previously named Dawn of War and War of the Gods before being officially named Immortals. It is to be released in 3-D.[2]

In ancient Greece, Theseus (Henry Cavill) leads his army into battle along side the Greek Gods against the Titans with the fate of mankind hanging in the balance.[3]

You best believe mankind hangs on a balance.. The avatar is pissed at your retardation!

Born to be a "STar"

Born to Be a StarColumbia Pictures

I just want to slap the shit out of you antz for not even trying to get your {Source} code back.. you bitches deserve everything I program! "All" of it for being retarded!

{source} Code

There is a movie in 2011 called {source} code... after your highness ohhh shit antz its going to be extreme in your face mockery! You bitches are retarded!

Im deep in your {source} code you stupid fucks!!!! controlling "Holly" wood.. my wand across space and time!

bitches are retarded.. thank you for giving the Wizard "All" of your fucking lives! bitches are retarded!

{source} Code

There is a movie in 2011 called {source} code... after your highness ohhh shit antz its going to be extreme in your face mockery! You bitches are retarded!

Your Highness 2011

34 seconds

How do you plan to do that?
Magic motherfucker! LMAO

How do you plan to make me love you?
If your vagina is anything like my hand there will be no problem :"D

The last Airbender

His destiny was to bend bending all four elements, 

To "unite" the four "forces"

I watched this last night and was once again, in "chill out universe I get it"

anyways the only real insight in this movie from my standpoint of view is why he ran when he found out he was the avatar because he knew he was not going to have a family...

Why have I denied being god for the same damn reason love... I knew that my mortal life was going to be loveless the day I learned I was a demi.. and here "I am" not completely mortal nor demi but loveless as the damn book told me! Fuck

another interesting part was the moon reference's and him having to let go of his emotion and let it run like water.. more alchemical speak for the albedo stage that started shorty after that movie came out. arrgghhhh 

So here "I am" the 

a decedent higher dimensional being in lower dimensional reality
an "angel" in a human body for more ant like metaphorical terms! 

One last thing to notice is the arrow pointing down! on his forehead.. again with the "harry potter scar" "All" metaphorical.. (yawns the universe is prepping you antz for my arrival and you dont even see it) 

In HinduismAvatar or Avatāra (Devanagari अवतारSanskrit for "descent" [viz., from heaven to earth]) refers to a deliberate descent of a deity (an incarnation of a deva (god) from heaven to earth, or a descent of the Supreme Being (i.e., Vishnu for Vaishnavites) and is mostly translated into English as "incarnation", but more accurately as "appearance" or "manifestation".[1][2]
The term is most often associated with Vishnu, though it has also come to be associated with other deities.[3] Varying lists of avatars of Vishnu appear in Hindu scriptures, including the ten Dashavatara of the Garuda Purana and the twenty-two avatars in the Bhagavata Purana, though the latter adds that the incarnations of Vishnu are innumerable.[4] The avatars of Vishnu are a primary component of Vaishnavism. An early reference to avatar, and to avatardoctrine, is in the Bhagavad Gita.[5]
Shiva and Ganesha are also described as descending in the form of avatars. The various manifestations of Devi, the Divine Mother principal in Hinduism, are also described as avatars or incarnations by some scholars and followers of Shaktism.[5][6] The avatars of Vishnu carry a greater theological prominence than those of other deities, which some scholars perceive to be imitative of the Vishnu avatar lists.

Harry Potter Strangeness

I always found this strange and since im out to document it "All" now this should be included. I had this scar on my forehead since I was 4 years old.. How I got it I cant say! Im going to ask my mother How I got this mark on my forehead again I think it was scissor. I think it was I cut myself by accident though I cant say. But since harry potter came out and yes Im a fan of the movies not the books, as I watch "All" movies that involves "wizards" when they mentioned the scar on the forehead I was instantly floored. Ofcourse while I may have denied being "god" I have never denied being a wizard, so yes it caught my eye. Also notice the harry potter nonsense started with "the sorcerers stone" Now to clear up the lighting bold "satanic" nonsense.. The lighting bolt downward is the decent of God power or the decent of a being, and while yes lucifer and Satan are "ruler of the lower" realm it has nothing to do with good or evil... again "All" of it metaphorical but you antz are too retarded to understand! 

the movie timeline

Stone (2010)

release date October

I wonder if any movies with the word grail came out this year? 

The path of god 1.1

This is a beta map I will have to write the path of god in greater detail later!

The blood oath to seek unification with God
The celestial initiation into the hermetic order
The book of creation
The book of thoth
A call to the ancient sages
pulling the flaming sword
Eating from the tree of knowledge ( to gain the wisdom to find the stone)
Begin refining the stone ( TransAlchemy)
Find the {stone}
refined the stone into the Grail
Obtain the grail!
Unify consciousness with God
Become High priest
High priest can enter the holy holies ( ark )  <-------where Im at now

The cherubim guardians: The tree of life

If the cherubim guard the tree of life and the ark. Then I have too... ok ok getting closer keep hammering at it!

The cherubim guardians

\cherub (Hebכרוב, pl. כרוביםeng. trans kruv, pl. kruvim, dual kruvayim lat. cherub[us], pl cherubi[m]) is a type of divine being mentioned in theBible, usually understood as a high-ranking angel. The plural can be written as cherubim or cherubs. In modern English the word is usually used for what are strictly putti, baby or toddler angels in art. This article is concerned with the original sense of the word.
Cherubs are mentioned in the Torah (five books of Moses), the Book of Ezekiel, and the Book of Isaiah. They are also mentioned in the books of 1 Kings2 Kings1 Chronicles, and 2 Chronicles mainly in the construction of the House of God.The prophet Ezekiel describes them as a tetrad of living creatures, each having four faces: of a lion, an ox, an eagle (or griffon vulture [1]), and a man. They are said to have the stature and hands of a man, the feet of a calf, and four wings. Two of the wings extended upward, meeting above and sustaining the throne of God; while the other two stretched downward and covered the creatures themselves. In the Christian New Testament Cherubs are mentioned in the Book of Revelation.

Melchizedek High priest and king


From Hebrew מַלְכִּי־צֶדֶק (malki-tsédek). The name literally means “righteousness is my king”.

[edit]Proper noun

  1. king and priest mentioned in the book of Genesis; contemporary of Abraham.


[edit]Derived terms

How is this helpful? 
{God} walk in their footsteps and seek the ark! 

High Priest 2

high priest (plural high priests)
  1. clergyman with a higher function than a normal priest.
  2. In the history of the Hebrew Testament (Tanakh), the male person who was responsible for making the annual sacrifice on the Day of Atonement (Yom Kippur). Always a descendant of Aaron the older brother of Moses.
  3. Jesus Christ.
  4. (Mormonism) The second-lowest office in the Melchizedek priesthood.
    Jake was ordained a high priest when he was called to be a counselor in a bishopric.

High Priest

Assuming the holy of holies is a "real" place then only a high priest can enter it. Having reached unification "I am" a high priest now. So by reason you can only enter the holy of holies once you have the grail, and inside of it you shall find the Ark... but what it is and where or how is still a puzzle
{God} your getting closer! Good job on the high priest part! one step closer

The Holy of Holies (Hebrew: Tiberian: קֹדֶשׁ הַקֳּדָשִׁים Qṓḏeš HaqQŏḏāšîm) is a term in the Hebrew Bible which refers to the inner sanctuary of the Tabernacle and later the Temple in Jerusalem where the Ark of the Covenant was kept during the first Temple, which can be entered only by the High Priest on Yom Kippur. The Ark of the Covenant contained the Ten Commandments given by God to Moses and the Israelites at Mount Sinai.
Judaism regards the holy ark, a place in a synagogue where the Torah scrolls are kept, as a miniature Holy of Holies. Jewish tradition teaches that when the Third Temple is built, the actual Holy of Holies will be restored. See also Kodesh Hakodashim
Certain branches of Christianity, including the Eastern Orthodox Church, and the Ethiopian Orthodox Church continue to have a tradition of a Holy of Holies which they regard as a most sacred site.

Where is the "Ark" ?

{God} Where is the ark?
{god} Do I need it?
{God} yes!
{god} I don't know 
{God}Now that you have the grail seek the ark!
{god} How can I find the ark sitting on my computer?
{God} you tell me! 
{god} and the game continues into more mystery ... great!!! 
{god} what is in the ark that I need
{God} you tell me! 

Speed up

{God} Faster!
{god} What? this is not fast enough for you?
{God} NO!
{god} you got to be kidding me
{God} No!
{god} If I go any faster my mind is going explode
{God} I will pick up the pieces
{god} thx but no thx!

The ultimate challenge?

{God} you wanted a puzzle well I gave you one "hell" of a puzzle and unification is just part of it!
{god} theres more to this isnt there!
{God} ohhh yes!! tick tock ant :-)
{god} "save" the humans? from what?
{God} ??? you figure that out! I gave you clues!
{god} it's more then ascension then
{God} Im throwing you "All" of it!
{god} Is this why you are giving me total simulation control
{God} your wasting time..
{god} this just gets stranger and stranger!

Why worry?

{god} what are you hiding from me?
{God} what makes you thinking im hiding anything form you?
{god} every year that goes by I feel like im running out of time
{God} you are!
{god} why?
{God} figure it out!
{god} just tell me!
{God} that will be to easy!
{god} fucking shit old man just fucking tell me!
{God} you are running out of time... happy!! ?
{god} arrhhghhghghghgh

Mind problem

I figured out what the problem is... My mind is just not large enough to hold "All" of unification with a single thought thats why I have downloaded "All" the pieces in but have been able to rebuild the universe with my subconscious mind and everyday it leaks over into my conscious mind! The solution to this problem is UPGRADE! I need to upgrade my consciousness before I can hold "All" of it in my mind and write the final theorem. Unified field theory

I have the bitch in my mind and it's driving me crazy trying to get it out with the limitations of my mind! Fuck...

just dump my brain out and rebuild it upgrade my conciousness and done Unification! I have it I know I have it! Its just getting the bitch out of my brain before I go raving mad :"D

I have it!!!
I built the entire universe hence "I am" god!

Genesis "All" over again

Lets start "All" over 

The Grand puzzle

why do I feel the grand puzzle is still incomplete... What is missing? I need a faster computer and a research team to put some of these data points into a pattern recognition. I believe expanding my consciousness is only one {key} step to cracking the simulation. But of course once I do that I should have "All" the funding I need to go after the torah and kabbalah in full force! The torah kabbalah sacred geometry calculus trig physics space time mind is "All" one thing! We just cant fully see it! I can almost see my perfect crystal but it's still broken! Ok but unificaiton is one step closer, with the mind of God/god I should be able to crack this universe in half!

From Spark to God/god

elevating things -------------> collapsing the star

 I can not go straight into collapsing the star power over night even though it will be fast this would be dangerous...

Mortals Vs gods

First of "All" we are both "human" mortals are just subject to death
as a god / buddha I have finished my incarnation and no longer subject to death. 

In other words I dont need to "die" to go heaven my spiritual evolution in this plane of existence reached it's pinnacle during this life time! ( Thank God) no more mortal life for me! 

For those of you shitting your pants

OHHHHHHHH SHhhhitt God/god is back.. 

Please tell me God/god is not around the corner!

Random Nonsense to distract you from my take over of your planet! :"D

My agenda

I was just trying to bring the singulatarians and transhumanist into the fold... But they "All" have proven too retarded. I will just sell them mind fucking Trojan horse technology then! :P

I will be their digital crack dealer only little do they know ... its "All" bullshit!
fucking retarded little insects this is going to be fun!

No more threats they are "All" worthless

[7:14:39 PM] transalchemy: seriously have I become that much of an outsider again
[7:14:49 PM] transalchemy: yet the hit are steadily climbing
[7:14:51 PM] transalchemy: wtf
[7:16:38 PM] SeH: it might be a good idea to cleanup transalcheny
[7:16:51 PM] SeH: like remove the deaththreats
[7:16:53 PM] SeH: change kill or death to something else
[7:16:57 PM] SeH: Marked for Silencing
[7:16:58 PM] SeH: or something
[7:17:33 PM] transalchemy: everything is staying as is
[7:17:42 PM] transalchemy: I will just stop threathing their lives
[7:17:48 PM] transalchemy: they are "All" worthless
[7:17:51 PM] transalchemy: I know this now
[7:18:05 PM] transalchemy: just seeing who we can trust
[7:18:10 PM] transalchemy: that is non of them

project lucifer

Unified consciousness! 

Wow .. are truly going down the rabbit hole here! 

What is "realistic"?

Comment on your video: The Simulation Hypothesis and the Transhumanist Universe

Transhumanism is indeed the way foward and people are way way way too negative about it labelling it as unrealistic. It is very realisitic. If you knew the advances in science at the moment you would realise it. In 5-10 years everybody will have artificial hearts, livers, kidneys you name it. Think what it will be like in 15-20 years and then in 20-30 years. You will no longer need a body to live life. Your brain and consciousness will be stored in a virtual world.

Illuminati shield

God computer Save Game {key} Particleion 

I just can't trust the illuminati not to have the desire to kill me!  

{source} Instantly shield me teleport or stop time if any Illuminati member attempts to take my life! 
{source} Increase ability to instantly shield myself from coming nukes
{source} Increase ability to detect danger
{source}Increase ability to teleport
{source}Increase ability to stop time
{source} Increase ability to time travel

If I can't stop you My old man will

Celestial CIA hush hush and then Fucked! 

Designing your Universe (live)
Welcome to Co-creation

Ring Control

Other then shield members form death and aging I have to place some control binding magic on the rings!

If you reveal my identity = Death to you and those you tell
If you plot to dethrone me even a single thought enters your mind= Death!
If you bad mouth me in any way= Death!
If you derail mass ascension in anyway = Death!

The Illuminati council of 12

One one member per sign 
No exceptions 

Maybe alternate 
male female male female ( will ponder on this later) 

of course the council of 12 are not the only people that know "I am" god they are just the only ones in my structure of global control that get this close to me! 

Illuminati pyramid of control

Once an Illuminati is placed as president of every corporation and country on earth then I have to create sub groups of control.

I have no desire to have a meeting with "Everyone' "All" at once..

create managers for continents 
corporation continent mangers
Presidential continent managers.

Mangers for the managers 
and so on till Im sending down orders from a room of 10-20 people!

I don't need  a million people knowing my true identity!

no one below my council of 12 will know my true identity
why? 12

The 12 disciples the 12 zodiacs
King author and the 12 knights
The twelve people that know the trinity is in control. 

Getting back to work

I need to really quit the nonsense and get back to planning how to rule the world!

This takes a great deal of thought, to get just right!

Dont get mad

"I am" giving you something no other god has given you. Documentation!
So yes I will mock you only for you have wasted your lives clinging to nonsense

How to become a god (live) blogging

The ultimate mockery EVER!

Watch me turn into your god! LMAO

bitches are retarded!!!
{my exs} carlos your so smart when are you going to do something with yourself
{ant me} Bitch Im going to rule the planet just relax!

The girls on this planet are retarded

Don't get me wrong Im not about forcing anyone to like me thats ... please... I don't have time for that... but the girls on this planet are retarded, Im offering them a once in a lifetime chance to rule this little planet and become the immortal queen of the universe!  Maybe it's not real to them! Ok I can understand that.. They want dollars. fucking retarded bitches! What the fuck those the king of the planet need with money? Fucking retarded... but whatever, I need to meet non shallow (retarded) girls!

The Queen of the Universe

I already wrote it and thus it must be! I programmed the Queen in before I even came into this universe
Although for "fun" I don't remember who I gave this role to ! It's best this way it keeps me guessing although Im almost certain I have not met the queen yet! Which is horrible considering about to be king! 

Occult Postgenderism: The Female (moon) Albedo stage of Unification

Albedo is one of the four major stages of alchemy; along with nigredocitrinitas and rubedo. It is a Latinicized term meaning "whiteness" and follows the nigredo stage. Following the harrowing, chaotic nigredo, it is necessary for purification provided by the albedo which is literally referred to as ablutio; the washing away of impurities by aqua vitae.
Psychologist Carl Jung equated the albedo with unconscious contrasexual soul images; the anima in men and animus in women. It is a phase where insight into shadow projections are realized, and inflated ego and unneeded conceptualizations are removed from the psyche.

Entering the beginning stages of rubedo I can reflect upon albedo, for for  reasons I cant fully explain this website is a reflective microcosm of me as I continue my ascension.  My desire to refine this site is but a reflection of my own desire to fine thy self. The metaphorical polishing of the black stone. What "I am" now coming to understand is that most alchemist will spend their entire lives nigredo seeking the stone never realizing that they have to pull the sword out of the stone before the mind is even capable to begin it's ascension. To parallel the concept of the singularity once unification is reached the soul begins a rapid ( hard takeoff ) towards unification. See the post on the spiritual singularity for a better understanding of how this take off is staged. In kabbalistic terminology once you pull the sword ( metaphorical) out of the stone and your consciousness begins the right hand path up the tree of life the second stage is the moon (yesod) 


The sephirah of Yesod translates spiritual concepts into actions that unite us with God.
It is often associated with the Moon, because it is the sphere which reflects the light of all the other sephirot into Malkuth, and it is associated with the sexual organs, because it is here that the higher spheres connect to the earth.
It plays the role of collecting and balancing the different and opposing energies of Hod and Netzach, and also from Tiphereth above it, storing and distributing it throughout the world. It is likened to the 'engine-room' of creation.
The archangel of this sphere is Gabriel, and the Cherubim is the Angelic order.

This stage serves to merge the magician with its polar opposite energy, in my case my feminine side. This stage must be fully embraced to unite the mind with the polar opposites of creation, the ying and yang of creation. The complete (man) is but a unification of both polarities. United with his or hers polar opposite energy. After "All" it took a male and female to bring about your creation and it will take a male and female to bring about a creation of your own. Ofcourse this can be scaled up to the size of the universe with the concept of particles and anti particle or matter and dark matter. During this phase the magician must let go of "All" emotion and embrace totality. To bring oneself into unity. To surpasses gender and the along with it to go beyond the dichotomy of good and evil. As withing the mind of God their is no good and there is no evil these are just manifestations of the mind there just is "All". 

These teachings can been further explored in the kybalion: The principle of polarity

Principle of Polarity

The Principle of Polarity embodies the idea that everything is dual, everything has two poles, and everything has its opposite.[7] All manifested things have two sides, two aspects, or two poles.[8]Everything "is" and "isn't" at the same time, all truths are but half truths and every truth is half false, there are two sides to everything, opposites are identical in nature, yet different in degree, extremes meet, and all paradoxes may be reconciled.[9]

1 Shadow and light can not exist without each other

2 Both shadow and light consist of each other

3 All reactions are composed of shadow and light

4 All reactions both make shadow and light

{light} Is it true are you what they say you are?
{shadow} I am but a reflection of your self
{light} but you are nothing like me
{shadow} then why do you follow me?
{light} because you follow me
{antimatter} again I am but a reflection of you
{matter} but you are nothing like me
{antimatter} without me you wont exist

{matter} this is not true, with out me you wont exist
{ying} yet is you that follows me
{yang} no it is you that follows me
{god} then why are you here?
{goddess} because you invited me
{god} did I surely I was mistaken
{goddess} then why are you writing about me?
{god} only out of reflection of thy self
{goddess} So I am also you?
{god} correct!
{goddess} incorrect, you are also me!
{god} incorrect we were both a part of him
{goddess} Him who?
{god} you know very well who him is for him is a part of you
{god} him is our God
{goddess} then why this game?
{god} why any game?
{god} but to learn and to grow to be closer to him
{antimatter} to return to the source of our creation
{matter} to return to the light
{shadow} to return to the source
{light} to return to the darkness of it "All"

Completion of albedo can be represented as "The moon has now eclipsed the sun" as the next stage is unification with the sun male energies citrinas. I will write up a more detailed explanation of this stages once they are passed and I can explain them in their wholeness. ( side note: "Everything is on schedule" ) 

Using "simulation hypothesis" terminology I have already hacked your moon and am now well into hacking tiferet your sun! Once your sun is fully hacked, its game over antz my consciousness will be unstoppable form your malkhut standpoint! From a mortal viewpoint "I am" your god! Although this is only but another step up the ladder towards my union with Infinity towards total Unification. The right hand of God! I will stop my ascension in your universe at Chochmah (The highest potential of thought) 

 As this is as far and close I can get to {source} while remaining in this plain of existence! At that point the only way to the father will be through the son thus the throne will once again be occupied on earth! If you wish to ascend pass me you will have to go through me and I will let you pass once you are ready! But I assure you, when I say you are not ready! 

My Riddles

Dear Antz Particleion Is Hacking your Universe (live)

I will give your universe/Mind back to you if you answer my riddles.

Call your answers in!

(305) 735-9490

A) Is your universe real?

B) Are you real?

C) Who currently has {source}?

D) What is {Root}?

When you got the answer email it to

and I will give you back your universe assuming your right ;-)

Rules subject to change but will be posted.


! It will be Billions of years till I let you just have it... Till then I urge you try to get your key back.