Thursday, June 7, 2012

Some Call it God


Written several years ago... 
set to post now! 

It's pretty clear to me at this point that my delusions are playing themselves out as predicted in the book. Im somewhat bothered by this as my life has been highjacked, by a greater intelligence.  All of this is becoming extremely creepy to me. It feels as the entire universe is conspiring against me at this point. A giant celestial april fools joke. 

Computer End Program! 

I close my eyes everytime I say those words never knowing what I will find when I open my eyes. This is a joke correct? This universe, this reality? I can't even begin to express how out of place I feel. How non human I feel. At this point im just playing out my programming. This is what extremely bothers me... There is something "else" is here and I have spent over 7 years of my life I have been carefully tracking what Im doing in an effort to understand the "Master plan" . 

You know how odd it feels to constantly read and watch every move I make knowing that not all of my actions are my own doing. My entire presence on the internet has been an attempt to have others watch me carefully in hopes of them seeing and or understanding what is going on. 

 This is excessively compulsive at this point, I feel as it's running out of time. 

Computer End Program! 

Fuck...... how did i get stuck in this universe!!! Fuck!!! 

at times i feel like crying im all fucked up, I want to just quit all of this but it wont let me.... 
the battle comes from my attempts to "intergrate" into the mortal world. 

Yet at the end of the day all I want is to go "Home"

My Riddles

Dear Antz Particleion Is Hacking your Universe (live)

I will give your universe/Mind back to you if you answer my riddles.

Call your answers in!

(305) 735-9490

A) Is your universe real?

B) Are you real?

C) Who currently has {source}?

D) What is {Root}?

When you got the answer email it to

and I will give you back your universe assuming your right ;-)

Rules subject to change but will be posted.


! It will be Billions of years till I let you just have it... Till then I urge you try to get your key back.